a letter for you

kehadapan bakal teman hidup saya. assalamualaikum. hai. hai. hai awak! :)

tonite. rasa nak mengada ngada sebentar. tacing. tacing sedikit. buley tak? aha -___-"

"hai awak. i'v known you not for a long moment. but maybe it's enough for me to know you better at this moment. :). and same goes on you. you are like my bl0od-tight ppl. you can understand me much much more. and sometimes you are d most understanding ppl. biasalakan, sebab awk kaseh sy infinity rite!.eh.eh :p

almost 2 years dear :) and i suddenly remembered wht had u told me, " we'v never fight each other. misunderstanding jus a few minutes and later we'll b fine not more than a day. not more than an hour but only a few minutes".. i try to b d good one for u. even sometimes i feel it was hard and hurt. because i know myself. i'm not a good girl. and i try to be. and sometimes i feel like i wanna to give up doing all this. kerana saya rasa saya sangat2 bnyk kekurangan. and everytime i spoke it out, you'll warn me not to do it anymore.=__='. then i surrender with lack of confidence inside me.

i need you now. later and for my future. i really aim for you. i really s0oo into this relation because i aim for you to be mine " menjadi yg halal utk sy". even you r not my first one. but i pray to Allah, let you b my last one. insyAllah. i need you to guide me. i need you to b my imam. i need you to help me gain Allah's blessings " keredhaan Allah terhadap seorg isteri bergantung pd keredhaan suaminya".

awk.
if.
one day. HE say that we are not meant to b together as i always pray to HIM

"........ seandainya dia bukan jodohku, Kau temukanlah dia dgn wanita yang dapat memberi kebahagiaan padanya dan seluruh keluarganya"

we have to b strong :) as you always remind me to be strong kan.!. ^______^

and i wanna to tell you no matter what. awk adalah sahabat terbaik saya dunia akhirat. insyAllah. and i hope, awak adalah sahabat dan KEKASIH saya till my last breath.

sekian shj.

asslamualaikum :)


♥saya kaseh awk infinitee insyAllah ;)♥