dear home

hai assalamualaikum. wehuuu :D

long missing ya?.fhewww. baru ada masa sebenarnya utk membuka blog. eh.eh. mcm businesswoman kan. haha. i'm in my very comfort zone so nak membuka lappy a bit malashh. but i need to, due to my bunch of works waiting to finish up! project itu project ini, presentation itu, presentation ini. aha. but it's oke la. fasha is c0ol rite? hebat berlakon c0ol yey ^_____^ ;p

oke. ini sesi bercerita la. suda lama kan tak buat sesi bercerita luahan hati dan perasaan bersama encik blog :D

today, completely a month i'v been staying outside. no more hostel life. and alhamdulillah, everything is going on smoothly. alhamdulillah sangat. kalau sebelum ini, semuanya mama yang settle up kan, but now i need to do by my own. pergi pasar sendiri, masak sendiri, breakfast, lunch and dinner everything kena plan sendiri together with my lovely housemates. and alhamdulillah we managae to do it well. yes. ALL IS WELL :D

and for all my classmates yang akan stay outside aftr this CNY, i wish u ols gudluck. ngehee. mcm nak exam aje kan?. bukan senang nak duk luar without parents sebenarnya. depends on ur intuition. duduk luar bukan niat utk bebaskn diri dari kehidupan hostel yang terikat dgn peraturan, tapi utk lebih mematangkan diri plus menyediakan diri dgn kehidupan sebenar.

oke. habis cerita kehidupan di maktab. sekarang kehidupan di rumah walaupun cuti hanya seminggu. but i will make it wonderful holidays. ngehee :D

of course wonderful. balik cuti bersama insan insan tersayang dan sangat sayang. ^______^, ehe, muka gatal gilak neh! :p. dan insan yang tersayang itu stay di rumah. for his 2nd time and suda rasa mcm family sendri aje. ehem. ehem :D

and my dear little aisyah suda pandai sedikit bermain main bersama her "uncle tembam". ouh even it is fake. uncle tembam is not tembam but he is cute :) it should be aunty tembam and uncle cute. baru sesuai because he is not tembam like me. ngehee :D
uncle main puzzle dgn aisyah ya?.hee ^__________^.

and waiting for him go to bed, watching i-robot with him and then i heard he said to me " jum tido ". ahHa. ouh. he was sleeping in his r0om that mama prepared for him lar and i tido di bilik saya lar! he is down and i'm in upstairs. :p. ouh.ouh.ouh. he was cute at that time. selamat lar belum kawin ;p ;p
lalalalala~

ouh. saya gatal kan?. perkara biasa. sila maklum. hakhakhak.

okelah. malash nak bercerita da. mood happy terlebey bila di rumah mcm ni lah! :p
heee
till then c u later ya bloggy sayang!

^_______________^

sometimes..

sometimes
the smile is fake
beneath the smile
out or in
i'm in deep pain
physically?
maybe not
but i just dunn0
shall not say much here

i really don't know
don't know
and i don't want to know

:: just let me be alone ::

the poetry of the earth is never dead

I thank you God for this most amazing day, for the leaping greenly spirits of trees, and for the blue dream of sky and for everything which is natural, which is infinite, which is yes.






:: To sit in the shade on a fine day and look upon verdure is the most perfect refreshment. ~Jane Austen ::

tons of happiness and excitement

wee.weeee.weeee. can u see the excitement of our faces? :D, so we six sense had made plans to go somewhere. we are on holidays. weekend. ya. it's weekend and we'r so bored! good thing!, that it was a easy route to went there. without any obstacles. alhamdulillah. and it was a miracle to me, that finally i can go somewhere by my own!.yehaaaa ^__^ :D


there'r lots of picture!.haih and i feel i wanna to upl0ad them all.tetapi malas.:D
aha. but it was deeply st0re in my mind. even my face was sticky. and you said thati'm chubby. saya tak kisah oke?. :p :p

and and and. for those who always said that " eh. pp fasha paling chubby here.", " eh, fasha today you pakai shawl baru lar", " eh, fasha ade pimples baru la.", fasha here. fasha there. and i feel i wanna to vomit out ol this. haha. rimas but neway thanks kerana terlalu concern pada saya. uwek! haha :D

bak kata ibu " since you'd been a class repsentative, you'd wore something new. fashionistas beb!.hakhak :D, sambil ibu ketawa suka ria amat! cubet ibu kang ;p ;p

sekian sahaja. bye! ;p

lack of money but pretend to be like " ouh.orang kaya baru lar "

hai.hai.assalamualaikum. gudnite ols!

i'm sure most of u are happy with the weekends rite? so. enj0y ya!. chill oke :D :D, but all i can say beneath the smile i give u ols, deeply i'm in pain. missing someone. =______=' but i need to teach myself. we have our own commitment.yeahh. :)

i miss my blog. sorry ya dear. macam chipsmore kan. sekejap ade. sekejap tade. without him, i swear. saya sangat blur. =__=. ouh.again!. i miss him. but it's oke as long as i have my very besh besh fren yah! :), they are my happiness here.

oke. let's hear my story today okay sayang :).

what had happened today was my best day. i'm happy and there's been a long time we haven't hang out like this. walaupun kesuntukan wang ringgit. haha betul ke? ;p, but we pretend to be like orang kaya ;p ;p

nearly 3years i'v stayed in jitra and this was my 2nd time went to BUKIT WANG, waihhh. banyak tau wang di sanaa!. aha. ;p, my first time was during my BINA INSAN GURU . sort of camping la. ' jungle trekking' di sana and it was like urgghhh!. i dislike outdoor activities. nak nak kena naik turun gunung. banyak pacat tahu!. lemah semangat oden!. haha

yeayy! i'v a picnic there. masak masak di rumah and lets picnic picnic ;p, and act we are bored. waiting for our allowance and till then we can't go anywhere. huhuhu. sadis kau!. duit tade tak buley jalan ea? but we are not! we can survive utk berjalan jalan dan menghirup udara segar. aha. we are sixx sense oke. everything's not a big deal lar! ;p .

eh.eh there's a guy

it was Malin's boyfriend and he was our bodyguard even he is small in size with him

there's no guy dare to tease us

ecewahh

;p

then we are heading to alor star. i dunno wat the place name larh.aiy0oo. but it's oke. so so :). recreation park. it was nice. ade kanak kanak bermain suka ria di sana. ada orang jogging dengan semangatnya dan ouh! ada juga org yg terlalu asyik berdating :p :p. ouh tetiba shj rindu dia! =__='

and

i feel that i was so childish lar!

dengan a very very big cheek compared to them

and

sangat tidak duduk diam

haishhh

bila nak jadik ayu ni?

uhuk

=__=

see see. the very semangat me

=__='

;D

haha

haha

the candid me

saya suka sebab nampak tinggi

ngehee

:D

haha

see again

the very naughty me rite?

uhuk

;p

ade hati nk bawak ni

ngeheee

:D :D

love them yah!

:)

:)

:)

anda ada rakan sebest mereka?

saya ada tau!

mereka lahh!

<3>

queen of us. we are poison :p

six sense

:)

touch the very touchy one

"it was not into my ear you whispered but into my heart, it was no my lips you kissed but my soul "

why it is when you missed someone so badly and your heart is going to disintegrate and your tears nearly drop, you hear the sad love song?

isn't cool ha?

=___='

" the reason that hurts so much when to say goodbye is because

our souls are connected and will forever connected"

seriously

i miss you

encik barney

=__='

what i used to do at my oldies time :

sitting with a very comfort position

with high imagination

with one pen at my right hand

and

pieces of papers

i used to do it everyday

dulu dulu lar

=___=

here it comes

my passion long time ago

"tinggi tinggi burung merpati

terbang tinggi di balik awan

kala rindu rasa di hati

hajat ketemu putera idaman"

pohon sena pohon meranti

di tengah tengah buluh perindu

kanda di sana dinda di sini

di tengah tengah rindu menderu

dayung perahu ke hujung tanjung

di kala bayu menyapa semesta

kalau mahu sayang dijunjung

kasih dihulur seikhlas jiwa

no copyright reserved

:: fasha anawa ::

well please stop squinted ur eyes

:D

ya.ya.ya

i'm the pantunist

haha

ade ke word tu?;p

there's been a year i take a decision to retire from all these

but sometimes i miss my part time career

satisfied

because i had done my very best

and

Sarawak was my last destination as a pantunist ;p

and

i was soo0oo satisfied

when i was d one who had give a bunch of happiness to my institute

:D

"Johan Pesta Pantun"

Peringkat Kebangsaan

*claps*

haha

:p

"ini bukan cerita tipu tau"

semua benar benar belaka melainkan tiada yang tipu tipu

heee

*gilak*

i try to say hi

even there's no one want to speak with me

i try to laugh

even there's no joke

i try to smile

even there's no one smiling at me

i try not to cry

even you hurt me more

the real me

:: fasha anawa ::

superhero

:: love you just the way you are ::

sometimes..someday..

have you imagine if what u aim for was not fated to b with you

=__________=

sometimes

someday

or maybe today

everything yours

will not b yours anymore

ouh

how hurt it is

=_____________='

i'm a verryy diligent girl :D

assalamualaikum

maaf di atas statement yang agak memualkan

^__________^

weehuuu. saya rajen ouh! ;p

hakhakhak

:D

oke.oke. actually i miss my dearie bloggy damn muchhy! :D, almost a week i'm not visit him.

menulis sambil mendengar one of my fav singer. *rihanna* with what's my name. oh na na what's my name. oh na na what's my name?. ouh. my name is fasha. aha. :D

well hey. there's a part in this song where i can't recognize it.

" hey boy i wanna see if you can go lontong with a girl like me ", before i hear it clearly this was what i sang. haha.

but it suppose to be like this :

" hey boy i wanna see if you can go downtown with a girl like me ".

ngahaha. jaoh kan downtown with lontong , but i swear u lar. memang sebijik. sila dgr dahulu ya. oke ape kena mengena kan. sebenarnya nak cakap, i had ate lontong this morning added with sambal tumis ikan bilis. how nyummy it is! my faveret dishes tahu. uuuuuuu.nyum.nyum :D

oke. let us b serious ya. i just wanna to tell u ols that i'v been so diligent student since i'v reg my new sem. well okay. maybe not to0 diligent but approximately very close to that. it is an overrated and excellent achievement for someone who was so0 lazy like me. and hope i can maintain this attitude till my last year study. *claps please* ;p

i wanna making things better again now. i can be count as one of d luckiest earthling that has always been given a great opportunity knocking on my door. but i mess everything with it. =___='.

at this new place. new environment. new spirit. new life and everything 'r new for me, i wanna gain trust i wanna to gain love with the people i love. i'm not lacking of love or trust, but i want it more.

i just want to be me

the glorious me

:)

untouchable

a gift can be as simple as an apology,

or as easy as a thank you.

what matter the most is where the gift came from.

which walk us back to our heart.

thanks dear for all those sweet things

and

i'm sure i can't stop aiming to b with you

love ya

:)

fact or false :p

wehuuuuu

hai

hai

u olsss :p

act. i was bored here

=__='

padahal ada kerja

buat notes utk reading process for my PKB3105

compulsory to finish it!

no excuse for it

ekk?

nantila buwat oke

:p

rasa nak main main sepijap

main auta atau fakta

hahaha

;D

NO COPYRIGHT RESERVED ; OWN BY fasha anawa

1. saya suka makan.tapi kalau makan dalam sehari mesti ada makanan tak habis. fakta atau auta? haha :D.ya.ya.ya.tepat.ia adalah auta sama sekali. tak baek membazir kan.so setiap kali makan sy akan habiskan. erkkk? ;p, or else niat lah sedekah pada fungus atau algae. atau dlm bhs pasarnya. buatla sedekah amal jariah pada ulat ulat yang kelaparan=_='.tak senonoh yek sha ni?.haha
2. saya suka menyanyi dlm toilet. fakta.fakta neh!:p,haha. kalau dengar air pasang laju tapi lama kemain tu, tandanya sy menyanyi pelahan lahan dalam toilet. tapi duk umah sewa ni, syukurla dapat kawal perangai tak tahu malu ni :p, sebab rumah rapat rapat, bukan mcm rumah ma and abah. jaoh toilet di atas nuu. buley ah nynyi koat2 :p haha
3. sy ratu air mata. wahaa.pengakuan jujur ni =____='. tak tahu cmne nak ubah kan.even a small piece of paper punya matter pun buley nanges mcm big big giant punya hal :p, saya akan sedey sangat kalau tengah drive tetibe nampak pakcik tua yang muka sangat kasihan sedang menolak basikal usangnya, ouh.rasa nak jadik driver pakcik tu sepanjang hayat saya. wahaa. =__=. terlampau emosional kan? haihhh, tapi betullar.kasihannya.huuu
4. saya ni comel.cantik. haha. yaaaa.ini auta okeee! :D, auta auta.tak bekkan tipu =__='. saya ni tak cantik.comel pun tidak. nk ckp buruk pun tak baik sebab mcmnila Allah jadikan sy. sy bersyukur :), even sy tak secantik dan sehensem awk. sy cukup sifat. alhamdulillah. ouh.baekknya sy =_=', terharu ke tidak? ;p
5. sy suka drive mcm halilintar :p, haha.auta lagik neh. jahatt keyboard lappy ni.tipu kan :p, sy pemandu berhemah. selalu drive line kiri je. "KENDERAAN BERAT SILA IKUT KIRI". ha, saya la tu. sebab berat kan so tak buley nk speed lelaju mcm kereta mercedez yang selalu kasik lampu tinggi kt encik AFE. ciss.walaupun terguris, sy redha. :D, no over limit speed.selalu 120-130km/h aje . haha :D
6. hati saya kadang kadang kecik tapi belagak besar. :p, mcm mane kan?, sy tak reti say no to someone. kalau suruh tolong buat sesuatu even mate mengantok mcm da kene timpa dgn bangunan klcc je kelopak mata ni, i still will say YES to you, kalau kaki da krem kesejukan mcm kapas kapas putih atau snow tu, i will say yes to drive you to somewhere. tak kisah as long as anda semua bahagia :)
7. fakta ringkas!. saya penggemar cheese yang tegar :D
8. sy suka budak budak atau baby baby sesuka sukanya! never say no. sape nak kasik baby kat saya? upss! :p
9. sy suka gelak sampai saket tekak. haha. sebab selalu je rase geli perot. have you feel it?. haha. then you'll understand me more. geli perot oke! :p
10. tangan saya tak duduk diam. saya suka mencubit dan menumbuk :p.ngehaaa. ini fakta! kesian manusia manusia di sekeliling sy. mesti anda lebamkan? :p
11. haha. ini fakta yang saya simpan. tapi tapela rasa kengkawan sedia maklum kot!. saya takuuuuutttt kucccciiinnnggggggg :D.grrrrr.errrr.eeeeerrrr :D.haha. tak tahu la kenapa. kucing cumel.tp takut.kenapa? entah lar =__='., malu suda kalo nmpk kucing asyik wat muke hodoh terkejot je.semua org pandang. ah..biarla kan =__='
12. fakta ni. bukan auta. haha. saya tak suka jalan belah kanan if i'm with someone. kalau jalan dengan mama sy akan letak tangan or mama so called it as "asyik gayut tgn kt handbag ma je,"haha.hobi kot :p, kalo jalan dgn abah pegang poket seluar abah atau hujung baju abah. and kalu jln dgn kengkawan, pegang hujung lengan baju mereka atau baju mereka. and kalau jalan dengan dia. haha. :p.emmm.tatau.tatau lar cmne :D.lalalala~ ;p
13. saya takkan rasa selesa if my hand are without lotion. ouh =__='.that's my perfume oke :p, i will feel soooo uncomfortable without my lovely baby lotion. ngehee :
14. last list. anda nak auta ke fakta? :p. ouh.tak de idea. lar.sambung laen kali oke nombor patbelas ni.ahHa :p

get me talking about you.you and you. then you'll find me i was so non stop talking girl! :p

reminds me of my fav fairytale movie during my childhood time

when i was just a little girl!

:p

to find a true and handsome prince charming

but now

i think i really have one

yes

yes

you are!

:)

you was my past

and

you'll always be my future t0o

he was real. not a dream anymore. he is in front me. not through the so called love through my cute lappy or my reddish phone. he is real. i said again. he is realllll! :)

poyo die depan mata tatau nak cakapla

upss!

:p

he is real. wahaa. this is not a sarcastic word oke. but i was soo0 excited. really. i mean it. excited tahap ape tak tahu juga sampai muka terasa so so hot. atau suam suam kuku sepanjang hari :p

he is in my mama and abah's house.

wahaa. duduk satu rumah.sorang atas sorang bawah, i just can't imagine we are sms-ing and reply-ing each other at the same roof. shy shy cat gitu, please slap me or pinch me. to tell me that i was not dreaming at that time! he was near me. right beside me. talking to me in the real word. eat. laugh. smile.walking. all in front of me. :)

and now we can exercise our tummy in real world. gelak gilak gilak tak ingat ape angkara kepoyoan beliau. haishhh!. every single word from him will make me laugh!. aipee. till i feel so0oo.soooo geram like wanna to tumbuk and pinch his tummy!.aha ;p

and now. please do not separate us apart again. not anymore. because he has lock my heart.

and now he is our hot topic every one call from mama or abah.

every weekend abah or mama akan call and first word from them was

" haaa.sha kat mane ni?"

and i will laugh.

sha tengah dating ni bah. sha tengah dating ni ma :p

how naughty i am rite. sebab abah n mama rajin amat call every weekend. ahaa. act. they spy on me.

dearie mama and abah.

i will not going to see him if you r not allowed me to do it. but i knew it!!i knew it!! you'll give your permission rite. ya.ya. i love both of you ma and abah so much much! ngeeehee :p

waaa.c c. i can't stop talking now. but i need to pen off now :p

to get my mOrning bath at this 3.40 p.m :D

ahaa.adiosss.lovey dovey muchhyyy ya! :)

love is the key to a great happiness

" i love you because of you"

je t'aime

je t'aime tellement

mama and abah

:)

and

him

wahaaa.

waaaaa

jaws drop

ngaaaaaaaa

this picture i snap by myself tau!

euwww

ilapu!

:D

mengade kan

=_=

:p

banyak lagi org yg saya sayang

semua disekeliling saya saya sayang amat amat

and

the most i love

the top one in myheart

was my

only one

::the Almighty Allah::

uh. lamanya tidak update kan? =_=

assalamualaikum

=___=

hai.hai semua

:)

macam lame sangat je tak update kan. wahaa. busy sedikit. sebenarnya tidak busy mana.cuma utk buka lappy tu macam sedikit malas lar. tapi kalau da bosan bosan sebab ketiadaan televisyen di rumah otomatikally jadik rajen. wahaaaaa ^________^

ouh!.i got shock of my life when dearie fellas memanggil saya cik KK. haha. KK stands for KETUA KELAS act. but i need to manage everything. lectures? hanya menonton dn membimbing sahja. kerja kerja. i need to do it by my own plus my fellas. aka. my classmates lar! :). ALL IS WELL insyAllah :)

our new home. our new place. our new time management are so0 fine. alhamdulillah. sila.sila berkunjung ke rumah baru saya. cewah :D. di Taman Tengku Sarina. rumah mana satu.carik sendiri kalau teror.auwwww :D

menutup tahun 2010

with my cheerful face

dengan abah yang encem

^_____^

wahaaaa

=__=

this is my end year face

oh.gemok!

:(