setelah 2 minggu. ini rasanya.

Assalamualaikum

huehuehue. hye semua. :)

setelah dua minggu dan ini rasanya. perit+gumbira. 

apekah lah yg 2minggu itu? yes. i'v been in my practicum mood for 2 weeks and 6 weeks more to pass thru. ohmai.ohmai =,=..

perhaps. my voice will totally change to em to em. urghh dunno, but mayb a bit rockin. after these 8 weeks in school and now i know how pain mama was, when she said that she had a sore throat especially in this holy month. may Allah grant mama and every teachers in this world with full barakah. amen.  

anway here, i wanna share something. a bit unsatisfactory situation happened yesterdae. and i feel urghhh. ape ni. motip?. diskriminasi sungguh. ohmai =,=.

why mainstream teachers sometimes been biased towards my lovely kids?. sobss. =,=.

haruskah situasi ini berlaku. memang tidak harusla kan. tapi?. it was happened maybe without her realization kot. positif sha. luckily i'm a bit shy shy cat and sopan cover. ehh cover sopan. kalau tidak. i'v shout shrill penetrating all the school buildings." cikguuuu, awak telah mendiskriminasi anak-anak murid saya. apekahh?"  and debushhh. all the pieces of the building befall on the teacher. ahaks. kijam terok! 

oke. if you are on my shoes. that's what you will feel. upset. vacuous.snitchy and i'm really in sound of growl.. with the reason,  my students so-called as naughty and will disturb the majlis with their naughtiness. but the true was all the mainstream students actually act so misbehave and can't behave their self during the majlis. mereka petah bercakap so, mereka sibuk la bercakap mcm bertih jagung during the majlis. but my kids can't communicate well with others. and they were so humble when they were in crowd. trust me! :) and maybe sometimes they will misbehave with the unstable emotion., but they were sooo afraid with their teachers. compared to the normal kids. mcm sy kecik2 duluuuu. bising like potpetpotpet kalahkan nenek. asyek kena marah sebab bising. so yes, i admit that actually normal kids were so hard to control. actually. 

so.please stop all these types of discrimination. semua sama saja. masih memerlukan ilmu yang sama tetapi mungkin cara berbeza. just love them the way they are. mmg sometimes geram terokkk sebab naughtyyy!  tp cubala jadik naughty jugak mcm dyrg br enjoy. hakhak. oke. kite tipu je ;p

spot them. :)

performing arts by special kids 

:)

till then. assalammualaikum.

salam Ramadhan :)

aurat itu.

Assalamualaikum. salam tgh malam dah nk pg semua :p

wehuu.seronok sbb mcm br lepas dr penjara. sobs.  and suddenly i feel awkward kejap sbb mcm da lame xupdate blog. and mcm tetibe ngade2 laks nak update tgh malam yang da nak pg dan da nk sahur ni. aha. ;p

oke uols. my intention just wanna share something bcs i've just seen something knowledgeable from mr google. and it was a great picture tht gves us good explanation regarding women's aurah with ajnabi.

hve u ever fight wif ur inside-out conflicts about wearing hijab/tudung in your own house. and it's suddenly happened when you reached your puberty! hiks.:p? pernah xkorang rase. when suddenly your mama asked you to wear tudung infront of your cousin.(boys of course). and you feel like urghhh. whyyyy momma?. your childhood-mate. siap main kawin2 lagik tetibe you need to cover up your body/aurah from his sight. oke. at first mmg xfaham and rasa xnak buat pun. xnak denga cakap mama. degilll dia ni. babap ntt! ;p

anyway it comes slowly..and silently when we automatically feel to do it.. kecik kecik memang tanak. yela waktu dajah enam, skola rendah busuk2 masam lgik peloh peloh maen, mn hendak pakai tudung  semua kan.  but later, when you reached your matured level, feeling feeling ala perempuan melayu terakhir da ada, then..there you goes. tudung tak lepas dr kepala bcs i've get used to it. alhamdulillah.

oke. picture talks! :D

indication : all boxes with pink color means you shud cover your aurah ya! :)

oke. i know, everyone outside there just take it easy.take it in a simple way. kalau da satu family, why we should cover our aurat. da kecik2 main tepuk tampar sama2 kan?. anyway, take it positively. there's still a time to make a changes. and atleast we try to reduce our loads of sin by not contributing to any adultery especially when we becoming a wife soon.  and atleast we think.and try to be better..
and atleast we try to protect the rights of our love one, . only he can see it :)

renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal. :D
mariiii bersahurrrr! :)

Men Are From Mars, Women Are From Venus #part 2

Assalamualaikum dear ones :)

salam barakah jumaah..^__^

anyway, as i had been promised to all of us to continue my review on this super duper ohsem book, so here it is and we are focusing on women behavior :)

~ Women Are Like Waves~

 whattt? women are like waves. ouh.tskkkk. how sad i am to hear that. and actually my first impression towards this subtopic was errghhhhh. it is totally wr0ng! ngaha. but after i'd finished em all, i believe and 90% agree with it! :)

why is women like waves?

bcs when she feels loved, her self esteem rises and falls in a wave motion. when she's feeling really good and ohsem, she will reach a peak! but then suddenly her mood may change and her wave crashes down. but u shud take note ya. the crash is just temporary. :)

the formula is = let her reaches the bottom of seabed , then her mood will shift back and she'll be the most beautiful and calm waves that crash the coastal .

when a woman's wave rises, she feels she has an abundance of love to give, but when it falls, she feel emptiness and needs to be filled up with loves.

How Men React to this Waves


a man assumes that her sudden change of mood is based solely on his behavior. right?. when she is happy, he takes credit and be happy to0, but when she's unhappy he feels responsible. and guy may feel so frustrated because he doesn't noe how to make things better.

one minute she seems happy, and so he believes he is doing a good job! but then, the next minute she is unhappy, he is shocked because he thought he was doing well. right?.

first and foremost, DON'T TRY TO FIX IT.


~ if you try to fix it, actually you are make things getting worse. if you try explaining to her that she didn't need to be upset, she'll be more misunderstood and distressed.


~ when a woman moves into her 'well', he needs to learn that this is when she needs him the most! and it is not a problem to be solved or fixed, but an opportunity to support her with unconditional love. 


~ don't prevent ur partner from "going down", or " bottoming out", don't try to rescue her by pulling her up., let her hit the bottom before she could come up. :)


~ what she needs is someone to be with her as she goes down, to listen to her while she shares her feelings, and to empathize with what she is going through.even it's hard to do, just offer her your full attention, love, support and accompany her as her wish.:)


~ and ouhh! i know all the men will get confused why she is still not okay after he practiced listening to her. right? 


~ what man shud know is, when woman goes into her 'well', if she feels supported, she doesn't necessarily feel better right away. she may feel more worse. i mean, she will be more sad and gloom. but actually that is a sign that his support may be helping. his support may actually help her to hit bottom sooner and then she can and will feel better. 


~to genuinely come up, she first needs to hit the bottom. that is the cycle of woman waves and emotions! so just give her your support and when she looks more upset, leave her for a while and she will be much better. arghh. it is complicated right. yeah. but by accept this fate of woman, you might feel much better and no stress! :)


~anyway, through understanding that a wave must hit the bottom before it can rise again, man can release his expectations that she'll immediately feel better in response to his assistance. get it? 


~bydaway. when a woman comes out from the gloomy mood, she becomes her usual loving self again. this positive shift is generally misunderstood by men. a man typically thinks that whatever bothering her is now completely heal or resolved. 

~but when there's crashes again, similar issues will arise. when her issues come up again, he become impatient bcs he thinks they have already been resolved. without understanding the wave, he finds it's hard to validate and nurture her feelings. and when woman's unresolved feeling recur again, he may respond inappropriately by saying ;

• how many times do we have to go through this?
• i'v heard all this before
• when are you going to get off it?
• i don't want to deal with this again
• this is ridiculous. we are having the same argument again
• why do you need to be so complicated
• i can't understand you anymore, you are so weird.

 ! WARNING SIGNS FOR MEN THAT SHE MAY BE GOING INTO HER WELL OR WHEN SHE NEEDS HIS LOVE THE MOST !

she feels                                    she may say

overwhelmed                          "there is so much to do....

insecure                                  " i need more....

worried                                   " but..what about..

confused                                 " i don't understand why..

exhausted                               " i can't do anything more..

hopeless                                 " i don't know what to do.

passive                                   " i don't care. do what you want...

demanding                              " you should....

mistrusful                                " what do you mean by that..

the 2nd way to react towards woman waves is by UNDERSTANDING NEEDINESS~
don't ask her why,what and how..but just accompany her through her bottom mood. man should know that :

•  a man's love and support cannot instantly resolve the problem or woman's issues, his love however can make she feels safe.
• a woman going into her well is not a man's fault or because of his failure, it's just because of herself. thinks too much and feels that she is not the best if anything bad happen.
• a man does not have to fix her problem, she is not broken at all..but just needs your love patience and understanding.

men should know that women are so complicated while there's a matter of feelings. but to help em' solve all the problems is not so complicated. just stay with her no matter what. your concern is enough rather than your effort to solve it. your warm breath is enough to calm her rather than your high IQ to settle it. your tight hug is everything to her during her bottom mood. 

anyway

" men argue for the right to be free, while women argue for the right to be upset "

" men want space, while women want understand "

:)

: )

sy bangga jadi bakal guru :)

assalamualaikum. :)

happy sunday peeps!

ye. sy cikgu fasha. and today i proudly announce, sy bangga nk ckp yg sy bakal cikgu. naah~ i noe, it's not ohsem kan, sy bukan dokter. sy bukan engineer.sy bukan lawyer.sy bukan programmer, sy bukan menteri. kwangkwangkwang~ sy bukan bekerja sebagai kerja yg hebat2 org dengar. yg bley wat org jaw drop whenever they ask :

"ouh,em awk keje ap skrg". " sy keje cikgu",.." emmmm..ohhhh."

"emmm..ohhh" je kau reply. soookeyyy.no hurt tacink! :p

and recently i always heard&read ppls around me on news, blogs, newspaper and even facebook keep on arguing about GAJI.

come on babehhh, marilah percaya itu semua adalah rezeki masing-masing. everyone ade tanggungjawab masing-masing.and ALLAH da susun semua tu. you gaji bnyk tu, itu takdir hidup u. terima larh. no complains pls. suppose to be i gaji bnyk ni. ouhh ALHAMDULILLAH. syukur sngt :)

lagi gaji besar, lagi banyak kehendak.lagi banyak berhutang.lagi sempit rumah with furniture yg nak mahal xnak kalah. lagi berat leher dengan rantai rantai. lagi berat tangan dengan gelang-gelang. lagi berat jari dengan cincin cincin. lagi tak muar porch sebab kereta makin besar. lagi dan lagi dan lagi.. don't u notice that?. lagi busuk hati sebab nak hebat xnak kalah dgn masyarakat sekeliling. come babeh.come on..~ be matured pls.

dun't ever insult others sustenance. dun't ever doubt about others occupation.

mungkin pada pandangan orang kerja sbg guru itu sesuatu yg mudah. kan. sebab pagi pagi pegi sekolah mengajar, then at 2 da buley angkat kaki pulang ke rumah. yeah?. nak nak ajar kanak-kanak yg konon xbnyk silibus nak ajar, lagi mudah kan. ye.itu pada pandangan awak awak semua. sy tahu. dan itu juga yg saya rasa pada satu masa dulu.

when i was 16, after my PMR, dengan result yg xseberapa, sy masuk clas sains dan i feel it was so tough! gila tough for me yg not s0o superb genius mcm awak awak semua. then, i felt down.so down dengan result exam yg xohsem. then, i made a decision. 'NAK JADI CIKGULAHH, SENANG SIKIT, XPAYAH AMIK SAINS PUN BLEY JADI CIKGU'.

so my ambition when i was in middle year of 16, was TEACHER. i wanna b a teacher sebab kerja mudah sngtt.alarhh pegi sekolah mengajar je. and i love kidsss so much.jadi bleyla main main ngn bdk2 main masak masak ke kan. beshhh oooo~ :p , so then i struggle on wut i can, nk bagi lepas masuk IPG. and alhamdulillah i made it! :)

now,in 2012. genap 4 tahun saya di maktab. left 1 year and half only, tp sem 5 ini sudah hampir melabuhkan tirainya.so hello sem 6. then it just left one year to b full-time teacher, insyAllah :D alhamdulillah. ouhhh mcm tak percaya anak mama dan abah sudah besar rupanya. 0___0

and i felt sooo hard to be a teacher. jadual di maktab mmg macam sekolah sebijik2. we are train to be a teacher.so we need to train like kids in school. arghh. down. xd life rasenya. a bit depressed. but bila da 4 tahun di maktab. alhamdulillah, jiwa ni rasa da tak sabar sangat nk jd cikgu sepenuhnya di sekolah. nak mengajar nak didik anak anak yg memerlukan didikan sepenuhnya. nak sangat buat semua tu sekarang.

it is not as easy as you see. tapi saya yg berada di hadapan kelas rasa beratnya tanggungjwab yg digalas. we try hard to achieve our objective lesson. try really hard, tp kite kena faham juga, kadang-kadang ada anak murid yang x cemerlang even da ajar separuh mati geram rasa nak cubit, mungkin ada beberapa faktor lain yg kadang-kadang kita xnampak apakah faktor itu. jengjengjeng~. jadi yg akan dipersalahkan ialah cikgu. cikgu tak pandai nak ajar. cikgu tak ajar betul-betul. cikgu malas. cikgu itu,cikgu ini..ohhh, cepat2 la mintak maaf ye pd mulut-mulut yg da mengeluarkan semua itu.

kalau betul cikgu tidak pandai mengajar, mana datangnya perdana menteri. kalau betul cikgu tak pandai nak mengajar. sila TAMPAR diri sendiri sebab diri kita sendiri adalah GURU untuk DIRI sendiri. diri kita sendiri adalah GURU untuk anak-anak di rumah. jadi silalah maki hamun diri sendiri sebelum maki hamun guru guru di sekolah. kan. kan kan. upsss~ a bit harsh. maaf semua.

jangan hanya kerana GAJI, guru harus dihina. tskkkk.=='

mengajar 30 minit tp bepeloh-peloh macam lepas buat marathon 100km.haha. ;p
mengajar 30 minit tapi suara da serak macam lepas karoake lagu rock. yeyehhh~
mengajar 30 minit tapi BBM macam da penuh kalah kedai jual BBM. kau ada?.~

please, berfikirlah secara lebih terbuka.
saya belum jadi cikgu officially, tp sy rasa jadi cikgu memang sangat susah. sangat. seharusnya kamu semua tahu, cikgu adalah sangat mulia kerana sedar atau tidak sedar 5% of their salary mesti akan disalurkan untu murid-murid sekalian. kamu ada?. masuk mulut masuk perot sendiri kan. so just diam2 saja. buley?.

mampu ke kamu semua nak kawal manusia seramai 40 orang, tanpa menggunakan mikrofon.
mampu ke kamu semua nak jadi badut, menari nari di hadapan kelas untuk menghibukan anak-anak murid.
mampu ke nak jadi pelakon di hadapan kelas?
mampu ke nak jadi penyanyi di hadapan kelas?
mampu ke kamu semua nak berpeluk cium busukbusukbusukmasam anak murid di dalam kelas?

# tepuk dada tanya hati. ;)


ye. sy cikgu fasha dan sangat rindukan anak-anak murid sy yg cumelbusukmasham semua! :)

thank you. :)

bismillahirahmanirahim..
assalamualaikum.
gudnite peeps! :)

well, how have you all been :) hopefully everything's good and c0ol yeah.cool.
howdy ur holiday?.great?

anyway. this was not so ohsem holiday for me actually but i'm still grateful to HIM because i'm here with mama abah and lotsa love of family.alhamdulillah. tak ohsem sbb tiada travel mana mana.sobssobs. ==' and this is our first time maybe, holiday without any travel.even a short travel.so dear ones. just imagine how busy my daddy was. even he's not a businessman. ehhh! chop. businessman la maybe because he works in development unit. so oke. marila mengdeclare yg abah itu businessman busy mengalahkan.em ntah tatau nk kasik contoh siapa. oke. sobsss=='. mmg betul betul sedih saat ini. lagi sedih bila mengenangkan abah boleh pergi GOLF TOURNAMENT tp xbawak we ols pegi travel memane. oke abah.tacing!tp haruslah gembira juga kan.sbb abah dapat voucher 1k reward from his tournament. so mari menyibukkan diri utk menghabiskan voucher abah! yebaaaaa~ ;p =='. wkakakaka. anak yang bagus begini larh! :p


huish.huis. oke. masih no idea nak cite ape. pity to those who're reading these without no points. tp apeee salahnyee. aha.

oke. suddenly my mind keep on flash back my mama's story. again. yeah babeh! :)
but before tht.rasa mau menaip dalam fully bahasa melayu kerana sekarang saya ada masalah utk membuat ayat bahasa melayu yang bagus dan bombastic. celaru betul nak nak kalau tengah buat presentation di hadapan kelas. imbuhan perkataan yang sesuai dandan la nak terlupa kala itu. mmg rasa macam seorang NOOB di kalangan rakan berbangsa melayu. oke poyo kan. soo just forget it. :p. just ignore it la kan kalau ayat saya tibe2 tersangat skema. harus abaikan. terima kasih :)

sambung cerita. mama lately sangat sangat selalu memberi nasihat kepada saya. nearly everyday. mama mesti akan ingatkan saya, "sha. hidup kena pandai berterima kasih kt orang".

utk huraian pertama. kita kenala pandai berterima kasih kt Allah. Dia yang telah menciptakan kita sebaik kejadian. HE'S THE PERFECT ONE. :) THANKS ALLAH. ingt tu adik adik kakak kakak sweet sekalian. apa pun ucap Alhamdulillah oke. untuk contoh yang simple je. Alhamdulillah selepas bangun dari tidur. selepas makan. selepas bersin. selepas mendapat sesuatu kesenangan. haa. nampak simple tapi insyAllah. pahalanya berganda.

mari lihat huraian kedua. haha. ringankan mulut utk ucap terima kasih pada orang yang telah menolong hidup kita secara langsung atau tidak langsung. harus la kan! kadang-kadang orang anggap semua ni sesuatu yang ringan. sbg contoh, kalau rapat mana dengan seseorang itu, masih harus la mengucapkan terima kasih pada beliau atas segala pertolongan beliau. itu tanda kita ni bersyukur dan tak lupa diri. jangan ingat da rapat sangat tu bolehlah kau nak buli dengan seronoknya. haih!. =='

ucap terima kasih kat ibu bapa mama abah mummy daddy papa mama korang. everytime kalau boleh. mungkin ada kalangan korang yang tak biasa tp cuba biasakan diri. tak perlula berdrama drama tragis. hanya cakap " mama!! tq okeyh! love u!" as this is my always phrase to mama. same goes on abah. pastu abah mula la wat muke comel comel gitu. haha.

hendak ditekankan di sini bahawa orang orang yang sudah berumur seperti my handsome-young-look abah and my preety-cute-gorgeous mama sangat sangt cepat tersentuh hatinya. orang orang tua ni, kalau salah sikit pun mereka perasan oke. so, hargailah mereka selagi boleh.

pernah tak rasa atau terfikir yang ucapan terima kasih itu memang penting dan bermakna. even some ppls might say " no thanks, not a big deal actually", neway act. it shows that ucapan itu diterima dan seronok bila menerimanya. ayat ayat tu hanya utk cover line jeh!. harusla faham yek korang! hehe

ucapan ini juga for me melambangkan kasih sayang seseorang. kalau orang yg selalu mengucapkan terima kasih no matter in what situation *tp haruslah kena dengan situasi,xkan tetibe nk ckp tq!* adalah orang yg FULL OF LOVE. sebab dia tak kedekut pun nak senyum and cakap TERIMA KASIH kt orang lain.

lil bit conclusion :

consider this as random observation la oke. just for fun.check yourself ya. chekidoutttt~ :)

1. orang yang jarang berterima kasih kt orang lain adalah seorang yang ego.
2. orang yang sukar nak ucap terima kasih adalah seorang yang tidak menghargai.
3. orang yang sukar nak ucap terima kasih adalah seorang yang menghargai tetapi ucapan itu padanya tidak penting utk diucapkan. ~small matter.
4.orang yang payah sangat nk ucap terima kasih sebab dia ada masalah hati. ; cemburu, dendam etc.
5. orang yang ucap terima kasih tapi tidak senyum atau memalingkan muka haruslah dilabel sebagai tidak ikhlas.

ini adalah fasha copyright reserved. just guess and check! :)

so, kawan kawan sekalian. belajarlah.
belajar untuk ucap terima kasih.
belajar untuk menerima teguran.
belajar untuk menerima nasihat.
belajar untuk menerima kelemahan diri.

insyAllah. ego dapat diruntuhkan. :)


"ego is like a sand castle.once it'd demolished by wave, the ego is gone."~ fasha.

why sand castle?~because it's not a long lasting one and it's symbolize like dirty dust in ours.
and wave is parable of wudhu' so it'll wash up all the dirty things at us :)





love ya! ;)

warn. : magnetic storm

source from this guy :)

Ribut Magnet atau lebih dikenali sebagai Geomagnetic Storm bakal melanda bumi pada bila-bila masa (sejak entry ini dipublish) Ribut magnet yang akan melanda bumi ni dijangka paling teruk sejak 6 tahun ini. End Of World? Tak tak, ribut magnet walaupun bunyi menakutkan, tapi kesannya takdelah sebegitu besar jika berlaku dalam skala kecil

Tapi dijangka, yang akan melanda bumi ni berskala 2 hingga 3 ( 1 hingga 5, 5 paling teruk)


Macam mana terjadi?

Pada ahad lepas, (22 Januari 2012) letupan kuat telah berlaku di matahari dan ia membebaskan zarah solar yang berkuasa sungguh besar dan laju – lebih kurang 5juta km per jam (2000 km per saat) yang mana ia adalah 5 kali lebih laju dari yang biasa dan zarah solar ini akan melanda bumi pada hari selasa hingga rabu ini. Ya, hari ini!

Apabila ia melanda bumi, ia akan mengganggu medan magnet bumi. Jika ia cukup besar, ia memang akan memberi banyak masalah kepada kita


Apakah kesannya?

Sistem radio berfrekuensi tinggi memang akan terjejas dengan ribut magnet ni. Kapal terbang terutamanya akan mengalami masalah dalam sistem navigasi. Bagi negara yang mempunyai sistem grid elektrik yang panjang-panjang (sejauh lebih 1km, china terutamanya) sistem ini akan terjejas dan kemungkinan akan menyebabkan kerosakan jika ribut magnet ini terlalu kuat

Sebagai contoh, pada tahun 1921 beratus-ratus transformer dan sistem grid musnah dan menyebabkan lebih 130 juta manusia terpaksa tinggal dalam gelap. Jumlah kerugian mencecah billion us dolar. Memang teruk jika tiada langkah pencegahan


Meminimumkan kesan

Untuk mengelakkan kerugian, ada banyak benda boleh dibuat. Contohnya menutup terus sistem grid ini untuk mengelah induce current berlaku. Mungkin tempat yang dilanda ribut magnet ini akan bergelap untuk seketika. Ia perlu dari bergelap sehingga berbulan-bulan kan?


Kat Malaysia?

Sebab kita menggunakan sistem grid yang pendek, mungkin kesannya tidak dapat dirasa. Tapi jika ribut magnet ini terlampau kuat, tiba-tiba takde api bagai, jangan panik sebab ia hanyalah sementara. Jangan duk komplen kat TNB pulak ye depa tak buat kerja

:)

actually dear peeps.
there's something we need to think about it seriously.
dunia akhir zaman.
takut. takut dan takut.
and lately, macam macam da terjadi kan.
dengan bunyi kuat dari langit at KOTA SAMARAHAN and others countries past few days.
and now geomagnetic storm pulak.

maybe there's nothing but it's warning from HIM.

:(

saya nak berubah.tp
harus kuat.
insyAllah :)

same2 jum! ^___^

love ya! :)

new b0ok :)

Assalamualaikum :)

new year so new book itu harus. muehehe. anyway thanks to lovey dovey person di rumah who had spend me half hundred and bought me one b0ok that i adore much more. :) may Allah bless you. amin.




almost one hour we were in the bookstore as usual larh. MPH :) hehe. and i do love to be in there. make a review on some books, pening.nafsu bagai mahu sentap semua buku buku di sana. tapi haruslah sedar diri kan. mengharap pada poket orang. malu.isk. tp once offered considered spend! haha. bley x cmgitu? :p.

neway dear. i wanna emphasize here that this book really striking me. it had captured my eyes to stare at him without blinking. hehe. hyperbola aite? but as usual lar kan, bile da suke yang itu, itu jugala. kasikla saya any others interesting hot couple novel ke. memang tidak mahula. hehe.

because i feel tht from now on, i need some knowledge but ouh mybe a load of knowledge to make me better. knowledge or experience sharing by experts might make my mind freely thinking or specifically freely from negative thinking. insyAllah :)

and my sis shared her opinions with me. she said that, "maybe there's no time for her to read any others book except for her CHEMISTRY-life books, but having a collection of all knowledgeable books were so awesome. and even she was only able to read for one page only per week she felt so relieved. because atleast she got something new. "

and dear worlddd outside there.i feel i wanna scream hardly nowww! hehe because i'm sooo glad that she'd accepted with full-hearted the book that i recommended to her. "HOW TO BE A GROWN UP" author by stacy kaiser. hehe. and actually this is our first time put our trust on this author. hopefully it's amazingly story of life or guidance. hehe. and hopefully t0o my sis will be more "sis" soon. amin :D

so dear ones :).
BE HAPPY WITHOUT BEING PERFECT. it's interesting aite? :) because according to the author on page 3. "during her twenty years of clinical practice, however,she found out that there's incredibly hard to convince women to confidence and take care of themselves". and i totally agree with her. aha

"kerana kalau tiada si superhero itu yang selalu menyedarkan saya utk bersyukur dengan kurniaan Allah, rasanya saya enggan berjumpa crowd, kerna rasa diri tidak sempurna. rasanya juga saya tegar membiarkan diri dibuli dan ditertawa. walaupun mama sudah berkali menegur kelakuan saya ini. saya bersyukur dengan segala ciptaanNya utk saya ttp mungkin keyakinan itu tiada. lantas si superhero benar benar memberi nafas baru kepada saya utk lebih menghargai diri ini. terima kasih superhero.mama dan abah tercinta".


*baca dalam bahasa standard.muka penuh syahdu*

haha.

so peeps, i'll continue reading this book and alhamdulillah, my esaimen is otw to reach its finish level. haha. mcm tipu. tapi tidak :p percaya?. harus percaya.sekian.

love ya! :)

selitselit#
perfection is the enemy of happiness. kenapa?. fikirfikirkan :)

be positive.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim . Assalamualaikum everyone! :)

happy sunday yah. mari manfaatkan cuti hari ahad yg dapat dirasa di kedah utk sekian kalinya kerana happy birthday sultan. ngehe. semoga Allah merahmati kehidupan baginda utk hari hari mendatang. amin :)

anyway dear ones. act d main purpose of this entry in this sunny day is to fulfill friend of mine wish. she asks me how to be like me. well sweet and handsome semua. i'm not a good girl pun larh. but maybe my life is not so complicated and ppl see me as d c0ol me! aha. *perasaan*. i don't now it's helpful or not.but i hope it might! :).

i don't know act. but somehow. some ppl or more specifically girls utterly to0 fussy in making decision of their life. rite?. yah. it's for their own good sake. so bagusla kalo begitu. but being to0 particular about something can ruin something imp0rtant.

plus, to have a wonderful life actually we need a lil bit failure. glad. i'v gone through all the hurt-heart-full situation. susah itu kadang2 bagus utk buat kita lebih kuat!

girls! being to0 paranoid about something pun tak bagus utk diri. bcs i'v been like this before.but with mama's spirit words it has vanish some fear and anxiety in me. do not vanish all. enough with just "some". :) so. jgn terlalu beremosi dalam hidup ini. ehem.ehem. *ckp kt diri sendiri*. sebab ia menganggu sngt kalo sedih+ marah+geram+gl0omy ,walau hanya nk ukir satu senyuman yg manis pun berat kan. do EVERYTHING u wanna do as long as don't put t0o much worries in it. "bley ke nk buat, mampu ke nak buat, susahla.tak bolehla". this sort of negative phrase'll make u down. baby are u down,down,down....down..down..~ naah la. ape down2. kite up je! aha ;p

ok let us make a change babeh. for example, control ur lips from saying all the negative phrase. "tak bolehla". oke. cuba cakap, insyAllah saya cuba.
nmpk lg c0ol kan. phewww. itu lebih menenangkan diri. trust me :).

then, utk jadi lebih c0ol. learn to admit our weakness. yeah. mengaku kelemahan diri bagus utk memperbaiki diri. we learn to be better from our weakness. kan. so kalau diri mengaku hebat;perfectt0 much much, bila time nya nak belajar jadi better.and when you start paving your own weakness, org keliling pun akan respect you with your own self. bukan your duplicate hypocrites terdasyat :).

d most important thing is BERSANGKA BAIK DENGAN ALLAH :)
when we have faith in HIM. we confide with His's provision everything gonna be c0ol. cool again?. yeah. it's my faveret phrase utk sejam yang lalu. ngaha. mama and abah selalu pesan pd saya, wutever u wanna do yakin saja dgn Allah. DIA sentiasa bersama dan menjaga kita. so kalau rase nak drift 150km/h pun silalah yek! aha. no no no. just jokes :D

then, utk nampak lebih co0l, ringan ringankan badan utk membantu semua insan yg memerlukan bantuan. helping hands! kalau member nak minta tolong pegi hantar to somewhere, pls do it kalau tiada kerja atau tugas yg perlu disetelkan. except for sifat malas dan syait0oonnnn nirajimmm yg bermaharajalela. hapuskan sifat itu oke. slowly and slowly.

and utk contoh yang lebih mudah. "senangkan orang lain kalau nak rasa senang" that's my besh words utk diri sendiri.

1. be a good friend. friend in need is a friend indeed.
2. jadi ringan tulang.
3. jangan suka bad gossip. elakkan diri utk mengumpat org lain.
4. jadi driver berhemah. susah sangat ke nak beralah utk bg laluan kpd driver lain. pd saya mestilah tidak! :), bg laluan utk orang melintas. etc. do it sbb akan rasa mcm superb tau kalau da buat semua ni! yehaaaa~
5. jangan terlalu berkira. do it utk kebaikan bersama. *duit tak bwk masuk kubur* :)
6. sentiasa berfikiran positif. always! as i believe there's a shine within the gl0omy :)
7. jangan terlalu kecewa atau terlalu sedih dgn sesuatu perkara. jangan! sebb akan buat u ols down and muram sepanjang hari.so elakkan oke. result down, sedeh itu of course tp dlm masa yg sama cube palitkan sedikit senyuman tanda syukur padaNya.~ yes xpyh repeat paper. alhamdulillah. :)
8. ringankan bbir dgn senyuman no matter to whom. :)
9. amalkan sifat bersedekah.
10. jangan terlalu complicated dgn kehidupan. *peningpening*
11. seboleh mungkin, jangan biarkan bibir kering dari membaca al-quran. busy mane pun kita. try to do it. luangkan masa utk bersama Dia. jangan!. jahat mane pun kite. nakal mane pun kite. funky mane pun kite. HE's our number ONE :); as i always think.deeply think, kalau saya sendiri tidak mengamalkan this HOLY QURAN, how can i guide my child. twins ;p. ngeeee~

so. dear. i hope this really help u. as u know me better rite. :), u know how i'm before and how i'm now. jadikan kegagalan dan kesakitan itu satu permulaan utk mulakan hidup yang lebih bagus dan cerah :)


hati berkata :


"Inilah hakikat hidup yang dipilih Allah untukku. Aku akan terus berbaik sangka kepada Allah... DIA akan mengubat, melapang dan memberi kemenangan di sebalik ujian ini. Ya, aku tidak tahu, kerana ilmuku terbatas. Tetapi kerana Allah yang Maha Penyayang telah memilih ujian ini untuk diriku maka aku yakin ilmu-Nya Maha luas. Yang pahit ini akan menjadi ubat. Yang pedih ini akan menjadi penawar. Ya, Allah tingkatkanlah imanku bagi mendepani setiap ujian dari-Mu!"






love ya! ;)

boys part 2

assalamualaikum :)

boys part 2# *bkn mengutuk.tp mcm nk memuji mereka plak* ;p

hai.hai hell0. howdy ya all? hopefully fine there with bunch of smile and blessings from Allah. ameen . senyum semua ^_______^

hehe. neway. saya nk share ngn korang ttg my fresh experience. siyes berlaku sebelah telinga je. haha.

berlaku petang td di bangku berehat shopping mall. *harus dirhsiakan shopping mall apa* motif? mengada. oke. sambung. and i was alone there waiting for mama and my lil sis grab ape ape yg diorang nk grab sementara tunggu jam 5 ptg.kenapa 5 ptg? sbb tunggu my abah abis kerja then nak pegi makan besar. besarla sngt! aha ;p kenapa sy xikot diorang cuci mata. haha sebab bnyk barang da grab and mama told me to sit there, letak all those bag shopping sbb diorang nk cuci mate without any burden.oke. sedih.kesian sy terpaksa menjaga load of things tu!. *sigh* =='

oke macam lari topik mari kite tekan butang restart semula. haha sha.be serious sha! =='

oke oke. this is serious time babeh. lelaki pompuan kakak kakak abang abang. eh especially ompompuan la kan. okeh. today i'v experiend sendiri listened to the mengumpat ngumpat from guys mouth. and they were talking about us . GIRLS. ya GIRLS!.heyyy. anyway xdela panas bontot sngt eh silap panas telinga sngt denga sebab i think, apa yang diorang ngumpatkan itu is 98% true out of 2%. aha :D

and to top thing up, apa yg dimengumpatkan itu was about girls fashion trend and to be more specific pasal pemakaian tudung la kan. *luckily i'm not wearing shawl at that time* aha.

situation 1 :
a group of girls *mcm budak sekola* hang out together and having fun tgk tgk wayang kot.makan makan. *rekacite*. semua style dyrang mostly same je. shawl berbelit belit bagai.

boy 1 : tgk tu da macam apa da. isk. budget cun.
boy 2 : ko tengok yang gemuk tu mcm xsesuai je nak pakai shawl gitu
boy 3,4,5 laughing slowly.

situation 2 :
two girls still with the same style tp ni cm a bit seksayyyy skit. and over make up. mata xnak kalah. eyeshad0ww plus eye liner nak lawan retis kot. aha ;p

boy 1 : perghhhhhh. usha.usha kasik dyrang perasaan skit
boy 2 : haha mcm mcm la dyrg ni. terikot ikot trend sngt.
boy 3 : pasni kite tgkla trend ap plak. dyrg ingat cun kot.tp cm peliks je.

then suddenly, i feel that few boys tu tgk sy. haha sib baek sy pakai biase je. cewah! xd shawl. malas sbb solat, so susah nk betol betol cabut cabut. aha.

after that,one of the boy yg duk betul betul sebelah saya cakap. *sebelah kerusi lain* bkn sebelah sentuh sentuh bahu. ouh. nouuu =='. and his words sounded clearly la. :D

"weh, aku kesian tgk dak dak pompuan skrng. mcm terikot style sangat.nak ikot pn berpada pada jugakla jgn smpai mcm funny gile*

oke.habis cerita. :D then let us make some conclusion.

girls. actually nk ikot trend ke ape ke xsalah. nk berfesyen tu bagus sbb melambangkan diri kita rite. tp tula berpada pada la kan. jgn terikat sngt dgn fashion fashion yg dibawa oleh orang orang fames. we should have our own fashion our own style. :)

sebab tak semua orang sesuai dgn fashion or style yg dibawa or ditonjolkan tu. but it's still not wr0ng kalau nak try and so0o teringin nak try that style. just go on with ur wish. tp minta opinion from others such as sisters or best friends. :)

i as a girl, ekceli rasa mcm nak ckap kt those boys to shut up their mouth. rasa cm malu plak bile denga dyrang kutuk kaum sejenis. yeyy IDOP POMPUAN!. aha. tp ekceli juga kutuk kutuk diorang tu membina and i admit it. bcs i can see it wif myself. there's lotsa ppls yg sangat sangat terikut dgn style.

oke let me share my experience sendiri la since i'v try all those style. *budget betui* =='. aha.

sy penah je pakai shawl. tp bila try bebelit belit rasa rimas gila. =='.mmg la cm comel je. tp yg menanggong kerimasan tu sy. hooo. so now,sy da kurang pkai shawl unless pakai with my own style xnk bebelit belit giles giles tu. aha.

cakap je shawl jenis apa. style hana tajima. yuna. FL. semua da try da. tp tula, that are their style.not my style. so diorang pakai cantikla kan..sy pakai da mcm ...oke lantak.tanak cakap macam ape. haha ;p

but siyesly, my lil sis pandai pakai shawl and she has her own style la kot. sbb bile die pakai nmpk comel je. and nmpk die sngt selesa with it. :)

last but not least all beautiful ladies. fesyen itu harus la kan! harus :) tp berpada pada. much much sweet kalau ad identiti diri tersendiri. pakai ikut keselesaan bkn ikut kesesese. kesese ape pun tatau la. aha. oke merepek =='.

follow your own intuition. :). sebab tu kadang kadang harus juga berkawan rapat dengan cermin. sebab cermin itu jujur la jgak. bleyla. jujurla. ek?. aha.

the most important things are :

TRUST YOURSELF.CONFIDENT.SMILE yes.you are beautiful :)

tengok diri.tepuk dada. jawab sendiri.

*i warn you. entri ini entri melepaskan perasaan. bukan pd sesiapa. no specific pers0n. tp to those yang terlintas di depan mata naknak sejak jad kaki tv tegar! haha.*

baru nak cakap ASSALAMUALAIKUM. :D *sila jwb dlm nada penuh tawaduk* =,=


recently, sejak jadi kaki tv tegar. tak heran nak buat bingit rumah sebab berebut remote astro plus menipu sunat terhadap my niece, mengatakan cart0on HANDY MANNY or JACK and THE PIRATES dah habis kt DISNEY JUNIOR. *lantak*. biar terasa jahat pun.tp sebab da kaki tv tegar sekarang ni! haha

sebab kadang kadang *muke penuh jujur*
tengok tv kerana suka melihat karenah manusia. macam cite MERLIN. i love ARTHUR and MERLIN. ARTHUR tu comel dan ensem. muka die cool je. MERLIN lak cantik dan gorjes! aha. oke merepek lebih. tanak.tanak.sekarang perlu fokus.

kadang kadang korang.kite kurang sedar. mungkin lupa juga. alah biasa itu.lupa itu sifat manusia. tp sebab itu lah Allah jadikan akal dan dr akal timbul buah fikiran. dr buah fikiran itu timbul pulak gerak geri/tindak tanduk manusia.bukan tanduk bola. or wut so ever. *haha*.gelak sikit je!

hish. nk cakap ape sebenanye niii!

oke.nak cakap. tp sebelum cakap nk bg satu malay idioms. " KERANA MULUT BADAN BINASA" "KERANA MULUT PERUT BINASA". eh eh tade kaitan. haha ;p. *ade yg teraseeee x?* ;p

oke. back to that idioms.

benda ni biasany berlaku dalam kalangan kita. kulit yg tak bape putih. mate xbape sepet ==, makan sambal belacan ulam petai. kentot tak tentu masa tak tentu tempat. aha.

orang melayu. oke. sy bercakap utk diri dan utk semua orang melayu khasnya :), mostly mengamalkan mulut yang "cakap lepas". cakap lepas tu ekceli bagus. sbb takkan berlaku revenge revenge busuk yang terlalu lama. kire ckp on that time, then hug hug kiss kiss.oke la kan insyAllah :)

tp kalau cakap lepas tak reti nak hug hug kiss kiss balik ni payah. sangat payah. sangat penat nak berdepan dgn manusia sebegini ragamnya!. *ape ayat bm macam merapu!*.aha

"cakap lepas" kalau tak kena tempat bley wat orang yang terkena air liur tak sempat nak tepis tu pedih hati sampai ke ulu hati tahu!. haha.~.

" eh ko ni gemok sangat apehal, xjage makan ke ape. duk umah bahagia sakan"

" eh, knape la careless sangat, takkan nak suruh cuci pinggan pun cuci macam orang tade tangan"

and wut so ever contoh yang tak reti la nak kasik sebab jarang berdepan face to face dgn situasi begini. cuma terkadang adela mama cerita skit skit kehidupan msyrakat sekeliling. *mama is d best counselor everrr* :)

kenapala perlunya sikap nak curse orang dgn kata kata kesat macam kertas pasir!.

yes. everyone ade kelemahan.ade keburukan.ade salah silapnya. everyone tak sempurna. sbb hanya Allah yang sempurna segala-galanya. kite ni hanya hambaNya. so of course, wajib.mesti. harus ade kelemahan tersendiri.

macam saya. saya ni bnyk kelemahan. physically tanak mention sebab itu ciptaan Allah yg terbaik utk saya. :)

tp mungkin sikap saya yang kadang kadang malas, tak bertindak segera dgn arahan mama plus abah, bangun tido susah. solat tak on time. tak reti nak bergaul dgn orang. yes! i admit it. tp syukur alhamdulillah, mama and abah sekali pun tidak pernah nak marah or pukul pukul. d best way is they show the good example to me and all my sibs. :) so lame lame harusla terikut ikut dengan tingkah laku mereka.

tp ini tidak, ada setengah manusia, yang merasakan dgn penghinaan torture yang hebat hebat akan buat org lain sedar. naah! salah sama sekali dong!~

untuk orang yang sedang mengalami masalah kerana silap dirinya sendiri, penghinaan marah marah bukan lah jln yang terbaik. apa yg terbaik ialah memberi kata kata semngat terhadap dirinya. biarpun die telah melakukan kesalahan yang paling besar dan tidak dpt dimaafkan.

nak marah marah tak gune juga sbb benda da berlaku, nasi da jadi bubur. marah marah buat sakit tekak habis saliva rugi ouhhh!~

yang perlu adalah kata kata semangat utk dirinya supaya dia berusaha dan lagi bersemangat utk mengubah kehidupannya kpd yang lebih baik. hatta si penagih dadah sekali pun :). masih tetap manusia punya hati punya perasaan :)

atau paling mudah. ingat. sebelum mulut mengeluarkan kata kata kesat seperti kertas pasir itu, bayangkan sja kalau orang lain menghina kita lebih kesat dr kertas pasir! arghhh.tragisny rase.

so. tengok diri *comel ke tidak*. ahha
tepuk dada.
tnya diri
"aku ni suka menghina orang ke"
JAWAB SENDIRI.

renung renungkan :)

kbai!

attitude

assalamualaikum :)

good monday everyone?

today was not my good day maybe. it was passively me. =='. blue monday for me today!. haiyarh. anything not went well. but i just came back from my short holiday. suppose to be happy la rite! and urghh. mungkin penat. aha. ;p

well, today. seems like i wanna share something with u ols lar. have u ever heard this phrase before?

" my attitude is based on how you treat me" - anonymous~

and i think, it is one profound words that should b understanding by everyone. bukan lihat kata-kata itu pd dasar shj! :), yet you or suppose to be we la kan. we need to understand its meaning deeply.

" i will be nice to you if you be nice to me "

yes of course la kan, kalau org buat baik ngn kite mmg akan dibalas dgn baik.and vice versa, tp kenapa sumtimes masih ad org yg susah nk buat baik. masih susah nak amalkan good attitude yah?. bukan ke suda diajar dan dididik dr kecil, buat baik itu akan dpt pahala so we should grab the opportunity to do the kindness no matter to whom :)

tapi tak salah juga utk buat baik pd org yg buat jahat pd kite. besar pahalanya insyAllah..:)

oke. berbalik pd phrase itu sebentar td.* cewahhhayatmcmprofesor* ;p

my attitude is based on your treat to me.

how our momma and dadda's treat us, it'll reflect back on our attitude, kalau baik didikanny, maka baiklah perangainya.

how the teacher treats the students, then the feedback'll appear on student's attitude.

how the employer treats the employee, then the result is based on company production.

how the government treats the residents, surely our countries'll develop successfully!


so, sudah terang lg bersuluh. life is based on give and take concept! rite?

kalau rasa nak orang bercakap baik dan berkelakuan baik dgn kite, y dun't we do it first. :)

and that's what i try to do it now. insyAllah akan istiqamahla..:)

hijrah niat itu hijrah paling besar :)

anyway.

salam maal hijrah everyone! ^______^

peoples

assalamualaikum~

salam barakah jumaat ^^,

well actually this is my stdy time. but unfortunately, as usual lar kan.malas itu prince dlm hati!. haha

actually, now i'm not in my comfort zone as everyone were so busy struggling for their exams and wanna pass with flying-rainbow-colours. yayy! haha. me? well, mama is my ever sporting momma's.! she motivate my each day with her besh phrase. "kalo rase nk hidup senang, belaja le". haha. makan dalam.sadis.sentap!tp sat tu jela sentapnya. kalo abah yg ensem dan cumel tu " kalo nak kawen cepat, cepat2 la abeskn belaja". abah support ea??.yayyyy! :p

oke. that was not my main point. i need to b serius.=='

peeps
hve u feel annoy to someone?.
mestila kan. it was a big lying if you said you'r not.
peoples keep on gossipin
peoples keep on comparing and complaining
peoples keep on afraid of something that shouldn't be afraid of pun
excited of something petty~

sometimes, we had to face all this, ya. i admit it. mmg xbley lari dari semua ni. because it's a life. life is like a novel. lotsa things happen in one novel.
but kalau terlalu sngt mnjadikan hidup ini hanya utk bergosip kdg2 org yg dgr pun jadi macam down giless. penat giless nak mendgr. and i just can't imagine how tired i'm if i love to gossipin non stop. senyum doplohpatjam pn da penat, ni nk cakap cakap doplohpatjam. xlalu lar kite!. =='

gossipn about others wealthy and healthy and beauty and blablabla~

" eh tgk tu pakai kete besar, ntah bnyk mne la die berhutang"

" eh da pegi haji la, mnela die dpt duit bnyk2 tu keje biase2 je" *astagfirullah*

" eh asyek tido hotel je, membazir"

" eh muke die da tade jerawat, pakai produk apela tu "

" eh die da kurusla, minum ubat apela tu "


these is rant oke. no need to bad-gossip lar.

all my dear one. the right way is you should be happy if seeing other ppls happy. kan lebih indah mcmtu :) no need to be jealous . no need to put a question mark on ppls sustenance. you should pray to Allah, to reward you with double triple rezeki yg melimpah ruah, you should pray to Allah to keep on His blessing towards all His slaves.

kejar harta dunia?. kejar kesenangan dunia.?. yes. it would never b enough. the more we get, the more we want. never be grateful.

setiap insan ada rezeki masing masing, ada kaya, ada yg sederhana hidupnya.ada yg kais pg mkn pagi, kais ptg mkn ptg. kais mlm tido la plak~ ;p, so hidupla dengan berhemah dgn cara rezeki yg kite dapat.

janganlah cemburu kalau lihat kejayaan org lain, jgnlah cemburu kalau tgk kesenangan org lain, janganlah cemburu kalau lihat org tu asyik shopping, da dia ad duit, biarkan.. kite xtahu mcm mane die manage duit die. mybe kite tgk die asyik shopping aje but to be truth, who knows he had donate some of his salary to fakir miskin. ~alhamdulillah.

and for those who were so lucky, lotsa of sustenance from HIM, use your property/money etc wisely. :)
don't be stingy. don't be selfish. :),

we are fortunate enough.
you are fortunate enough.
yes. i'm fortunate enough.
thanks Allah :)

wht's the most important thing, we are still able to breath, to survive for our next roller coaster journey of life :)


allhamdulillah~ :)

let us do some refreshment :D

assalamualaikum peeps :)

there's been a long time since i'm not doing/less doing some refreshment of my mind. heyya! apo nk jadik. =='

but for my last holiday. mama and along sudden ask me to shop for some books at our faveretss eversss bookstore. MPH. MPh compares to BORDERS/KINOKUNIYA. i do love mph. once i entered BORDERS or else. terasa macam luxurious sngt. naah. i hate this feelings. it feels like i'm the stranger or to b exact i'm the poor stranger. haha. apela perasaan ni kan. macam tak bagus. =='. and once this feelings hardly ghost me. nak shopping books pun macam xmenarik. korang penah rasa x this feeling?. *humble sekejap*. haha :p

and our family rules is whenever mama asks us to go for book shop, then we'll heading to only bookstores and donate some cashssss to em'. haha. even it's up t0 $$$; shop only at the BOOKSTORE. ^^,. interesting aite?. ngaha. perasan. :p

oke. done. now i wanna share wif all my dear ones. especially my classmates who gonna b a special edu teacher :)

korang.korang. i'v find out some interesting novels by JUDI PICOULT. she's same goes with JOHN GRISHAM and other family book's author. menarik gilessss kau! and this novels doesn't cost much. only at rm40. but it gives u precious know-ledges :)




this novel tells us bout a boy with ASPERGER's SYNDROME. *google pls* :p
he’s hopeless at reading,do any social cues or expressing himself well to others, hence like many kids with AS, this boy *Jacob* has a special focus on one aspects tht's forensic analysis.

he’s always showing up at crime scenes, and telling the cops what they need to do…and he’s usually right. but then one day his tutor is found dead, and the police come to question him like as he's the main suspect.. but due to all of the hallmark behaviors of Asperger’s ; not looking someone in the eye, stimulatory tics and twitches, inappropriate affect – can look a heck of a lot like guilt to law enforcement personnel -, suddenly this boy find out he had done the murder maybe out of his mind/without his realization.

well hey, actually i'm still not done read this novels due to my more important need *study*. and deymmmmm sad! this novels was left at mama's house. =='. so i need to rush back la kalo cmtu. but then i still can think rationally lar. xkan mau balik perak just because to take this novels aite. okee. sadis dan tragis kerana bila bosan mcam xtau nk watpe. =='. well. malas nak merepek. sbb i still need to read forward thru this novels then br buley cegita.

bdway. HOUSE RULES looks at what it means to be different in our society, how autism affects a family, and how our legal system works well for people who communicate a certain way – but lousy for those who don’t.

testimoni utk JUDI PICOULT. :

i love you! because i know that you must hardly-researched insight into the pressures and challenges families face when a child has aspergers. and i highly recommend House Rules to anyone who wants to know what living with Aspergers can really be like, or anyone who is currently raising a child with aspergers :)

terima kaseh.

:D

♥ how to smile ♥

lotsa of works. and sometimes with no intention, busy is just busy. sengaja membusykan diri utk menceriakan hari. ehh? :p

nway. i just got an email from my friend :).

and i wanna share something here. how to smile. how to smile and how to smile! :)
kerana senyuman itu adalah penyejuk utk diri. dan mereka yang melihat.

"senyum itu sedekah"

:)

as a human being, it's commonly for us to make a mistakes. we tend to make a mistakes as we are not complete and perfect aite?. so just take any mistakes as a challenge to be better. and more it is an obstacle for us to smile. worse, mistakes trigger a sad story into our life.

thus, no matter what mistakes have we done, no matter what problems are we facing now., just smile because He sends those problems to make us stronger :)

believe it ya dear peeps! ^__^

" no clue "

"Friendship is a pretty full-time occupation if you really are friendly with somebody. You can't have too many friends because then you're just not really friends."
; anonymous

i just don't know which point could i start first. there's a bunch of point i wanna talk and share. and it's been a long time i'm not sharing something with u all rite, and sudden i realize , sometimes, someday. i need to voice it out.

actually, friendship is not something marketplace in my heart., because for me if u r able to manage or handle it, to cope with it, then ur friendship'll be sweet forever no matter what problem are you faces.

friendship is a great art. oke. let me tell you why,~ love has a natural instinct behind it; friendship has no natural instinct behind it. friendship is something conscious; love is unconscious. and friendship teach us to be straight forward rather than hypocrite. the most fundamental thing in friendship is to give freedom to the other to be himself. if there is a trust, there is no need to dominate the other; there is no need to chain or tight him ,and for me between two friends only one thing exists that bridges them, and that is TRUST; but it does not bind them.


friendship is soft., you must keep it safely if you don't you should prepare to lost it forever. in a good relationship, don't hope anything rather than long lasting relation. don't hope people to keep accompany you, to make you smile, to make you comfort and etc, but try to make people smile and comfort with you.

for more, you do not have to weigh your thoughts and measure words, before keeping it forth before your friend. it is when someone knows you better than yourself and assures to be your side in every emotional crisis. it is when you can sleep fighting and get another morning with a better understanding. friendship is much beyond roaming together and sharing good moments, it is when someone comes to rescue you from the worst phase of life.

and it is tiring when in friendship, we need to beware with anything; beware with new-coming friend to avoid the feelings of " u take my best friend ", ahhh! nonsense.
it's tiring when only one person give and hope to receive something.
it's tiring when only one person try to change their habits or attitude to adapt with.
and it's tiring when we need to weight our thoughts and measure our words.

i just remembered my oldies time, when i used to tell mama everything about my friends who are not achieve my satisfaction level. unfortunate, mama scolded me back, she says

" that's not your friends who trouble and hurt you, but it's your heart and your bad thought of your friends , and if you not cope with all your friends, you are going to lost them and yet, please ready to be alone ".

f r i e n d. are like the cheese in cheesy lava pizza. without the cheese, there's no cheesy ;)


"A true friend stabs you in the front."
- Oscar Wilde

action speaks louder than words.

there should be like that actually. but human. tends to words speak louder than action. porahhhhh~

mama always reminds me :

" nothing in life easily come to you without no efforts. learn to appreciate something rather than hope for nothing. if we rush to something, there might b possibility that we can lose the things that we always want, so just be patient and keep d high determination to achieve for something "

i personally believe that life is like cooking and baking.

why?.because

once we want to cook for something, we let ourselves to choose for d good and best ingredients.

how to make it tastes good. how to make it looks good. it depends on us seratus peratus.

so do in our life. we decide the best way for our life. eventhough there's million of advices, but once we are so snobbish, the bunch of advices mean nothing.

well, in life's dilemmas and problems are so0 common~.
and it's human that like to turns something so complicated than its actually. instead of viewing all dilemmas and problems as our burden why not we try to make it as our spirit to build d better life.


aim for something.
speaks louder.
speed actions.

:)

♥ heyy. pretty ladiess ♥

assalamualaikum. hai :)

hye ladies. and ouh specifically hye pretty ladies.
smile.yaa smile always oke! :D

i think u should know this. ; every girl is a princess :).

why i said this?.
because we will try harder to look beautiful isn't it.
even a short smile can make u look so beautiful. and yet you'll proud of urself cause u r able to look great!.

princess always looks great and confidence :D






Standing tall, feeling confident, believing in yourself these are all important ways to feel your best. But as any woman who's ever stood in front of a mirror can tell you, beauty secrets count too!

Looking your best doesn't have to be complicated or expensive, either. Experts say most of us really only need to pay attention to a few basic beauty secrets - essentials that can help you look and feel great without spending a lot of time or
money.

here i wanna share with u ols few of beauty tips :) *ahh.bia la sy xcantik sekalipun.nk share jugakk! :P


Beauty Tip 1: Never Underestimate the Power of Moisturizer

Whether your skin is dry, normal, or even oily, if you can only afford one skin care product, experts say, your dollars will be well spent on a good moisturizer.

"Sometimes, all you really need is a good moisturizer and a mild cleanser, and you can take years off your face," says New York University professor Rhoda Narins, MD, president of the American Society of Dermatologic Surgery. When skin is dry, says Narins, every wrinkle is accentuated, making you look older.

If you're in your 20s or 30s, doctors say, moisturizers will give you some of the protection you need to keep skin from prematurely aging.

"In your 20s and early 30s, a good moisturizer can take the place of a lot of products," says Park Avenue plastic surgeon Darrick Antell, MD.

So what exactly is a "good" moisturizer? Dermatologist Charles E. Crutchfield III, MD, describes it this way: "It's a product that will do anything from gently adding moisture, to sealing in the moisture you've achieved, to helping your skin produce more moisture -- and which type you choose should be based on your skin's individual needs."

If skin is normal to dry, look for moisturizers containing alpha hydroxy acids. They can help skin produce more moisture on its own, says Crutchfield, an associate clinical professor of dermatology at the University of Minnesota Medical School.

If skin is very dry, he also suggests products using a technology called vesicular emulsion.

"This technology uses microscopic spheres that are alternating layers of moisture and water that slowly release throughout the day, so you get continual moisturization," says Crutchfield.

If skin is oily, look for a light, gentle moisturizer - but don't skip this step, cautions Crutchfield.

"Oil is not moisture, and even if you have excess oil you still need moisture," he says.




so. for those who are afraid to try this moisturizer.just confide urself to try it :)


Beauty Tip 2: Sunscreen Is Your Best Antiaging Product.

Before you see the plastic surgeon, before you plunk down half a paycheck on that pricey anti-aging cream, in fact, before you do anything, put on sunscreen.

While most of us know it reduces the risk of skin cancer, did you also know it's an amazing beauty secret that can help keep skin looking young?

The reason, say experts, is that when sunscreen blocks out the sun's damaging rays, it also blocks their aging effects.

"The sun impacts collagen production in the skin, and without collagen, skin won't naturally maintain that plump, moist, youthful, wrinkle-free look," says Antell. Get enough sun exposure, he says, and skin will wrinkle long before its time.

Without the protection of sunscreen, just a few minutes of daily sun exposure over the years can cause noticeable changes in how skin looks and feels, according to the American Academy of Dermatology.

Not only will you see more wrinkles and fine lines, but also more freckles, age spots, and spider veins. Skin itself can look rough and leathery or loose and slack - all thanks to the sun.

Another option: Use your regular sunscreen before putting on makeup (it should go on first, before anything). Then, for touch-ups, use a light, translucent mineral powder to add extra protection throughout the day.

"These powders contain a natural sunscreen, and since they generally don't build up on the skin you can keep adding protection all day long,"





Beauty Tip 3: Choose Your Cleanser Wisely

If you're a "soap and water" girl (or guy), you may want to rethink your cleansing strategy. Dermatologists say that one of the best beauty tips around is to use the gentlest cleanser you can find - and use it sparingly. *baby bath* :p

"While the temptation may be great to wash your face several times a day (or more if skin is oily), not only will over-cleansing not help you, if you're using a harsh product -- particularly soap -- you could be harming your skin,"

Wash your face too often - more than twice a day - and you can damage the natural lipid barrier, the protective mantle of lubrication that keeps skin looking and feeling healthy.

"Once that protection is lost, and the integrity of the skin barrier disrupted, skin becomes dry - which means it can crack, peel, itch, burn, sting, or any combination," says Crutchfield. It also means you can look older than your years.

The solution: Wash skin no more than twice a day and choose your cleanser wisely.





Beauty Tip 4: Use the Right Tools for the Right Job

You can have the best eyeshadow money can buy, the world's most luxurious foundation, a bronzer straight from the cosmetic bag of a supermodel. But if you don't have the right tools to apply them, their benefits will be lost.

What constitutes the "right" tools? Brushes should be soft and feel gentle on the skin, but also have substance so the product can be moved to the surface of your skin. If you dip a brush in shadow or blush and the color falls off before you make it to your face, that's a bad brush, experts say.



:)

yaa. beauty comes from urself.so, think it wisely. bukan nak suh mekap bagai artis. bukan nak suh mekap teball 2 3 inch bedak. no larh!. simple as u can. nak nmpk bermaya dan bertenaga plus berseri2 aje act :)

to have a great double triple beauty..

physical beauty comes with beautiful of mind. that'll b s0o great! :)

♥ confidence is S.E.X.Y ♥

assalamualaikum ;)

hai. mcm gatal x title my entry ;p

aha. btw, i just finish up reading EDWARD DE BONO books; "HOW TO HAVE A BEAUTIFUL MIND"
one word to describe this book : EXCITING :

it's not a story book, not a love hot hot couple book, not a cute cute love story book but it's a motivation books act. seems like bored rite?. but i was attracting by the cover. nice book cover and the title had captured my sight to not turn my eyes anywhere. and and once i open the book after mama bought it. *mengoyakkan book wrap dgn rakus dan gelojohny* ;p wowww. i'm amaze! ;). the vocab was not so hard to understand. so for those who wanna improve their english level, let us read lots of english books! ;)

and i'd found something in this book that force me to share with u all. *force?* ;p
according to EDWARD DE BONO . confidence is sexy. ya. i feel it t0o. once we are soo confidence with ourselves we manage to do anything smoothly and perfectly! ;)

why CONFIDENCE IS S.E.X.Y ?

Confidence is sexy in both men and women. However, the amount of confidence that should be displayed and still considered to be sexy differs between the sexes. Some women have had the misfortune of being labeled cold or uptight for appearing too confident. Whereas the same amount of confidence, when shown by a man does not draw such harsh criticisms.

Confidence sends a message of strength, bravery, competence, and skill to others. These positive qualities tend to attract others to the confident person. People are more likely to look for the guidance of a confident person in times of trouble and crisis. This is because confident people are strongly believed to be more level-headed, able to think beyond emotions when problems or emergencies arise. Confident people tend to rise further in work careers and in other areas of life because their strong belief in themselves results in the trust of others, especially of those who can help them to further careers and social standings.

The appeal of these qualities, so often equated with confidence, (strength, bravery, competence, and skill) hearkens back to the time of the cave man. It was only those cave men who showed great confidence, strength, bravery, competence, and skill against such great adversity, who won the affections of cave women. Confident cave women appealed to cave men because it signaled that she was also quite capable of surviving the harshness of the world they were living in at the time. This encouraged mating between cave men and women, allowing the continuing survival of the human species despite the heavy-perils to life that savage animals and environmental conditions presented for man at the time.

Today most of us live in comfortable homes, safely protected from the elements. None of us has ever had to face-down a lion in a battle for life and limb. Sexual relations are not just for the sole purpose of the continuance of the human species as it was back then. The steady growth of human populations throughout the world is testament to the fact that the human species is not in jeopardy of being lost. Still, we find confidence just as sexually-appealing today as those early cave men and women did.

You can gain the confidence that will get you where you want to go in your career and life. Build your confidence. Walk with a purpose to your step. Draw the attention you desire from the opposite sex with the best known aphrodisiac: confidence!

Did you know that exercise can help boost your confidence levels? Have you ever noticed how the really fit guy in the gym confidently lifting large weights, always seems to have a crowd of gals close to him? Have you wished for that kind of appeal with the ladies? Or how about the woman that men just can not seem to take their eyes off of, out on the dance floor with her tight, toned body, confidently grooving to the music? Would you like to have what she has? You can have the confident and fit body that commands the attention of others, through exercise.

Our society puts such an emphasis on physical beauty that it seems natural that the more fit and physically attractive a person the more confident they will be. Your sex appeal will increase with confidence and your confidence will increase the more attractive you are, and being in shape helps.

So the next time you're at the gym, hold your head high, even if you're not feeling so confident about yourself, this simple gesture holds a lot of power and you can certainly fake it. The more confident you feel about yourself the sexier those around you will find you.



source : pacek google. ^___^



babai korang! ;D

♥ makanan tradisional ♥

assalamualaikum semua.

hai :D

hari ini kite ckp ommelayu semua lar yek. mmndangkan tajuk entri pun agak2 kemelayuan rite?. ehh.kan kan? ;p

ha. korang suke tak mkn mknan/ kuih tradisional ni?

kalo sy. sy..sy.. suke lar jugakk! :D nak nak ank buah sy nurin aisyah tu. omjayy! gile kot kuih kuih tradisional ni. bagusla. bak kata opahnya. aisyahh. ce cube pakai bj beli kt kedai biasa. asyik pakai bj beli kt parkson je. sekali sekala, ajar kulit tu pkai bj kedai unbranded. *aunty mengangguk betul* yaaaa! ;p ha. demand demand nurin aisyah tu, tp faveret kuih die kuih org melayu jugakk!. kuih paling die faveretla kann.. *KUIH BAKAR* or known as kt kualee ni sbg *KUIH BAKOOOOO* :P





and aunty plak suke sngt sngt sngt la kuih semperit. sukela. kuih wajib had0o!tp xpandai buat =='. sy suke sngt kuih ni. lembut. cair di mulut tidak di tgn :p uncle plak suke kueh ape yee? :p





and dulu mase kecik kecik mama slalu masak kuih kuih seperti kuih badak berendam




kuih ketayap. my abah's faveret kuih yaaa!



and lots of varieties kuih kuih yang lain larh!. btw, sy penahla try buat kuih yg simple smbil bley pejam mate je buat. haha. belagakkkk! :P. bkn ape. ni kata2 semngt pd stalker smua. *perasan lagikk* kate2 smgt utk korang try. simpleee gileeeee yaaaa! :D


KUIH SAGU :

kuih sagu ni nyummy and baby tade gigi pn bley mkn. tp jgnlar.xel0k. manis :p



ini sagu satu kaler ajee! ;p




buley juga kalau teringin nk buat colourful :). tarukla esen pewarna yek! and ada mcm2 cara nak buat kuah sagu ni. kalau org tua tua, absolutely mereka akan pilih santan sbg kuah sagu ni, tp kalau org muda mcm sy, susu pun da sodap da kaw! nyummy :D oke here i wanna share d simple simple very the simple recipe :P




BAHAN BAHAN :

sagu *beli kt kedai lar* its colour seems as white pearl :)

susu cair F&N or else santan la kan :)

gula melaka


CARA NK MASAK :

first masak sagu, dicampurkan dgn air. kalau sy, sy suke gunekan perkataan agak2 ajela nk masuk bnyk mane air. ;p

then, kacau je sagu sampai jadik kembang2. petua tanak kasik sagu tu hancur ialah sentiasa kacau sagu sampai betul betul masak. :) *jgn malass!*

oke. sagu da siap.

then kuahnye,

first masak gule melaka campur dgn air. agak2 ajela supaya jadi mcm air gula *sweet*

oke da siappp!

CARA NAK MAKAN :

sudukan sagu ke dalam mangkuk cumel, taruk gula melaka sedikit *agak2 je* then taruk susu/santan. gaul dan makan!

selamat mencuba ladies!

:D

raya season. ?? wehuuu

assalamualaikum .

wehuu.
raye season? yow. raye is coming. naah. lambat lagi tahu. tp biasala pmpuan kan. ahaaa ;p

and me.? br aje lepas shopping raya. btw. i tataula korang korang smua kan. da shopping ke?.

or i aje yg advance. aha ahh. who cares rite?;p

now is sale. tp raseny sale da abis da. dududu sale da abis ;p

and peeps to buy a comfort fabric, naah vely vely d expensive tau but once the great heaven season had come, even me yg tade keje ni affordable nak beli fabric yg standard mak mak datin. aha. belagak . cis.cis ;p

no larr. i'm a bit choosy act. because i need too wear baju kurung everytime i go to lecture. till all d baju kurung pn da bosan agkny dgn i aha. so i need to buy something that really comfort me. the type of fabric and for me the most crucial part is d price yg mulahh. mulah mulah tauuu. ;p no mulahh no shopping. :p

and my skin is a bit demanding kot. mengada lebey. i can't wear nylon fabric. nylon ea? yg licin licin tu. my skin will turn to reddish one when i'm starting to sweat. then akn jadik sngt sakit. pity me rite. mama slalu ckp " sha kulit koman" aha. korang fhm kee?. koman tu something like low class skin la kot. ya ya i admit it maa =='.

i can't hold something for a long time fer example. i can't hold penyapu fer a long time. u noe penyapu?. ya. ya after 10 minutes or more my hand will turn to reddish one and a bit poignant. pedih. mayb sbb my skins is nipis la kot. dunn0 y. but i dun care. who cares. house chores tetap d house chores and i need to done it! :D. and when i wore something like jersey. wehuu. i really hate it. xselesa. sbb licin kan. mmgla ringan and good fer any sports activities tp pd dri sy agk tidak bagus lar. sbb xbek utk kulit sy. aha. demanding rite. oke sila tampar sy :p :P

so tht's why i have lots of fabric cotton. ngee. i wear it since i was small. sbb dulu2 cotton ni murah rite. mama xajar pakai bj licin sbb dulu fabric yg licin licin ni mahal. and mama ade 5 org cute mute anak dara ehh. tinggl 4 org sbb along da jadik mak dara ;p so mama budget wisely dgn mmbeli cotton yg murah2 aje. sbb sorang da 3 psang baju, then 3 x 4 da jdik 12. cmpur bj mama lagik haa. almost rm600 akn hbis kalo shopping rayee.

tp skrng da tinggl 3 ank dara sbb angah da kerja and she buy it by her own salary l0r. rite. rite ;p and and we can demanding. aha. upsss! sory ma :p

no lahh. u can't demanding lar. tunggu duit kerja sndrik kan. hee.haishh. lari topik da. ape ntah nk cite sebenarnyee. aha oke

cerita sal baju rayee. haa. lately da famous sngt dgn bj cotton kan. sometimes i feel like. erghhhh. ppl wear it because ikut trend. aha. and first time i entered my institution. i wear bj cotton fer my first lecture, fer my 2nd lecture and so on.. then after one week myb that guy keep his eye on me la kot, die ckp " ehh. kau pakai baju macam mak mak kt kampung "

eh eh. cis betul la kan. nmpk sngt he always looking at me. ngahaha. perasan yaww. then i jus smile. because i dunno how to impress my feelings . marah? malu?. ah. dunno la sbb sy tak buat slh ape pn..so i just ignore him.

but then now.. kau kau.da tak tekira agakny bpe ramai org slalu pakai cotton kan. org yg ckp cotton ni burok pun da stat utk pakai cotton. fhewww. nex trend. wut will it be?

aha but me. i'll stick with my comfort style. sbb da dididik dr kecik begitu..:)

and fer ur information ladies.. cotton is not only cotton yg likely kampung kampung tu. haishh. cotton kan da bnyk jenis skrg :)

kalo yg a bit mcm oldies tu adlh japanese cotton design. small flowers. polcadot or anything yg kecik2 akn jadik design bj with plain colour as it background. isn't it?




and kalau english cotton style tu. its design more likely english oldies style..by using floral.pastel colours..and it looks nice. suci je kan ^__^



and fer ur information ladies. i usually make punjabi cotton suits as my baju kurung because it's fabric really comfort me. and it's design also cantik cantik :). thus, it's affordable la i guess. from rm 49 and above lar :D and lg senang utk ladies. sbb it comes with pair. da siap2 da. da siap potong, da siap pair just chose ur best color and design :D



nmpk pelik rite?. but unique. i love it!

and als0. there's a plain cotton. plain cotton it certainly comes with beads and zer0 beads. so u can chose ur own faveret lar. nak meriah meriah macam datin ke pilihla yg ade beads. kalo tamau rase low profile keee. cariklaa yg zer0 beads. like this..





.

this is my new plain cotton. :D. mama bought it fer me and my sis. but honestly, i'm not affordable lar nk buy this cotton plain...mama aje mampu :D.btw thanks mama! muahmuahmuahhhhh :* because this type of cotton is commonly use when ppl want to akad nikah. ngahaha. nmpk x sulam sulam tu..nice rite. aha. perasan ;p kalo ade beads lagik nice utk org nk akad nikah..and it comes with lots of colour yaa! mcm rainbow. smua colour ade.so chose it ikut citarasa hati u ols lar oke! ;)

aha.so peeps. i'm a hard fan of cotton. die hard fan. ngahaa.
tp if i'v no choice. i still can accept others. bukan boikot tauu ;p

hee. okela. pnjg plak enrti ni kan. mest bosan kan. ahaha. sbb menaip mmg tgh bosan ni :D. ahaa.
so enjoy reading yahh! :d *gegurl aje * :P