♥ a short note ♥

peoples change. nothing stays constant.

improvement is something that need to be
the changes might not be much
it's just a little but then, it's better then nothing

i'm not perfect.
i'm just an ordinary human
i'v only one mind, and sometimes i can't control it.
and this one mind make me lose my emotions.

if i ever done something that hurt anyone
especially to my special one.
i'm deeply,truly sincerely ask for ur apology.

my deepest sincere to ask for your forgiveness
for things i might overlooked and not sensitive about
it was playful me.
insyAllah, in d future
i shall take note for things i'v done wrong
so that i won't repeat it twice. or more.~

♥ i seek for your forgiveness. and i really mean it ♥

sometimes..

" no clue "

"Friendship is a pretty full-time occupation if you really are friendly with somebody. You can't have too many friends because then you're just not really friends."
; anonymous

i just don't know which point could i start first. there's a bunch of point i wanna talk and share. and it's been a long time i'm not sharing something with u all rite, and sudden i realize , sometimes, someday. i need to voice it out.

actually, friendship is not something marketplace in my heart., because for me if u r able to manage or handle it, to cope with it, then ur friendship'll be sweet forever no matter what problem are you faces.

friendship is a great art. oke. let me tell you why,~ love has a natural instinct behind it; friendship has no natural instinct behind it. friendship is something conscious; love is unconscious. and friendship teach us to be straight forward rather than hypocrite. the most fundamental thing in friendship is to give freedom to the other to be himself. if there is a trust, there is no need to dominate the other; there is no need to chain or tight him ,and for me between two friends only one thing exists that bridges them, and that is TRUST; but it does not bind them.


friendship is soft., you must keep it safely if you don't you should prepare to lost it forever. in a good relationship, don't hope anything rather than long lasting relation. don't hope people to keep accompany you, to make you smile, to make you comfort and etc, but try to make people smile and comfort with you.

for more, you do not have to weigh your thoughts and measure words, before keeping it forth before your friend. it is when someone knows you better than yourself and assures to be your side in every emotional crisis. it is when you can sleep fighting and get another morning with a better understanding. friendship is much beyond roaming together and sharing good moments, it is when someone comes to rescue you from the worst phase of life.

and it is tiring when in friendship, we need to beware with anything; beware with new-coming friend to avoid the feelings of " u take my best friend ", ahhh! nonsense.
it's tiring when only one person give and hope to receive something.
it's tiring when only one person try to change their habits or attitude to adapt with.
and it's tiring when we need to weight our thoughts and measure our words.

i just remembered my oldies time, when i used to tell mama everything about my friends who are not achieve my satisfaction level. unfortunate, mama scolded me back, she says

" that's not your friends who trouble and hurt you, but it's your heart and your bad thought of your friends , and if you not cope with all your friends, you are going to lost them and yet, please ready to be alone ".

f r i e n d. are like the cheese in cheesy lava pizza. without the cheese, there's no cheesy ;)


"A true friend stabs you in the front."
- Oscar Wilde

♥ kampung ♥

this is where i spent my weekend with. ; kampung ulu legong. baling. *google maps* :p

i eat heavenly

i experienced lots of things

i excited instead of exhausted

i sleep like there's no other day

and now i miss all the things there * d u r i a n * ;p














hai. assalamualaikum.

:D

i just coming back frm kampung ulu legong ; kampung tht i went before for program anak angkat .

it's just a short and surprise visit to the villagers. *budget menteri ape??* ;p,

gila seronok!

seronok dengan makanan :p

and there's no such more i could write about this journey. just one word
:SUBHANALLAH :

: GREAT :

insyAllah, pnjg umur, murah rezeki kami sampai lagi yek mak abah, mak ayah, tok tokwan dan adik2 di sana :D



~cinta dan kasih tidak mengenal siapa, tidak mengira masa. hargailah setiap detik yg ada~

♥ f.r.i.e.n.d.s ♥

here's short entry from me to show how excited and thrilled i am about this ♥ matter

to my dearest friends..
thank you for the precious moment.
we've gone through this sweet sour journey for almost four years..

you are cute
you are gorgeous
you are handsome
you are damn hardworking
you are childish
you are stingy
you are acting c0ol

and everything 'you are' is. you all'll be in my memory ever.insyAllah.


and may Allah always blessing us with what we'd done..

and may all of you'll be a great teacher ever.



















together we care ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

a girl is a girl.

a girl is a girl. not a boy.

how strong and cool the girl is, yet she's still a girl. not a boy.

ain't i'm cool?. haha

and ouh today! wanna share to you ols, i'm a bit dumb. noob. mmg zero sungguh pasal kereta dan sewaktu dgnnya.

malu.

kelakar.

gelak sampai bepeloh.panas muka. haha

bile buat buat cool konon teror nak isi angin tayar, then tetiba terkejut bile pipe itu mengeluarkan bunyi angin yg kuat. haha. oke. gelak.

is not funny?

oke. xpe.

then again, buat buat cool dgn hanya memegang pipe itu, konon konon mahu tunggu angin tu stop sendiri.

semua org tgk.

haha. dan tanpa segan silunya, i was laughing hardly!..

grrrr. kenapa terjadi?.

malu weh. maluuu.

haha.

and a gentleman come to help us.

ecewah!. part tacing.

terima kasih la yekk kamo0oo~


pelakon utama : wana d sepetestt. haha

pelakon pembantu terhebat : azie d clown girl. haha

and me?. i'm the direct0r.

haha.haha.

A GIRL IS A GIRL. NOT A BOY!

entri yg jarang jarang

assalamualaikum

hai. :)


every minutes of the day, and every day of my life are spent like it should. B U S Y B E E S ~;P

so lately, mmg akan update entry jarang jarang. kerana ISL kemain lagik sekarng, meriah sangat! otak mmg takkan berkaratla cmni. insyAllah..

♥ bersyukur dgn apa yg kita ada ♥

Hai. Hai. Wehuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! :D

Assalamualaikum ;)

Long time no c rite. Long time zero update rite. Sebab sikap malas saya yang maha dasyattttt. aha. Actually banyak aje idea nak share. Nak gedik2 luah. Tp macam malas nak on lappy. Ape ke hall la kan anak dara ni semua malas malass. Aha. Biaq laaa ;p

Oke. Sebenarnya sy baru saja pulang dari program ANAK ANGKAT. It was a compulsory program for this sem. So ikutkn aje la kan.. and at first, mcm sedikit malas nak pegi..sebab I’v experienced it during my first foundation sem haritu. Tp sebab da program ni wajibkan.so sy ikhlaskan hati jugaa.and Alhamdulillah..nikmatnya indah ;).

Oke. Mai.mai.maiii cheq nak cita sikitt kehidupan org kampong yg cheq snndrikk tak penah rasa sebenanyeeee. Wuwuwuwuw. Sadis, terharu dan bangga cheqq n0ooo! Orang orang kampong ni pada cheqqq mereka kentall!. Siyes kental. Mmgla org cakap kampong kampong da moden.tp kampong cheq p ni mmg tak berapa nak moden lagik wehh. Line DG takdaaaa. Ahaa. Teseksa cheq. ;p. and bila tak bapa nak moden tu kan, anak anaknye mmg sangat2 hebatla cheq tgk. Belum ada pengaruh anasir anasir negative lagik stakat ni. Bagusss! :D

Cheq dapat family angkat yg kirany agak berkemampuan jugak pd pandangan org2 kampung ni. Cheq panggil mak dan ayah. :D , umah mak ayah besaqq.so cheq tak merasa la nak duk umah papan or kayu macam impian cheq. Tp impian cheq tecapaiii la nak merasa duk umah yg toiletny di luaaaa. Ahaa. Kental.kentall. mesti wajib pegi sblum sampainy malam yng menyeramkann :p

Depan umah mak ayah ada sungaiii. Wuhuuuuuu. Sonok.sonok.tp cheq tak buley mandi sungai. Sbb cheq mmg takkan mandi sungai tnpa mama dan abah cheq. And org tesayang cheq da ingtkn cheq bnyk kali jgn mndi sungaiii. So cheq mmg akan tesentap kalo dpt nasihat dr dieee. So atomatik cheq mmg akan patuhh! :p. ahaa.

Kampong cheq p ni mmg best. Damaiii damai gilakkk!. Pagi2 sejuk kemainn. Tade pencemaran lagik . nak nak dekat dgn kampong orang ‘original’. Ngaaaaaaa. Cheqqq p jumpa depaa. Cheq kagum tgk rambut depa begulung2 originall. Cantikkk! Uniqqq!. Cheq tekejot tgk depa p jalan2 tak pakai kasut. Cheq risau tgk depa daki bukit. Cheq risau tgk depa jalan mcm nak jatuh. Tp depa biasaaaaa daa. Depa plk heran tgk cheq yg risau semacam. Ahaha ;p

Kagum kagum. Rasa nak pitam. Rasa udara tak sampai kt peparu cheqq. Rasa adrenaline hebat benauu dirembeskan dalam badan cheqqq. Rasa mcm jaw cheq da xbuley tutup tau bila dpt rasa semua ni.. wuwuwuw. Tacinggg!!

Cheqq seedy semalam nak balik. Tgk muke mak ayah. ==’. Chew teharuu ayah ngn mak layan mcm andk sendrik. Bayangkan ayah cheq tu die tunggu kami adek beradik makan malam malam. Ayah kupaskan duyan tuk kami sampai 2 3 pagiii. Mak plak ikutkan aje ape kami nak. Mak rajin layan kami. Mak bwk kami masuk kolam ayaq panasss smpai tgh malam walaupun mak ayah da ngantukk gile muka tp mereka kentall. Huuu. Sadiss. Tacingg!.mekasih mak ayahhh. :d

InsyALLAH ada rezeki, diizinkan Allah kita jumpa lagi noo. Cheq tak sanggup nak terus lupakan mereka even program ni da abis pun sbb cheq mmg terasa syahdu sngt dgn layanan mereka. Nak nak bila mak peluk cheq erat gila semalam sebelum balik.. teresak esak cheq nangess!. Ahh xkire. Xmalu da..sebab seedy amattt ==’ . cheqq sedey bila tgk ayah yg sedey ja nak lepas kami semalam. Ayah kasik makan bnyk2 sngt smlm sblum kami blik. Makan ramai2 dgn family angkat laen. Anak anak angkat sepatutny kena layan mak n ayah angkat. Tapi kami.. mak n ayah yang pulun layann. Ayah p amik sup daging.sup ayam sampai 2 3 mangkuk tuk kami. Orang lain duk kongsi la makan sup.tp kamii. Ayah usaha p amik banyak2 sampaii tak larat nak makan. Huuu mekasih ayahhh!!. Tacingnyaaaaaa!!

InsyALLAH. Sy akan sampai lagik ke sana ye mak dan ayah.:D
indah sngt pengalaman ni walaupun sekejap. Kehidupan anak anak di kampong ini buat sy belaja. Bersyukur dgn apa yg mama dan abah dah beri pd sy. :)

SAYA SAYANG SEMUAAAAA! ♥