♥ i miss everything ♥

homesick mood now.=='.

cemburu bila denga riuh2 kat rumah when mama called me.
i miss everything there.

sabarlah wahai hati.=='




sha.jgn emosi sha!

♥ sweet ♥

i wanna screammm! i'm s0oo craving for these sweets f0od.
so i wanna make u ols scream for it t0o. till ur jaw drop.
till ur saliva slowly go down. ngahaa.
sedap.nyummy kan.kan.

sape nak belanja sy!. wuwuwuw. nyummnyeeeeeee =='.

ini semua angkara TLC. dan kau shaaa. duk ralit sngt la tgk tv tu.
tgk channel kemain lagik. buat my tummy merengek2 nak makan. ahaha. =='
dan kau chefff!. u are fired !!!. sebab masak sedap sedap sngt!.menyampah.
tgk. memalam cmgini. mane eeeeaa la nak dapat makanannn cmgitu..
sedey.

sigh =='

: : full load with love : :

assalamualaikum dan selamat malam yang menghampiri pagi. wehuuuu ;D

aha. it has been an ages rite since i talked about love. why yah?. no need to mention it everyday . but importantly we need to spread it everyday. ♥ ♥.

who wouldn't b in love?.never have i met tht kinda pers0n. kau ckp kau tak percaya cinta but atleast cinta pada family and padaNya?. aha. still don't want to admit it. go back and kill your family larh. aha. sory yah. t0o harsh. but atleast i'm straight forward :)


and d issue is " tiada nilaikah cinta dan kasih sayang insan yang tiada pertalian darah? ". eyh. where do you put the love yahh?. someone who is filled with so much love doesn't care about WHO will get their love. and WHO give them the love. and they will never ever dare to to compared the love.

straight forward la oke?. tipula kan if i said i'm not hurt when you ols said that " guru yang membeza bezakan murid" and bla.bla.bla. dengan muka kau yang sinis. dan gelak tawa tanpa rasa bersalah. aha. amazed. amazed shock bagai nak pengsan rasanya. i did not expect that you ols still want to burst out this issue. cemburu agaknya?? =='. i thought u had change 'sis'. rupanya masih berdendam agaknya dengan muka yang kepuasan selepas dapat mengatakan sesuatu yang menyakitkan. puas? tahniah oke? =='.

penah tanya diri?. kenapa semua ini berlaku?. tiada. but u ols chose to think negatively. "ibu tak fair".???. ibu or puan?. kekok nak panggil ibu then mengharapkan kasihnya bagai seorang ibu?. kekok nak bermanja dan memanjakannya then mengharapkn sesuatu yang lebih darinya?. jarang bertanya khabarnya then mengharapkan dia concern pada korang?. give and take la oke.

try to understand her deeply. not physically. she's smiling and always smile but deeply she's hurt. with load of work to do. and load of things to think. teringin nak ibu belanja makan?. teringin nak ibu bawak jalan jalan? just ask her like we ols do. she will not disappointing you but she'll try her best to make u happy. trust me! ;)

stop pointing others fault but muhasabah diri u balik la oke?.

"Keikhlasan itu umpama seekor semut hitam di atas batu yang hitam di malam yang amat kelam. Ianya wujud tapi amat sukar dilihat, maka ikhlaslah menjadi diri sendiri agar hidup penuh dengan ketenangan dan kedamaian....."



i love ibu ;)

i miss him =__='

huuuu =______='.

ai mis u lar.

" sorry for the moment i hurt you bcause i'm not telling d truth that i miss u a lot " :/

sadly sha :/

terrified :/

You set it again, my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark

And I'm in love
And I'm terrified
For the first time and the last time
In my only life

Katherine McPhee - Terrified

mcm mana kalau rindu?

assalamualaikum. haaa
jawab jgn tak jawab. nanti dosa plak :p

welcome work. welcome cikgu. welcome hectic zone. warghh. and bye bye my dear homie. bye bye mama bye bye abah bye bye aisyah bye bye along bye bye fina. and bye bye everyone =___='

waihh. yest i'v called my mama and suddenly i feel s0oo sad larh but i try to cover up. huuu. rindu rumah sangat2 tibe2 jek. *eh.tp mmg cm biase cmni kan sha?. hakhak :p, and mama t0oo. i knew it.

mama : hari ni da makan x? masak ape?

sha : hari ni masak sardin plus telur dadar aje ma, dry things xbeli lagik nak masak :(

mama : ma tengah tgk tv ni cerita "cinta sempurna" yg dulu kite selalu tgk tu. tp mama pun tak fhm sebab cerita dia mcm kejap ade kejap tade.


aha and at this momentlar i feel sooo0oo saddd. and inside me, i'v monolog with my heart ' kesian mama, tgk tv sorg2. biase mesti aku yg temankan.'. :(. huuu. breath sha. breath. relax. calm and smile =___^.

and actually and and and and and compulsory kot. i miss him t0oooo =___=. so how's dear if i miss you demmm much? uhuuukkk. sadis cmgini. rindularh! :(

and and this week have been tough for me. emotionally and a bit mentally. and my stress level have been up to the notches point which i think i need to start my AFE engines or else buy a flight ticket to go somewhere to release my tensio0n.* shopping mall i guess* arghhh =___=' but alas i can't. risau tershopping satu shopping mall. bnyk sangatlar duit kau sha. aihhh. actually there's no a big problem. but when everyday it happens a bit. till it comes to so0oo big big deal saya jadikkkk gerammmm gilak lar! haihhh.

what's ur feelings if everyday there's a guy, will notice what you wear, and probe you till you feel so0ooo uncomfortable??. haiyarhhh. macam mintak penampar je kan. but i wasn't a one like that. aihh sha bila mau pandai defend diri ni? =__=

sadly
sha :(