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hai.suda lame rasanya tidak mengupdate blog.saya agak sibuk menjaga anak-anak.ahaa :D
after my short prctical terus aje pulang ke kampung untuk mengambil baby ayra zahra.:)
yeah.from teacher to babysitter.tapi tak kesahla.saya suka.saya happy. i love them damn muchh.

n today, baby ayra suda pulang ke pangkuan ibunya. then i'm a bit relax.but i really miss her. rindu nak maen2 dgn ayra. she loves to babbling and cooing and now she starts to laugh. hari ni my dearest aisyah menari chicken dance di hadapan baby. then baby tu pun seronok aje. mengepak2 kan tgnnya dan ketawa dgn begitu kuat sekali.haishhh.geram amat.but saya tidak boleh dekat dgn baby.mama xkasik. today i got flu fever.huhuhu..but prevent is much better than cure kan.so bangun pagi td terus la bancuh air asam jawa dan jaram2kan di badan. ini petua mama. amik kain, basahkan dgn air asam jawa, sapukan kt kepala, kaki,leher.pendek kata satu badanla.n alhamdulillah.i'm a bit oke. but masih terasa perit aje tekak ni.huhu.xpe2 sha kuat! yeahhh.(^___^)

and today i'm gonna miss him. five days without him.cmne la kan.huhu..
tade sape mau gaduh2 ngn saya.
tade sape mau usik2 saya until saya jadii amattt geram.
tade sape mau buli saya.
tade sape mau emmmm..emmm.macam2la..
huuu
n now, i start to miss himmm :/



edited by him.suke sangat..
:)))

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I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry because i know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other;for those were some of the best times of my life.

I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. So I don't. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out.And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you.

Distance never separates two hearts that really care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there. But whenever I start feeling sad cuz I miss you I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss.

But sometimes, it's hard for me to go through all these hard feelings. when it's good then it's hard. Because loving someone is all about caring more about what they want than what you want. It's about caring about what they want as much as what you want.

When it is hard, i'm afraid that i will hurt you , because i don't know how to express my feelings and i hate when my tears start to come down. i'm willing to keep on silently rather than hurt you and be d silly me. i don't know how to tell you how much i need you at that time. i'm not the ego one.but i don't know how because i'm afraid i will lose you because i was so childish. (-__-)

Sometimes too, i keep talking to myself, keep thinking of it, if i was not in your story..maybe your life would be much better and you don't need to change anything in your life because you are already the good one.



sorry if i hurt you..
i didn't mean to..

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