are you sensitive?

assalamualaikum!

i just want to share with you or give some opinions or maybe a lil bit advice about our surrounding. esp in communication. either verbal or non verbal :). rakyat malaysia satu malaysia pelbagai kaum dan bangsa ini terkadang sangat la berlakon dalam televisyen. kan? sigh.

the reality is. pandang sebelah mata pun belum tentu. senyum gerak bibir sikit pun belum tentu jugak. apetah lagi nak bertegur sapa. sigh lagi.

some ppls maybe see it as remeh temeh la kan, or suka nak jaga hal sendiri jek. 'wutever'. ~? but that 'wutever' sumtimes tnpa sedar da make a lil scratch here and there in everyone's heart. kan?

anyway everyone should realize that there's always a connection between individuals and others that reveals selfhood and in turn forces the adjustments in the construction of identity. isn't it?

hidup kalau nak hidup sorang-sorang pegi masuk hutanla. sumtimes this phrase is so in with this situation. kan..

hey. you tadek gaji kalau i tak datang kt sini tau. sumtimes this is the suitable sentence for the soo sooo snobbish ppls.

tapi itula. i don't reach the heart. *tak smpai hati*  kan nk throw all this nonsense sentences from our mouth yg so suci ni. hiks! :p

so guys. why not kita cuba ubah cara ni?
ish. tak buta la mata kalau pandang pandang~. kan dari pandangan jatuh ke hati. eh eh? :p
ish. tak bisu la kalau bertegur sapa dgn harmoni.
dan tak habisla senyum tu kalau bg senyum cenonet kt saya ni haa.. tak bnyk cenonet cukupla!

~maniskan muka
~senyum
~bertegur sapa
~beri salam
~etc yg bebaik2 belaka :)

pls behave ur self. pls act mannerly esp to old folks and children. kalo kt i yg umur tgh2 masih muda remaja ni, ermm guess still can considered utk buat  cool je.

and sumtimes i really don't understand apela yg susah sngt nk senyum or atleast tak perlu kot nk buat muka stress/tension. tryla maniskan muka ye dgn senyuman yang cenonet itu. you serve ppls. pls served em with a good smile.

oke then. about the cleanliness.

oh yeah!. ini sngt sensitif lar kan. hidung tak tahan mata tak tahan kaki dan tangan pun tak tahan kalo dgn kotor-kotor ini. omaigoddddd~.

public toilet. public! public! public! so pls to all public. make sure the public toilet always in clean mode. tak susah kalau nak bersih. wash.and pump. thats all! :)

oke.kalau toilet kotor. so tht's mean lotsa diseased will be  spread. thousand parasites will enjoy the moment to enter their victims and suck up all the bloods and the death was so near. kau nak?. ish. =,=
oke ni bukan benda main main ye. ini serius. parasites were so tiny and it's visible only through microscope. memang tak nampakla kan. there's lotsa types of parasites but most of em can damage our body system either in short or long time. you'll regret it soon. i told ya!  ish tolongla faham! grrrrrrr.

oke ini serius. please be more sensitive towards surrounding. please and please. :)

love ya! ^__^

random update.

Assalamualaikum.

hai. wehuuuu. hai hai hai hai hai! hikss :)

excited for a minute. yes. a minute only!. aha.

nearly a month i've been in holiday. :). alhamdulillah. makin hari makin muda *tua*. macam makin hari makin menebal nebal rasa malas nak mengadap lappy. sape setuju angkat kening. dua dua kening. buley?.eh. ;p
because ya Allah..jadualnya kt rumah ni da mama susun sangat teratur. sangat sangat teratur! :)  *hyper-ball there*. Alhamdulillah. :)

and my weekends were and ~ will be so full with travelling. here and there. and abah had offered me to be his tourist drifter. eh.eh ups. :p. so memang agak fantastic jugakla ye. sebab i got to recognize all the ways to mall. hiks!. we  need experiences. we learn from experiences. we learn from surrounding. we learn and we see. see it through our heart. and i believe driving is a way to learn from experience. yeah.

sumtimes kita membebel bila kereta depan bawak mcm siput. eh kasihan siput diperkotak-katikkan dalam situasi ini.  sobs. tp bila kite da potong kereta tu gune pisau yang tak berapa tajam tu, konon nak jeling driver yang bawak kereta mcm siput then tetibe driver itu adalah seorang tua yang rabun. sedang memandu dgn berhati-hati.

ya Allah. sentap terus!. istighfar. istighfar.~. terus condemn diri sendiri. korang penah? ~saya la tu. sobs.

sumtimes kita drift hebatla kan. sebab drive xbwk AFE. aha. maaf AFE. drift and drift xingat ape.with the high lights switch on. utk kasik warn supaya kereta2 lain ketepi. ish. padahal masa belaja kursus undang-undang kereta tu xd plak ditulis ttg perihal yang kurang sopan td. kan?. ish.ish. istighfar.istighfar. sebab terlalu selfish ketika drive.

but atleast, it helps to build our confidence level. right?. the once opportunity will be the starting point to be more and more confident driver. insyAllah.  and for me. the sex wasn't matter. it is the courtesy that matter. so,  stop discrimination within men and women about who is d good driver.  kalau kau gagah perkasa tapi bawak kereta terkedek-kedek pun sedeh jugakla rase. aha. so. senang cerita. tutup mulut. jage hati. jage stereng.tekan minyak masing-masing..bismillah ^__^

and ouh. cerita cuti ini penuh dengan cerita berbaur-baur nasi minyak.
bedebar rasa mcm esok nak pegi honeymoon. eh?. aha. :p

sape tanak kawen.? ish. istighfar cepat2 oke!  mama cakap belaja tinggi mana tapi menolak keinginan utk berkawen tu belum sempurna tugas dan tanggungjwb sbg khalifah.

yes. no doubt. jodoh belum sampai. bagaimana harus berkahwin. kan? jawapan mudah kpd soalan nenek-nenek. atok-atok. makcik-makcik pada dara dan teruna.

~but. if we're not preparing our way of life to be wife.so how could the jodoh arrive.? tepuk dada. sakitnye la rase! :p

insyAllah. usaha tu ada. semoga DIA permudahkan segalanya. target lepas abis deg memang utk berkahwin. saya  tak target utk beli kereta besar. rumah besar segala mcm besar jangan badan saya bertambah besar.eh. melalut. but my target is to be a wife to someone who is fate to be with me.  insyAllah he will be my... sila sambung sendirik :p

oke. lemme emphasize it again. aha. saya nak kahwin uols. doakan saya dan dia. ^__^. . eh da tua la rupanya?. tak kot. saya da besar sikit je. :p

jum cari cincin nikah

jum cari baju kawin.

cptla salam tgn abah. ehh eh eh. mimpi rupanya~ aha :p

 till then guys. assalamualaikum :)

love ya!

malas.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t :)

Alhamdulillah :)

malas! eh tetibe kan. bukak buku. kononnya semangat nak struggle.. tapi dah online. stalk orang sana.stalk orang sini. huehuehue.sign up blog.and now i'm writing on new post. 0__0

hakikatnya memang benar sangat.
pengalaman sekali itu sangat bermakna.
pengalaman dua kali rasa indahnya
pengalaman tiga kali eh lantaknyaa
pengalaman empat kali alaa. boringnyaaa :p
dan hakikatnya.
setiap pengalaman ada senyum dan tawa tersendiri.
ada nilai dan pengajaran tersembunyi.
terpulang pada diri
kamu kamu dan kamu
untuk memilih pengalaman mana yang mahu diselit-selit dalam kehidupan hari-hari
:)

hari ini bercakap lagi soal jodoh.
jelas. raut wajah resah pada yang melahirkan.
selagi yang dilahirkan itu
bila cukup dan layak dan matang umurnya
masih belum dipetik orang.
ini soal jodoh.
semua kita serah pada Nya.

jelas. raut wajah resah pada yang melahirkan
memikirkan siapa bakal temannya.
memikirkan budi bicara bakal temannya.
memikirkan gerak geri tingkah laku bakal temannya.
adakah sesabar dan sesabar dan sesabar hero pertamanya.
insyAllah.
semua kita serah padaNya.

diri
hati dan minda
bila cinta.jangan terlalu kasih.
bila cinta jangan terlalu yakin.
selagi cinta belum diikat rasmi
selagi cinta belum diberi sijil
selagi cinta belum ada cop halalnya :) eh?

bebas.
memilih mana pilihan hati selagi belum bergelar isteri.
bebas.
memilih mana pilihan hati selagi belum bergelar suami.

:)

you choose to be happy. then you'll be happy.
you choose to be sad. then you'll be sad.
sungguh
pilihan hidup dalam tangan kita
besar mana luka. sakit mana luka.
cuba untuk pilih bahagia. bahagia dan bahagia.
rasa itu akan datang sendirinya.

tolong
cuba! :)

maaf pada yang terluka.

jangan pilih untuk berduka dengan luka

jangan terus yakin yang disuka itu akan  beri bahagia

jangan berhenti dan terus tembak doa

semoga bahagia itu pasti.suatu hari nanti.

tolong pilih untuk bahagia  dan

tolong jangan terus bermasam muka

eh? 

biar seribu  satu peluang itu ada selagi belum ada sijil rasminya

saya tetap pilih untuk  

bersama dia.

 :)

till then

assalamualaikum! :)

the bahagia.

the sepet will be.

eh? ;p

me.

choose to be happy

:)

the man

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

:)

to be with someone that we did not use to be with is soo susah! kan. to demand what characteristic ur prince charming shud have mcm sangat tidak baik pulak bcs everyone have their own specialty. that's why woman and man need to complete each other. bukan complain each other. hiks!. but seems i'm still a young lady with the status single. but not available ni. eh?.. lemme gives out some opinions which i'v got it from all moii ladies surround me. hehe. jangan mrah ye abang-abang di luar sana :p

hakikatnya. it's hard to find man who can accept the 'complicated' of woman. but it's easy to find man who will sigh. grumble and terkadang mungkin juga menafikan fitrah seorang wanita itu. *sigh*

Rasulullah SAW telah memerintahkan supaya kaum wanita diperlakukan menurut fitrah ia dijadikan sebagaimana dalam sabdanya yang bermaksud,

“Berlaku baiklah terhadap kaum wanita lantaran mereka diciptakan dari tulang rusuk yang bengkok adalah bahagian yang teratas, jika kamu cuba untuk meluruskannya kamu akan mematahkannya dan jika kamu membiarkannya ia akan tetap bengkok, maka berlaku baiklah terhadap kaum wanita kamu.” - Hadis Riwayat Al-Bukhari dan Muslim

yes. that's wanita. :). 

#cemburu lelaki itu tidak mengapa. tetapi cemburu perempuan dikatakan cemburu buta. ehh.nah tongkat! :p is it right?.

#senyap lelaki itu tidak mengapa. tetapi senyap perempuan itu disalah tafsir pula.

#lelaki bergaya tanda kekemasan. perempuan bergaya tanda menggatal. *sigh*

#lelaki bersuara itu hebat. perempuan bersuara itu over-exposed.

stereotype thinking. kan?. tapi terkadang itulah hakikatnya. dan hakikatnya juga wanita itu diciptakan untuk dilindungi.dibimbing. dihargai. bukan diperkotak-katik setiap kejadiannya. 

agak-agak kalau tak boleh nak tahan dengan ke'complicated'an seorang wanita itu. dare to live alone and stay single! :p

anyway. you should ever know. 

daddy's her first love. daddy was her first ever man she talks to. daddy was her first ever man she hugged. daddy was her first ever man she kissed. daddy was her first ever man she share every single things. daddy was her first ever man of everything. i love you babah xoxo! ♥♥♥

and i guarantee most of the women hope that every men in this world can be 80% just like their daddy. someone she can rely on :)

and

you must know that 

every women will try harder to treat you well just like your mom did, with her own-lovey dovey ways. :)

till then! assalamualaikum :)

appreciate us. 

we will appreciate you more 

♥

nature.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t everyone :)

ignore the long- MIA of me :p.

anyway, times flew fast. isn't it?. sedar tak sedar da end of year. and it means ada lagi baki setahun utk end up my study. end up okeh! :p. aha. bunyiknye macam frust, but more likely to MALAS. astaghfirullah~. :)
go go chayok sha. go go chayok sha!!! *muke semangat terok*

act i'm doing menyelam sambil minum air~ reading all the BM's notes on PPT while facebooking
and window shopping. so selepas dikira kira peratus utk ilmu itu melekat di kepale adalah sebanyak 20%, 20% ye cikgu sha.
apekah ini.apekah? 0____0. juling sebentar.

actually dear ones.
i just wanna share my truly deeply feeling with uols. since saat itu non stop.
apetah lagi minit.dan jam.dan hari dan minggu dan bulan.
dan tahun..dan....oke stop it.
have you ever feel the feeling to change everything you are always be?. and of course la from bad to better and better to much better.  kan.. it's nature feeling right.

either internal or external. everyone wants better! much better.

and i hope, i can be the one who find the ways to be much better. *sekarang da better kot* haha.perasan terokkk kan . i really hope on it. shaa. pls.pls shaa.

the way i'm dressing up.
the way i'm talking to
the way i'm walking to..

kadang-kadang rase saya ni masih muda. yes. maybe?. but seem, i might forget that time flew fast. and i can't even fly neither run. hopefully i'm able to catch up the time. Amin..

because i love you so much mama abah and my future husband. :) ♥ 

there she is :)

Assalamualaikum 

assalamualaikum everyone :). spider web is everywhere aha. *cliche* ;p., anyway, ALHAMDULILLAH syukur. my last entry was about my practicum and here, i wanna shout proudly that my practicum was DONE. and everything was going well. ALHAMDULILLAH sngt :)

so, titibe today feeling feeling nak update blog datang. rindu sebenarnya. but as usual,  i'm soo in love with my hectic life rite now and still can't stay in my comfort zone as after goin thru the best memories in school, i need to go to somewhere else. banyaknye projek. kayenya tidak. kayap yek laaaa. :p. aha, after this, a week plak i need to berkampung with my group to PDK. it stands for PUSAT DALAM KOMUNITI. :). senangnye jadi cikgu ni kan? :p

anyway everyone. life is a commitment. commitment is life. rite?. everyone lives with commitment. and for sure, every single things in this world has a big commitment towards Almighty Lord, Allah s.w.t :), so marilah berfikir secara positif  untuk meneruskan hidup dgn 1001 komitmen. 

so, i'm stuck in ideas. haha. da lame xupdate almaklum. btw, practicum is great! lotsa experience i've got there. and really enjoyed it!, 

hahaha.

gelak tanda mengenangkan segalanya di sana.

ish ish cikgu cikgu :p

till then, insyaAllah i'm able to update from now on. so peeps. stay with me. 

i'll update you soon.

erkhh.macam artis plak rase.*green vomit* aha :p

cikgu fasha :)

me. with the papa yoki, adam the telinga gajah *cute aite* and amzar the naughtiest. *sigh*

enjoy! :)

*selamat datang*

shud be ~ bye2 to all~

:)

thanks for all the sweet moments 

love ya! 

♥ 

:)

setelah 2 minggu. ini rasanya.

Assalamualaikum

huehuehue. hye semua. :)

setelah dua minggu dan ini rasanya. perit+gumbira. 

apekah lah yg 2minggu itu? yes. i'v been in my practicum mood for 2 weeks and 6 weeks more to pass thru. ohmai.ohmai =,=..

perhaps. my voice will totally change to em to em. urghh dunno, but mayb a bit rockin. after these 8 weeks in school and now i know how pain mama was, when she said that she had a sore throat especially in this holy month. may Allah grant mama and every teachers in this world with full barakah. amen.  

anway here, i wanna share something. a bit unsatisfactory situation happened yesterdae. and i feel urghhh. ape ni. motip?. diskriminasi sungguh. ohmai =,=.

why mainstream teachers sometimes been biased towards my lovely kids?. sobss. =,=.

haruskah situasi ini berlaku. memang tidak harusla kan. tapi?. it was happened maybe without her realization kot. positif sha. luckily i'm a bit shy shy cat and sopan cover. ehh cover sopan. kalau tidak. i'v shout shrill penetrating all the school buildings." cikguuuu, awak telah mendiskriminasi anak-anak murid saya. apekahh?"  and debushhh. all the pieces of the building befall on the teacher. ahaks. kijam terok! 

oke. if you are on my shoes. that's what you will feel. upset. vacuous.snitchy and i'm really in sound of growl.. with the reason,  my students so-called as naughty and will disturb the majlis with their naughtiness. but the true was all the mainstream students actually act so misbehave and can't behave their self during the majlis. mereka petah bercakap so, mereka sibuk la bercakap mcm bertih jagung during the majlis. but my kids can't communicate well with others. and they were so humble when they were in crowd. trust me! :) and maybe sometimes they will misbehave with the unstable emotion., but they were sooo afraid with their teachers. compared to the normal kids. mcm sy kecik2 duluuuu. bising like potpetpotpet kalahkan nenek. asyek kena marah sebab bising. so yes, i admit that actually normal kids were so hard to control. actually. 

so.please stop all these types of discrimination. semua sama saja. masih memerlukan ilmu yang sama tetapi mungkin cara berbeza. just love them the way they are. mmg sometimes geram terokkk sebab naughtyyy!  tp cubala jadik naughty jugak mcm dyrg br enjoy. hakhak. oke. kite tipu je ;p

spot them. :)

performing arts by special kids 

:)

till then. assalammualaikum.

salam Ramadhan :)

aurat itu.

Assalamualaikum. salam tgh malam dah nk pg semua :p

wehuu.seronok sbb mcm br lepas dr penjara. sobs.  and suddenly i feel awkward kejap sbb mcm da lame xupdate blog. and mcm tetibe ngade2 laks nak update tgh malam yang da nak pg dan da nk sahur ni. aha. ;p

oke uols. my intention just wanna share something bcs i've just seen something knowledgeable from mr google. and it was a great picture tht gves us good explanation regarding women's aurah with ajnabi.

hve u ever fight wif ur inside-out conflicts about wearing hijab/tudung in your own house. and it's suddenly happened when you reached your puberty! hiks.:p? pernah xkorang rase. when suddenly your mama asked you to wear tudung infront of your cousin.(boys of course). and you feel like urghhh. whyyyy momma?. your childhood-mate. siap main kawin2 lagik tetibe you need to cover up your body/aurah from his sight. oke. at first mmg xfaham and rasa xnak buat pun. xnak denga cakap mama. degilll dia ni. babap ntt! ;p

anyway it comes slowly..and silently when we automatically feel to do it.. kecik kecik memang tanak. yela waktu dajah enam, skola rendah busuk2 masam lgik peloh peloh maen, mn hendak pakai tudung  semua kan.  but later, when you reached your matured level, feeling feeling ala perempuan melayu terakhir da ada, then..there you goes. tudung tak lepas dr kepala bcs i've get used to it. alhamdulillah.

oke. picture talks! :D

indication : all boxes with pink color means you shud cover your aurah ya! :)

oke. i know, everyone outside there just take it easy.take it in a simple way. kalau da satu family, why we should cover our aurat. da kecik2 main tepuk tampar sama2 kan?. anyway, take it positively. there's still a time to make a changes. and atleast we try to reduce our loads of sin by not contributing to any adultery especially when we becoming a wife soon.  and atleast we think.and try to be better..
and atleast we try to protect the rights of our love one, . only he can see it :)

renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal. :D
mariiii bersahurrrr! :)

: jauh semula :

-______________-

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dari kiri : abang FIRDAUZ, adik FASHA

: p

sometimes you make me geram terok! sometimes you'd triggered my anger so madly. sometimes you make me cry so hardly. sometimes you make me gl0omy for d whole week. but much of that sometimes, everytime  i wanna smile because of your madly! :p

dari kiri : abang FIRDAUZ, adik FASHA

anway, happy holidays ya dear.

salam RAMADHAN utk awk.

terawikh harus RAJIN tau. good for your load tummy. aha :p

and please enjoy every time of your holidays ya. no stress. no assignments but please be 

a GOOD DRIVER yah. no drift please. tak kawin lg ni. aha :p

: jauh semula :

i hope this distance is not for fearful, but it's for the bold. 

i'll patiently wait for you here. :) ♥ 

Salam Ramadhan :)

Assalamualaikum :)

welcome Ramadhan Kareem :). it's coming too s0on aite. and feels like last Ramadhan just flew away! and naaahhhh p0oppp! ALHAMDULILLAH. i'm still able to meet this barakah month for this year and i hope i'm still able to meet it next next next and next year. insyAllah :)

all my dear ones, do take every second of this month to gain so much pahala yup. it comes once in a year so pls pls pls i beg all of you to do all the amal ibadah as long as you are afford to do it :). and yes, i'm not a GOOD ONE  either but why not we put an effort to be the good one as long as we are still breathing.

and let us recite the niat for the whole month. takot takot terlupa or terrrrsengaja lupa.
almaklum umur makin muda. hiks! :p

oke. done! da niat da uolss? :) oke. selamat.selamat ya!

anyway. in this holy month. we need and must control everything ya all dear ones. especially our anger and lust. don't  let our lust controls our emotions and heart. hancur uols nt! :p 

and i noe the most thing ppls wait for is BAZAR RAMADHAN rite. and same goes on me. but sy da niat da, insyAllah saya tidak akan berbelanja lebih di BAZAR RAMADHAN. insyAllah. u wanna noe how it works?

just bring your rm5 note to BAZAR RAMADHAN. 

*whattttttttttttttt?

 *it's sooo little. mane cukup!*

insyAllah cukup if membeli dengan berhemah. rm5 is enough for

RM 3.50/ RM 3.00 ~ NASI AYAM/ NASI TOMATO/ NASI KERABU

RM 1 for kuih muih aneka rasa. *kuih KERIA* :p

RM 1 for syrup drink! * kalau sy air mineral pyramid sudah cukup!* 

so then, d sum up of these kind of food will be as much as RM5- RM6 only.

haa. how jimat it is. so marilah kite try! :)

and after terawikh ppls often wanna take a meal kan. konon-konon a simple meal but it seems heavy to0! 

so, boleyla try utk bancuh nescafe instant plus cicah bersama biscuit CREAM CRACKER. nyummeh jugak tu! no need to spend much on it lar okehh.. as long as we can control it kan. anyway this is tips for student just like meeeee.. sobs.yg turut berbuka di perantauan. :(

if you are at home tuuuu. ikot kome la nak makan banyak mane. it just so okeee. no moneyy drop ;p ehhh NO MONEY FLEW AWAY FROM POCKET. jealous terokk! :(

and next pesanan is, berterawikh la selagi berkemampuan utk melaksanakannya. it'll double up our pahala. in addition to do some exercises after ate loads of foods. hihihiks! :p *sape setuju sila geleng kepalee!* oke. xlawak! after done solat terawikh, i feels like all my sweats turn to be my perfume. yakss! :p, so hari hari begitu, insyAllah pasti akan slim melim dengan produk yang tiada tandingannya ini. :)

and peeps! grab the opportunity to fight with yourself.  :) marilah mencabar diri utk khatam QURAN in this holy period. find your own time. take your own time. so then insyAllah you'll be able to do it. naah if you think it's so impossible. just take few times in a day to recite Quran.especially while waiting for azan maghrib :).

anyway. i hope this holy month'll grant me all the good things! it's so tough actually bcs i'm doing my practical in this month. every second i need to use my voice. my sooo LOUD VOICE. may Allah bless me in what i'm doing. insyAllah.

*anak-anakkkk sila jgn noti2 ya. nt cikgu kiss kang! aha upss~* :p

till then,

assalamualaikum ya.

SALAM RAMADHAN! :)

♥ 14 of july 2012 ♥

Assalamualaikum :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU AZIE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

♥ 

MAY ALLAH BLESS YOU HERE AFTER
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY DEAR FRIEND
:)

Alhamdulillah, 14 of july is so so so meaningful date to me and especially my dear lovely friend. it's your born date dear! aite. but unfortunate i'm not so well to celebrate it with you.  :(

personally i don't noe how to greet her much, bcs we are just like siblings. yeah. memang pun. sangat sangat mcm adik beradik.ahaks. bcs she's my pillow-mate. my hug-mate.my tickle-tickle mate. my sad-mate. my laugh-mate. my everything la kot :). and i hope, nothing will make us part .insyAllah.

there's a bunch and loads of memories within me and her. we shared the same way of life. so what

ever it is, we will stick together just like sisters.:)

we can walk through pasar malam by holding hands. we bought the same things. bought the same clothes. hence, she's always lend me her shoulder when i felt so sleepy in class. she wipe my tears up. and so do i :) . she can't hide anything from me. because i noe all her expressions after all.so beware dear! :p 

this four years were quite a long-enough time to noe you from inside out. and yeah alhamdulillah. everything about you were so wonderful. and i'm glad to be your friend here after. wuwuwu. so sweet kan i? aha :p

sha doakan :

azie sentiasa kuat dalam kehidupan akan datang

you have the rights to chose your life.

so grab it dear

live your life happily

:)

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and ouh. anyway, yesterdae juga was my sweet memory.

ALHAMDULILLAH. Allah had planned that we will meet there. :)

and you have such a wonderful heart la sis! ♥ ~Subhanallah. 

i really really appreciate a lil help from you yesterdae.

hanya Allah yang dapat membalas . insyAllah.♥ 

your reaction just like my mom. and oouh! i miss my mama so much. :(

if i'm a fairytale. i'll glitter you up with my bling-bling stars througout your days!  hehe. :D

happy newlyweds ya sis.

♥  Barakallahu lakuma wa baraka 'alaikuma wa jama'a bainakuma fi khaiir ♥

lovely & s0 so wonderful sis! :)

Semoga diberkati oleh Allah bagi kamu berdua dan diberkati atas kamu berdua dan menghimpunkan kamu berdua dalam kebajikan.

AMEEN.

:)

till then ya!

assalamualaikum :)

new chapter :)

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

i hope everyone are well today :). anyway yaaaa. it has been along time since  i'm not updating any entry. i'm soo malasss. and the wifi really stressed me up!. so the sum up was. no blogging.no blog-walking. :p

and Alhamdulillah. i'm currently updating my first entry in my new sem. yeah. and there'll be three sems more to fight on. please pray for me dear ones that things gonna be just like how HE had planned. because HE is the most great planner aite? :). and may HE bestow me the best things ever. amin. 

i don't expect much from anything i do, as long as HE blessed me in everything i do :). yeah got it?

because when we're talking about expectations, it is something that no one're ableto  predict bout it. sometimes, there were things happened beyond our expectation aite. so, let's learn to always be pleased with everything yg Allah kurniakan. 

:)

i'v great families members. i've d most beautiful mama. i've the most handsome abah. i've the so0oo sweet siblings. and i've so go0d friends. and yes. insyAllah, insyAllah insyAllah he will be my so sweet partner soon. ^__^  

personally, i'v never gone through all d hard times so seriously. *kalo bab cinta tu.alahhh~ dunia dunia ;p*, so i felt that i'm a bit naive to understand ppls feelings esp who had gone through their hard times in life. lack of loves. lack of money. etc. seriously i'v never been gone through all these.everything i want. i will get. it just the matter of time. lambat atau cepat mama dan abah tetap akn tunaikan. Alhamdulillah. but i think i need to learn more to be more understanding one. to foster loves between me with this kind of ppls. oke. it sounds funny kot kan. but i'm soo serious. since my mama and abah sangat concern trhadap kebajikan orang-orang yg susah so i need to be like em t0o. insyAllah.insyAllah.

so. SHA!.

let's start our new chapter. yeah. it suppose to be my new azam for my new semester la kan?. haha

untuk menjadi lebih memahami :) 

oke. i will for the sake of mama and abah. love them mucho masss!

ikhlaskan diri.

so insyAllah.

yeah. go go sha cumelss! ups~ 

*muntah ijauuu pekat2* haha

till then.assalamualaikum.

^_________^

♥ comelicious! ♥

Assalamualaikum everyone :)

when me.bored sudah capai tahap gabannn . udah buntu amat mau buat apa jugak bah. kereta nya ndak ada di rumahh. abahnya juga guna kerana sonatanya mau ditaruk kaler yang baru.  jadi akuuu akuu bosan bah!.

mau shopping mamanya kata sabar bah.iya iyala. harus sabar. nunggu itu cuti hujung minggu.iya.iya mama. aku nunggu. ;p

haha. sila gelak sedikit. sedikit je! ;p

anyway korang. marilah bersama saya menghilangkan bosan mencuci taik matee.ehhh.silap. mencuci mata melihat these cute cute very the cute baby room.! i want this.i want this for my baby. buley enggak? ;p

sooo girlish aite. :) combination of colors mmg peace yoww and sngt sngt pretty like princess.
ouhhh
you'll be my princess baby!
;p

waaa..cumelkan.cumel amat. kalo mcm ni mama baby nk tido sekalila.
;p

simple one.but it's just naisss. mcm dalam cite enchanted.sebab ade pokok2 cumelss tu
oke.motip?
sukelar! ;p

eyes dr0oling
0___0
cantik amat! sebab ada that small cute chair.
aha
nak.nak.nak.
:D

this is more like a cart0on world aite?
full of bebear.
all the playing-cute-stuff
rasa mcm snow white pun ada
cuteee sangat.kite suke*dlm nada pelat-pelat ye*;p

for baby b0y! :)
just nice and buat rase mcm nak tidoww while sing a lullaby song for you
cute b0y!
^__^

more exclusive baby room :)
nt baby jadi nerdy mcm harry p0tterla kan.
haha.ade kaitan x? ;p

ni macam cumellll jeee kan.
macam sweet aje kan.simple je.
but arghhhhhh cumell lar
=='

it stressed me so much!

sebab kecomelan terlampau itulah

buat rasa jari nak putus je bile digigit2 geram

aha.

when will i?

;p

*teeettttttttttttttttttttttttttt*

till then

ASSALAMUALAIKUM

:)

♥ ALWAYS BE COMELICIOUS ♥

                            

oh my English! :D

Assalamualaikum :)

heyyy. are you with me watchinnn this hilarioussss gilakkk cerita?. hilarious with its own way to convey something knowledgeable told yaa!

anyway..nowadays, lotsa ppl can speak in English, but to speak better in English it's a hard thing right bcs we have less knowledge about the grammar, pronunciation, less vocabulary etc.yeahh. but actually,for me yang tak pandai punn nak ckp omputih ni kan, i think to speak English and learn deeply  about English is much much easier than speak in BM especially to write a long essay.urghhhh and my mama who's BM's teacher admit it yaa! she told me that to learn English is not as difficult to learn BM. yayayaya. but we have to realize that everyone are master in BM la kan especially to speak it out. sbb BM is our first language and English is our 2nd language. :)

but did u notice, there's more graceful and courtesy if we want to give an advice, or to mad at someone by using English. aha!  the less vocab we have, the less we talk. ;p

and now, speaking in English is becoming a trend aite?. even is it sooo glaring that we or particularly 'I', speaking with loads of grammatical errors to sound great! ahaha. funny me! it's more severe when i translating all malay sentence directly to English sentence. huihuihui.kelakorr baq hang! ;p,

anyway, when i'd watched these series, i think it helps me more! :) "sedikit sedikit lama lama jadi bukit".,

i emphasize here, ppls who are able to speak well in English,  does not mean she/he is a good English writer. bila bercakap mungkin bley redahhh je kau nk sebot ape punkan, . bkn org perasaan sngt yg penting maksud sampai and there's two way communication; ad respon from the listener. but to write better in Englishhh omaigodddd memang payah la. sebab we have to apply it correctly. kalo tidak ia akan membawa maksud yang lain...better watchhhh up! watchaa~

so marilah kite nonton OH MY ENGLISH! di TVIQ ye anak-anak sekalian.marilah menjadi 'emak-emak' jangan menjadi 'anak-anak' ahaha. melaluttt pule~

selit-selit :

sy atau mungkin saudara saudari selalu menggunakan ini. ia simple amat.tp sangat2 kerapp dilakukan. and it is totally wrong so marilah kite menggunakan ia dengan betul. bukan ckp nak sedap je sound ssss mcm omputissss ;p

'thats why' = it means nothing bcs thats is not a word! tade maksudddd.

'that's why=  that is why, 'that's' is a contraction of that is. sila take note ya.

same goes with 

whats going on= it means nothing.

what's going on = what is going on. 

:)

# jgn ckp ikut sedap jeee yep!.nt kiteww termaluww pule ;p

till then.

assalamualaikum :)

Assalamualaikum peeps! ;)

Alhamdulillah bcs  i had a great days past few days :). holiday+beautiful sigh seeing made my world la told yaa!

and i'm searching for a wonderful holiday sooner with my beloved. :D.insyAllah.
cewahh *blushblushblush debushhhh!*.

 :)

tq mama 

tq abah

for the wonderful holiday

and s0o s0o great villas i'v been so far 

;p

done eyes therapy,

i wanna my LUST THERAPY plak.

here.

AJJ :)

kuantan pon tade

ape citer awok?

:p

till then,
assalamualaikum!

terima kasihla sudi membaca

entry ni merepek2 

;p

wanita dan hati

hati.

tuturnya memang dari hati.

bila dari hati sebenar-benarnya hati

tuturnya terkadang mengguris

wanita

emosi itu jiwanya

air mata itu boley jadi temannya

jadi

usah sekali merungut dengan kejadiaNya

kuat mana dia

gagah mana pun dia

tiada apa yang tidak

bila

tangis itu lebih baik dari segalanya

tiada apa yang tidak 

bila 

sekejap tawa

sekejap duka

ye. itulah wanita.

tuturnya terkadang

bukan dari hati

hanya utk

menjaga hati hati

namun

tiada apa yang tidak

bila terkadang juga

tuturnya mengguris hati

kerna tak mampu 

bila sedih itu sebati

mengguris itu 

tidak mencari salah

mengguris itu

kadangnya

mendambakan dia

ye. itulah wanita

:)

Men Are From Mars, Women Are From Venus #part 2

Assalamualaikum dear ones :)

salam barakah jumaah..^__^

anyway, as i had been promised to all of us to continue my review on this super duper ohsem book, so here it is and we are focusing on women behavior :)

~ Women Are Like Waves~

 whattt? women are like waves. ouh.tskkkk. how sad i am to hear that. and actually my first impression towards this subtopic was errghhhhh. it is totally wr0ng! ngaha. but after i'd finished em all, i believe and 90% agree with it! :)

why is women like waves?

bcs when she feels loved, her self esteem rises and falls in a wave motion. when she's feeling really good and ohsem, she will reach a peak! but then suddenly her mood may change and her wave crashes down. but u shud take note ya. the crash is just temporary. :)

the formula is = let her reaches the bottom of seabed , then her mood will shift back and she'll be the most beautiful and calm waves that crash the coastal .

when a woman's wave rises, she feels she has an abundance of love to give, but when it falls, she feel emptiness and needs to be filled up with loves.

How Men React to this Waves


a man assumes that her sudden change of mood is based solely on his behavior. right?. when she is happy, he takes credit and be happy to0, but when she's unhappy he feels responsible. and guy may feel so frustrated because he doesn't noe how to make things better.

one minute she seems happy, and so he believes he is doing a good job! but then, the next minute she is unhappy, he is shocked because he thought he was doing well. right?.

first and foremost, DON'T TRY TO FIX IT.


~ if you try to fix it, actually you are make things getting worse. if you try explaining to her that she didn't need to be upset, she'll be more misunderstood and distressed.


~ when a woman moves into her 'well', he needs to learn that this is when she needs him the most! and it is not a problem to be solved or fixed, but an opportunity to support her with unconditional love. 


~ don't prevent ur partner from "going down", or " bottoming out", don't try to rescue her by pulling her up., let her hit the bottom before she could come up. :)


~ what she needs is someone to be with her as she goes down, to listen to her while she shares her feelings, and to empathize with what she is going through.even it's hard to do, just offer her your full attention, love, support and accompany her as her wish.:)


~ and ouhh! i know all the men will get confused why she is still not okay after he practiced listening to her. right? 


~ what man shud know is, when woman goes into her 'well', if she feels supported, she doesn't necessarily feel better right away. she may feel more worse. i mean, she will be more sad and gloom. but actually that is a sign that his support may be helping. his support may actually help her to hit bottom sooner and then she can and will feel better. 


~to genuinely come up, she first needs to hit the bottom. that is the cycle of woman waves and emotions! so just give her your support and when she looks more upset, leave her for a while and she will be much better. arghh. it is complicated right. yeah. but by accept this fate of woman, you might feel much better and no stress! :)


~anyway, through understanding that a wave must hit the bottom before it can rise again, man can release his expectations that she'll immediately feel better in response to his assistance. get it? 


~bydaway. when a woman comes out from the gloomy mood, she becomes her usual loving self again. this positive shift is generally misunderstood by men. a man typically thinks that whatever bothering her is now completely heal or resolved. 

~but when there's crashes again, similar issues will arise. when her issues come up again, he become impatient bcs he thinks they have already been resolved. without understanding the wave, he finds it's hard to validate and nurture her feelings. and when woman's unresolved feeling recur again, he may respond inappropriately by saying ;

• how many times do we have to go through this?
• i'v heard all this before
• when are you going to get off it?
• i don't want to deal with this again
• this is ridiculous. we are having the same argument again
• why do you need to be so complicated
• i can't understand you anymore, you are so weird.

 ! WARNING SIGNS FOR MEN THAT SHE MAY BE GOING INTO HER WELL OR WHEN SHE NEEDS HIS LOVE THE MOST !

she feels                                    she may say

overwhelmed                          "there is so much to do....

insecure                                  " i need more....

worried                                   " but..what about..

confused                                 " i don't understand why..

exhausted                               " i can't do anything more..

hopeless                                 " i don't know what to do.

passive                                   " i don't care. do what you want...

demanding                              " you should....

mistrusful                                " what do you mean by that..

the 2nd way to react towards woman waves is by UNDERSTANDING NEEDINESS~
don't ask her why,what and how..but just accompany her through her bottom mood. man should know that :

•  a man's love and support cannot instantly resolve the problem or woman's issues, his love however can make she feels safe.
• a woman going into her well is not a man's fault or because of his failure, it's just because of herself. thinks too much and feels that she is not the best if anything bad happen.
• a man does not have to fix her problem, she is not broken at all..but just needs your love patience and understanding.

men should know that women are so complicated while there's a matter of feelings. but to help em' solve all the problems is not so complicated. just stay with her no matter what. your concern is enough rather than your effort to solve it. your warm breath is enough to calm her rather than your high IQ to settle it. your tight hug is everything to her during her bottom mood. 

anyway

" men argue for the right to be free, while women argue for the right to be upset "

" men want space, while women want understand "

:)

: )

thought

Assalamualaikum :)

nearly a week i'v been on holiday! and alhamdulillah.everything went well when we want it well! :) 

i hope that u olss have a great holiday yeah!  and ouh happy Friday. may today is the best day for us. and may today we will be more blessed by Allah. insyAllah.

and there's nothing much i wanna share,just a few quotes which i got it from my reading. and now, i'm on my way to finish up reading Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus. just have a time to read it. bcs i'm sooo busy mengalahkan perdana menteri.ahaks! sila percaya ;p

i really hope what i might share really help us to be much much better especially to me.ouhh.it just a reminder for me actually ;p

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“Life is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance, you must keep moving.” 
― Albert Einstein

" As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back "

Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.

- Dr. Seuss

" Kindness is the language which the deaf can hear and the blind can see. "

 “Smile at each other, smile at your wife, smile at your husband, smile at your children, smile at each other - it doesn't matter who it is ; and that will help you to grow up in greater love for each other.” 

" smile even there's a tear nearly drop "

:)