imperfect sha

assalamualaikum :)

howdy ya alls? may everyone of u always on HIS blast! :)

anyway. i think i dunt need to shout it out.or loud my voice. just type it slowly and deeply from my heart. yeah. to make it clear and to make everyone know tht my imperfect sumtimes makes me feel really happy because i have all of u with me :)

this anak abah and mama is imperfect person.and i'v never ever had any intention to act good or perasan bagus ke ape ke in front all of u.because i realize that, i have lotsa weakness. and my weakness actually makes everyone notice me. am i?. ngehe

i often fall sick.right? and yes, i always make mama and abah feel so uneasy with this distance. i fall on a straight way. i cry on a small reason. i gave up because i was so tired. but the same things came out from my mouth is I'M OKE. yeah. because i try to make it real that i'm oke. and gonna be oke :) tolonglah percaya sy!

i'm so pampered child. or senang ckp yeah. i admit that i ni teramatlah mengada. wahaa.==' sy memang tak boley org cakap kasar dgn sy. i can't ok!. sy tak bley berada dlm situasi tegang because i hate all those types of situation. nak gaduh.nk ckp2 kasar.please, not in front of me. sy sedey nanti =='.

i really love to be loved and shared my love with ppls i care.till sometimes i forget the limits =='. till sometimes i make ppl misunderstand my way. they though i wanna be in love with. OMG. i'v my dear and only one.

i constantly makes mistakes day to day. because i'm imperfect person. but insyAllah, i will learn and grow up as a better person, haruslah LEBIH MATANG in wutever situation because i'd really determined i wanna stand by my own. tidak mahu menyusahkan sesiapa lagi. but i need you my dear one to support me.to guide me.to scold me.to pinch me. if i stick with my intractability. wehuuuuu.=='

million thnks to everyone.to my dear one who is always giving me opportunity to be better and spirit me ups! :D

if HE said so.then it will :)

assalamualaikum everyone :) Alhamdulillah oAllah :). Subhanallah. :) recently i'd faced lotsa challenges in my life. inner conflicts within my self. which i dun't really sure why am i being like that. and actually that was one of d reason why i keep on silent from blogging. i love to blog with love feeling :) but when it was gone a while.then i need to stop it a while. i dunt want to write with my unstable emotions. tak bagus.tak bagus. right? he's d reason why i chose to blog. then yes.we have a lil bit conflicts so my blog is just a place to spider web :p. upssss! ~ and now.alhamdulillah.we have settled it well :), and yes. with no doubt. i do love him.more and more and. please. pray for us. to be together forever to live happily hereafter insyAllah :) tq dear ones! ;) personally. alhamdulillah :) i am very lucky to have a wonderful man like him.just like my abah. his patience level's so high to guide me and tied me up! :). three years through all our ups and downs, insyAllah i'll standing right beside you no matter what. to make it lasts. and to make d years become infinitee years. till our last breath. insyAllah. have you ever noticed dear ones, to be lasts in relationship that's y we need a man. man that acts as a captain. and yes. he is d good one for me :), i ask for him to go from me. but he sticks with me no matter what. and alhamdulillah. yes.he's still mine. that's y our prophet Nabi Muhammad s.a.w said that man is a leader. because man can think and act wisely in wutever situation.but woman.arghhh.memang fail la kan.=='. emosi itu nombor satu. kan kan.==' insyAllah, i'll try to be much much better to you.

this is my twins :) and insyAllah. we'll always be a twin now and forever. amin. ^^,

salam jumaah :)

assalamualaikum everyone :)

howdy ya all ya? it's been a long long i'm not posting any entry due to load load load of works. plus with keadaan hati yang tidak menentu. astaghfirullah~.
but ALHAMDULILLAH..everything is just fine now. thanks dear ALLAH :)

anyway. i just finished my praktikum fasa 1 at SK KUALA PERLIS. only a month there but i feel so0o exciting! seronok sngt berada di sane. and the best thing more, it is near the beach! hari hari buley tengok laut and keindahan alam yg sngt sngt cantik. :). calm~

and starting from today. i'll blog again :). akn curi2 masa utk berblog. to share everything here. kesian encik blog shayeee ni. hehee

anyway peeps. later on i'll continue. my tummy starts to kriukkriukkkruiiikkk. ouh i'm so hungry rite now! lets start c0oking :)

tadaaa syg2 semua :)