hiatus mood.

assalamualaikum :)

hai. howwa ya everyone..:) semoga Allah merahmati kamu semua

anyway peeps.
i'll stop blogging for a while.
i need to be more serious thinking about my life frm now on.
think what act i wanna achieve in my life.
seems there's nothing succeed i'v achieved.

and i'm not in a good mood to post anythings =,=

bcs i need to type with my lovey dovey mood.
fun.exciting!..

but now i feel everything was gone.
mood yang tidak menentu. i'm not PMS okeh!.
i just dunno y.
da pandai marah marah.

and today. i'v mad to a litle kiddo.i really mad to her.
and this is my first time i show my anger. ~astaghafirullah hal'azim.=='
and yes.
i feel so sad.~astaghafirullah hal'azim.

i'm so sorry dear. yes. i'm a bad aunty ever


i cry hardly after all my stupid done things.
i can't control my anger.
such a stupid me.

and now. sleep is the best way to get away from anythings.

no facebook.
no blogging.

and yet. my phone shows its early symptoms to waste my money. aha.
so maybe no phone after this. who'll know it rite?.

sorry for all d wrong doings.
May ALLAH bless each of you. and pray for my goodness ya ;)

salam. take care everyone! ^__^

boys part 2

assalamualaikum :)

boys part 2# *bkn mengutuk.tp mcm nk memuji mereka plak* ;p

hai.hai hell0. howdy ya all? hopefully fine there with bunch of smile and blessings from Allah. ameen . senyum semua ^_______^

hehe. neway. saya nk share ngn korang ttg my fresh experience. siyes berlaku sebelah telinga je. haha.

berlaku petang td di bangku berehat shopping mall. *harus dirhsiakan shopping mall apa* motif? mengada. oke. sambung. and i was alone there waiting for mama and my lil sis grab ape ape yg diorang nk grab sementara tunggu jam 5 ptg.kenapa 5 ptg? sbb tunggu my abah abis kerja then nak pegi makan besar. besarla sngt! aha ;p kenapa sy xikot diorang cuci mata. haha sebab bnyk barang da grab and mama told me to sit there, letak all those bag shopping sbb diorang nk cuci mate without any burden.oke. sedih.kesian sy terpaksa menjaga load of things tu!. *sigh* =='

oke macam lari topik mari kite tekan butang restart semula. haha sha.be serious sha! =='

oke oke. this is serious time babeh. lelaki pompuan kakak kakak abang abang. eh especially ompompuan la kan. okeh. today i'v experiend sendiri listened to the mengumpat ngumpat from guys mouth. and they were talking about us . GIRLS. ya GIRLS!.heyyy. anyway xdela panas bontot sngt eh silap panas telinga sngt denga sebab i think, apa yang diorang ngumpatkan itu is 98% true out of 2%. aha :D

and to top thing up, apa yg dimengumpatkan itu was about girls fashion trend and to be more specific pasal pemakaian tudung la kan. *luckily i'm not wearing shawl at that time* aha.

situation 1 :
a group of girls *mcm budak sekola* hang out together and having fun tgk tgk wayang kot.makan makan. *rekacite*. semua style dyrang mostly same je. shawl berbelit belit bagai.

boy 1 : tgk tu da macam apa da. isk. budget cun.
boy 2 : ko tengok yang gemuk tu mcm xsesuai je nak pakai shawl gitu
boy 3,4,5 laughing slowly.

situation 2 :
two girls still with the same style tp ni cm a bit seksayyyy skit. and over make up. mata xnak kalah. eyeshad0ww plus eye liner nak lawan retis kot. aha ;p

boy 1 : perghhhhhh. usha.usha kasik dyrang perasaan skit
boy 2 : haha mcm mcm la dyrg ni. terikot ikot trend sngt.
boy 3 : pasni kite tgkla trend ap plak. dyrg ingat cun kot.tp cm peliks je.

then suddenly, i feel that few boys tu tgk sy. haha sib baek sy pakai biase je. cewah! xd shawl. malas sbb solat, so susah nk betol betol cabut cabut. aha.

after that,one of the boy yg duk betul betul sebelah saya cakap. *sebelah kerusi lain* bkn sebelah sentuh sentuh bahu. ouh. nouuu =='. and his words sounded clearly la. :D

"weh, aku kesian tgk dak dak pompuan skrng. mcm terikot style sangat.nak ikot pn berpada pada jugakla jgn smpai mcm funny gile*

oke.habis cerita. :D then let us make some conclusion.

girls. actually nk ikot trend ke ape ke xsalah. nk berfesyen tu bagus sbb melambangkan diri kita rite. tp tula berpada pada la kan. jgn terikat sngt dgn fashion fashion yg dibawa oleh orang orang fames. we should have our own fashion our own style. :)

sebab tak semua orang sesuai dgn fashion or style yg dibawa or ditonjolkan tu. but it's still not wr0ng kalau nak try and so0o teringin nak try that style. just go on with ur wish. tp minta opinion from others such as sisters or best friends. :)

i as a girl, ekceli rasa mcm nak ckap kt those boys to shut up their mouth. rasa cm malu plak bile denga dyrang kutuk kaum sejenis. yeyy IDOP POMPUAN!. aha. tp ekceli juga kutuk kutuk diorang tu membina and i admit it. bcs i can see it wif myself. there's lotsa ppls yg sangat sangat terikut dgn style.

oke let me share my experience sendiri la since i'v try all those style. *budget betui* =='. aha.

sy penah je pakai shawl. tp bila try bebelit belit rasa rimas gila. =='.mmg la cm comel je. tp yg menanggong kerimasan tu sy. hooo. so now,sy da kurang pkai shawl unless pakai with my own style xnk bebelit belit giles giles tu. aha.

cakap je shawl jenis apa. style hana tajima. yuna. FL. semua da try da. tp tula, that are their style.not my style. so diorang pakai cantikla kan..sy pakai da mcm ...oke lantak.tanak cakap macam ape. haha ;p

but siyesly, my lil sis pandai pakai shawl and she has her own style la kot. sbb bile die pakai nmpk comel je. and nmpk die sngt selesa with it. :)

last but not least all beautiful ladies. fesyen itu harus la kan! harus :) tp berpada pada. much much sweet kalau ad identiti diri tersendiri. pakai ikut keselesaan bkn ikut kesesese. kesese ape pun tatau la. aha. oke merepek =='.

follow your own intuition. :). sebab tu kadang kadang harus juga berkawan rapat dengan cermin. sebab cermin itu jujur la jgak. bleyla. jujurla. ek?. aha.

the most important things are :

TRUST YOURSELF.CONFIDENT.SMILE yes.you are beautiful :)

carlie mary jane ♥

comel aite. :)

it wasn't a s0o latest design from crocs. but neway it's still the one of the latest one :D

chekidout babeh bout my gf mary jane :D.

The Crocs™ Carlie Mary Jane features:
* Supportive transparent TPU upper material lets Crocs™ take you to the next level of color and style.
* Wedge heel provides extra croslite™ material underfoot for more cushioning. Footbed features croslite™ material circulation nubs for a massage-like feel.
* Non-marking croslite™ material outsole.
* Signature crocs™ holes allow for breathability and jibbitz™ charms personalization.

why do i chose crocs.

first of all crocodile is my faveret shoes evahhh.. doesn't matter it comes from crocodile or crocs. they were a differ product but as long as it is yawwww crocodile :)

both of these types of shoes make me feel so comfort. :)
its cushion design buat kaki tak sakit tau!.
compare to others brand. seperti pierre cardin. mahal sngat mahal tp xcushion macam crocodile. i keep on trying other brands but i find out that crocodile is much better :)

and from my opinion guys, other brands are expensive because of its branded itself. macam vincci kan most of their shoes ada design yang cute mute but unfortunate, selalu keras keras mcm pakai kasut kayu and xcushion macam crocodile. *sigh*

okela. xnak complain bnyk2 takot kene saman. hehe
for much better try it yourself :)

quality is vital for our health. ehe ^__^

anyway, siapa ada idea or something to share about their experience? hehe *budget*

:D

okela salam :)




#selitselit ; why when i smile my spectacles is moving? =,=. haha

susah itu harus bersama :)

i pray for him.

i pray for his happiness.

i pray for his journey of life get ease from day to day.

oh Allah.You are the ONLY ONE who can make my pray become reality.

i beg you o'Allah.

do give away all YOUR BLESSING towards everyone i love.

amin.

:)

pernah rasa susah hati kalau orang lain susah hati?.

harus la kan.

instinct saya sngt kuat.
no wonder i was not so in a good mood these past few days.
keep on dreaming all not so best dream. =='.
eventhough sehari tu termimpi dapat anak twins plak! aha. seronok.tp tetap susah hati kalau awk susah hati.

macam tak best feeling ni.

sangat tak best.

sincerely.

i do not so care about msg-ing 24/7. i just need to know that he was in a good condition. as we are not so selalu bermsg. but i do love this way now. :)

but once. he was not in a good condition.
i feel so uneasiness. =,=

rasa nak amik kunci kereta abah yang boleh speed 150km/h tak terase pape and speed to him right now. yes. right now.

not for anything.
just want to see his smile.
smiling happily. *hopefully*
with his big cute tummy. aha. ♥
relieved. :)

dear.
life is not as easy as writing wut you want on a piece of paper then it'll miraculously happen.
life needs sacrifice and hard-hurt feelings to achieve what we want.
but patience need to be in d highest level in your heart.
insyAllah.
i'll be by your side as long as you want me to

:)

anyway. do not pursue high achievement of number's scoring. but pursue as much as possible knowledge to guide you throughout your entire life :)






♥ ya. insyAllah always ♥

^_^

excitement & double joy!

yes. i was so excited with all nature stuff! :D.

saya tado kampung nk rase kehidupan kampung. jadi mmg jakonla kome. ;p
so.ni tumpang kampung mane ntah. semua keje abah! :D.
thnks babah.love u much more :)

boys.sometimes you are so annoying

assalamualaikum. hai :)

enrti berbaur panas.panas. ahaha. *my heroes are not included* :D

assalamualaikum boys gentle gentlemen sekelian :D. harus highlite itu kerana ini utk mereka yng membaca. ehemm!

ekceli this is my long lasting wish to post about this topic. tp mcm br tercapai hajat sbb br ter ter. ahh. tanak bitau! :p

oke. pada saya terkadang sikap lelaki ini sngt menyampah! oke. sangat!.
cantik ke tak cantik ke ade je bunyinya. ace try diam je mulut tu boley? haha. ;p
kalau kiterong kasik comment hebat kencang macam taufunnn kang br tau!.

oke.paling menyampah bila :

PAKAI BAJU BARU.

~ ala adatla tu ompompuan suke beli baju pakai baju baru. fitrah ompompuan kan. kalau mahu puji,puji ikhlas la. tak perlu nampak puji tu macam keji je. ==, aha. so rant la aite.. sorry! =,=.. yg kite dah dah syok kene puji tetibe rase macam nak nanges je bile rase puji itu adalah keji!. janganla keji as long as, it's not so over. cuma nampak lain aite. tapi kadang kadang keji tu sebab terkejut kot nmpk gadis itu lain tidak seperti hari hari biasa. nampak cantik so harus dikeji sebab takut hati terpikat!. wahaaa. skemanya my ayat! ;p


PAKAI MAKE UP.

~mekap salah tak mekap salah. korang nak cmne sebena?. don't b too particular about something. just let it be as long as mekap itu tak seperti opera cina nampak mate aje! anyway, retis retis yang u ols puji yang u ols suke tu xmekap ea?. aha. fullstop.

SENYUM KAT GUYS LAIN.

~ ha. ni bkn hero hati yang marah. ni lalaki lalaki yang tak sepatutnya nak marah.nak tegur. *Pfttttt. sabar je lan kan. ape salah ke kalau orang da senyum kat kite.kite senyum balik kt orang tu. doesn't matter la tht person is guy or girl. senyum itu sedekah. senyum ikhlas tak membawa apa apa makna tersirat. tade udang di sebalik mee pun. sebab mmg masak xpakai udang.pakai ayam je! *haahaha merapu. giless* ;p

~totally rase mcm budak sekolah rendah tau kalau senyum kat lalaki lain tabley!. uuu. kite bukan nak kawen ngn die pun. kite senyum sebab die senyum kat ite..eeii.amu ni!. haha. it's not funny oke!.==,


arghh. entri melepaskan perasaan lagi kan.

ya ya.
i know. girls pun ade attitudes yang so0o and maybe double annoying.tp tak kesah. janji i da lepas yang terbuku di hati!. haha.

well hey girls. keep it up babeh. say cheese. kiss cheek.muah.muah.

~*jln penuh sopan~. daaaa~ :p

tengok diri.tepuk dada. jawab sendiri.

*i warn you. entri ini entri melepaskan perasaan. bukan pd sesiapa. no specific pers0n. tp to those yang terlintas di depan mata naknak sejak jad kaki tv tegar! haha.*

baru nak cakap ASSALAMUALAIKUM. :D *sila jwb dlm nada penuh tawaduk* =,=


recently, sejak jadi kaki tv tegar. tak heran nak buat bingit rumah sebab berebut remote astro plus menipu sunat terhadap my niece, mengatakan cart0on HANDY MANNY or JACK and THE PIRATES dah habis kt DISNEY JUNIOR. *lantak*. biar terasa jahat pun.tp sebab da kaki tv tegar sekarang ni! haha

sebab kadang kadang *muke penuh jujur*
tengok tv kerana suka melihat karenah manusia. macam cite MERLIN. i love ARTHUR and MERLIN. ARTHUR tu comel dan ensem. muka die cool je. MERLIN lak cantik dan gorjes! aha. oke merepek lebih. tanak.tanak.sekarang perlu fokus.

kadang kadang korang.kite kurang sedar. mungkin lupa juga. alah biasa itu.lupa itu sifat manusia. tp sebab itu lah Allah jadikan akal dan dr akal timbul buah fikiran. dr buah fikiran itu timbul pulak gerak geri/tindak tanduk manusia.bukan tanduk bola. or wut so ever. *haha*.gelak sikit je!

hish. nk cakap ape sebenanye niii!

oke.nak cakap. tp sebelum cakap nk bg satu malay idioms. " KERANA MULUT BADAN BINASA" "KERANA MULUT PERUT BINASA". eh eh tade kaitan. haha ;p. *ade yg teraseeee x?* ;p

oke. back to that idioms.

benda ni biasany berlaku dalam kalangan kita. kulit yg tak bape putih. mate xbape sepet ==, makan sambal belacan ulam petai. kentot tak tentu masa tak tentu tempat. aha.

orang melayu. oke. sy bercakap utk diri dan utk semua orang melayu khasnya :), mostly mengamalkan mulut yang "cakap lepas". cakap lepas tu ekceli bagus. sbb takkan berlaku revenge revenge busuk yang terlalu lama. kire ckp on that time, then hug hug kiss kiss.oke la kan insyAllah :)

tp kalau cakap lepas tak reti nak hug hug kiss kiss balik ni payah. sangat payah. sangat penat nak berdepan dgn manusia sebegini ragamnya!. *ape ayat bm macam merapu!*.aha

"cakap lepas" kalau tak kena tempat bley wat orang yang terkena air liur tak sempat nak tepis tu pedih hati sampai ke ulu hati tahu!. haha.~.

" eh ko ni gemok sangat apehal, xjage makan ke ape. duk umah bahagia sakan"

" eh, knape la careless sangat, takkan nak suruh cuci pinggan pun cuci macam orang tade tangan"

and wut so ever contoh yang tak reti la nak kasik sebab jarang berdepan face to face dgn situasi begini. cuma terkadang adela mama cerita skit skit kehidupan msyrakat sekeliling. *mama is d best counselor everrr* :)

kenapala perlunya sikap nak curse orang dgn kata kata kesat macam kertas pasir!.

yes. everyone ade kelemahan.ade keburukan.ade salah silapnya. everyone tak sempurna. sbb hanya Allah yang sempurna segala-galanya. kite ni hanya hambaNya. so of course, wajib.mesti. harus ade kelemahan tersendiri.

macam saya. saya ni bnyk kelemahan. physically tanak mention sebab itu ciptaan Allah yg terbaik utk saya. :)

tp mungkin sikap saya yang kadang kadang malas, tak bertindak segera dgn arahan mama plus abah, bangun tido susah. solat tak on time. tak reti nak bergaul dgn orang. yes! i admit it. tp syukur alhamdulillah, mama and abah sekali pun tidak pernah nak marah or pukul pukul. d best way is they show the good example to me and all my sibs. :) so lame lame harusla terikut ikut dengan tingkah laku mereka.

tp ini tidak, ada setengah manusia, yang merasakan dgn penghinaan torture yang hebat hebat akan buat org lain sedar. naah! salah sama sekali dong!~

untuk orang yang sedang mengalami masalah kerana silap dirinya sendiri, penghinaan marah marah bukan lah jln yang terbaik. apa yg terbaik ialah memberi kata kata semngat terhadap dirinya. biarpun die telah melakukan kesalahan yang paling besar dan tidak dpt dimaafkan.

nak marah marah tak gune juga sbb benda da berlaku, nasi da jadi bubur. marah marah buat sakit tekak habis saliva rugi ouhhh!~

yang perlu adalah kata kata semangat utk dirinya supaya dia berusaha dan lagi bersemangat utk mengubah kehidupannya kpd yang lebih baik. hatta si penagih dadah sekali pun :). masih tetap manusia punya hati punya perasaan :)

atau paling mudah. ingat. sebelum mulut mengeluarkan kata kata kesat seperti kertas pasir itu, bayangkan sja kalau orang lain menghina kita lebih kesat dr kertas pasir! arghhh.tragisny rase.

so. tengok diri *comel ke tidak*. ahha
tepuk dada.
tnya diri
"aku ni suka menghina orang ke"
JAWAB SENDIRI.

renung renungkan :)

kbai!

experience lasts long. :)

the joy shared make it double! :)

pesan mama :)

assalamualaikum. hai.

how's ur holiday peeps!.ahHa. *utk yg cuti sem sje aje,kejam aite!* ;p

anyway, i just coming bck from my vacation. actually. lotsa vacation sometimes makes me tired. and sort of bored. and now.i prefer flight as my transportation. sbb maybe da jemu berpanas berpeluh dan lenguh segala. aha. bukan x bersyukur. yups. syukur alhamdulillah. sbb ad peluang nk tgk sgala ciptaan Allah. but. i'm just hope for something better. :). semoga hasrat mama dan abah utk bw sekeluarga ke umrah nex year tercapai. *insyAllah* :)

oke. tutup cerita vacation.

mari renung kata kata mama. kata kata mama along our journey to the north of this lovely dovey country!.aha. and yes. my mama was our great st0ryteller ever and my babah was her assistant.;p, so this two combination make our journey happening and feeling utk tido mmg kureng krn mama and abah were non stop talking about everything. plus added with stinky fart competition!. haha. i'm not included. yayyyy =,=. haha. *busuk!*






neway dear..everything were fully-deeply meaning. :)

pesan mama :

grab the opportunity to see all the beautiful creatures with your naked eyes, and great SUBHANALLAH. to all HIS GREAT CREATION. :)








pesan mama lg.

SMILE in wutever situation are you facing of. sometimes dear, when we are grief stricken, try to cure your own self with smiles. or phrase the name of ALLAH to make us feel better. take a deep breath and calm yourself to face all the sorrow.

SMILE to everyone. :) even to our enemy .errr, anyway enemy shouldn't exist in our life. but to those who had enemies. be friend wit em and much better not try to hate them more deeper. it was a l0ss. not a profit! :).

SMILE as it was a sunnah. our prophet Nabi Muhammad S.A.W always smile throughout his day/life. and when the prophet smiles, everything around him seems like a beautiful shines. SUBHANALLAH~ :)





lots of smiles and laugh make life more cheerful :).
heal the sorrow and depression. ^___^

pesan mama lg :

money can buy anything. but money is not everything :)

yes. i do agree with it. money can but anything but it is not everything.sometimes, ppl with lotsa money, don't ever get their happiness that's why they are so greedy pursuit of properties. and sometimes, ppl who lack of properties is more happy compared to em. :). love are anything and everything :)

bukan beerti duit xpenting. penting! tp duit bukan segala gala. it's more than enough act when we able to eat all those kinds of nyummylicious dishes., get an education, make some charity donation 'zakat', go on vacation etc. cukup sangat.alhamdulillah. what's more important, to those who are affordable, menunaikan haji itu perlu bg yg berkemampuan :)

i adore my mama and babah so much esp. on their budget of life! :)

selitselit: "duit banyak mane dapat pun, takkan cukup. lg banyak gaji lg tinggi kehendak.". * mohon dijauhi sifat sebegini* amin.~


that's what we called life. life is about everything!. life is like a novel rite? or should i say actually novel is about life. because without life there's no story and the existence of novel. :)

when love is observed.love is preserved :)

hai.assalamualaikum. :)

this is the second week in DECEMBER. oke.
starting to count. when my holiday'll be ended. *sigh*


well. this is my lovey dovey romantika d amor mama and abah :D






oke guys.

who had seen one advertisement on tv, regarded my title today. find it.find it.find itt!. *nmpk sngt kerap tgk tv rite?* ;p

well i love this ad. :)
because it's about a kid!
and the kid was so cute. plus. it's about family love. :)

LOVE is something priceless!

everyone'll feel it no matter what.
yes. even it's just for a short time. you had feel it rite.
and no matter what it's. family love is a pure love :)

relationship of love gives you a sense of happiness and plus! family love's endless love. trust me. even sometimes, they are so annoying.but they are the best fight mate. nak gaduh tarik tarik rambut ngan adik pun besh sebab after that still bley make jokes at the dining table. rite?.

oke. let me spread the advantage of this advertisement i'v seen on tv.
it was really good for concern people like me. ahak!. sy sngt memberi tumpuan kpd iklan iklan tv yang cumel cumel!. :), unfortunate. i was so focusing on what message they'll deliver till i forget to memorize the product of the advertisement. haha.

anyway, it's a bout one family. when the father makes his picture with his mom as her wallpaper on phn, his wife was sulking at first. siap tumbuk bahu manje2 gitu!. aha. then, the father explains to his wife.

" if i show my love towards my mother to our son, then our son'll love you like i love my mom ".

:)

sweet rite. then the son follow his father footsteps. he makes his picture together with his mom as his wallpaper.

hence, that's why WHEN LOVE IS OBSERVED, LOVE IS PRESERVED. :)

so, we should apply this in our life. no matter what situation are we. love is important to maintain a harmony lifestyle.! :)

Love them as long as they are with you so that you wont regret someday as regretting is the biggest lesson to every human being.

^__^

pengemis tua.

assalamualaikum. :)

pengemis tua?. siapakah.

this was a thing that really touching my heart. no matter where i am. no matter how much i have.

sigh.

bukankah menghormati yg tua itu perlu ?

even they are not out parents, even they are not as clever as us. even they are not rich as us. even they are not as healthy as us. even they are not smarter. even they are not in good mental condition. wutever it is, they are old folks.so suppose to be respected!. should and compulsory be respected. *takenote pls*.

oke. kita fokus pd cerita si pengemis tua.

in this era. it's so hard la kan nk jumpe org yang betul betul tidak menghina dan tidak memulaukan si pengemis pengemis tua. kasihan mereka. aren't there any sympathize towards them? EVEN A BIT SYMPATHIZE. A BIT ONLY!.




i just can't understand why ppls keep avoiding this type of ppls. pengemis. are they t0o disgusted to u?. gosh. =='

lihat kaki.

sama sama ada dua kan?

sama sama diciptakanNya kiri dan kanan

lihat tangan

sempurna kan

lihat mata

sama sama sempurna juga kan.
walau tiada sinar bahagia.

lihat pipi

sama sama ada pipi *touchurcheek*
bezany gebu.kurus.lembut.kasar.kusam.kering.

lihat bibir

sama sama dikurniakaNya satu bibir.
cuma mungkin tiada senyuman diukir.


you can see all the physical appearances clearly rite dear ones. but please ,not once try to compared materially what you have with em. not once. because everyone has its own sustenance. Allah itu Maha Adil. :)

REMEMBER dear. tiny things will grow bigger if we alms with a great big heart. :)~ insyAllah.

takkan only rm 1 pun nak terlalu berkira dgn si pengemis tua. rm1 tidak menjejaskan kewangan pun rite. :), kasihanilah mereka. jangan menghukum mereka because there's no one wants to be world beggar. tapi andai itu takdir kehidupan mereka. tiada siapa berhak menghakimi.

tidak perlu membahaskan mereka dihantar oleh sindiket sindiket penipuan. kalau benar sekalipun dua kalipun tiga kalipun.. apa salahnya memberi dengan niat BERSEDEKAH. insyAllah ganjarannya besar. niat sedekah sahaja. :)

kadang kadang perlu juga.

pejam mata

bayangkan...

kita di tempat pengemis pengemis tua.

kanak kanak sindiket penipuan.

yang terpaksa menagih

megharap simpati

kamu kamu kamu yang berpoket tebal..

sedih.

apabila dihina

dimaki

dicaci

hanya untuk seteguk air

hanya untuk sesuap nasi


=='

sakitnya.!

kasihannya.!

sedihnya.!

KEJAMNYAAA manusiaa. =='


let us do some changes. berubah ke arah lebih baik insyAllah. simpan simpan la seringgit di dompet utk disedekah.

kenapa perlu menambah dosa diri yang telah sedia banyaknya dengan memaki hamun pengemis yang tiada salah silapnya.

fikir-fikirkan dan selamat beramal.


takenote*.
~tak perlu terlalu kedekut dan berkira kerana semua rezeki DIA yang punya. :)

alahhh.singgit aje! ^____^

cerita cuti.

assalamualaikum :D

haihaihaii..hari ni 1 disember suda :), alhamdulillah..

rasa mau buat sesi bicara rasa bersama encik blog. aha. even it's no hard feeling.tp rasa lama suda tidak buat sesi begini rite. ;p

today nearly 2 weeks da kot school holiday. and i was sitting lazily at home. during night only!. haha. siang siang jangan harapla kan nk duk goyang kaki. *sigh*

anyway, cuti cuti mcm ni seronok. even at first rasa bosan.yela sbb u students are not having their holiday so tiada sesi berdating dating bersama teman teman lama. and goshhhh. bored.=='.

abah with his busy-day-work-life. and mama t0o. so me?.i'm staying at home dgn baik dan sopan santun tersipu sipu menyambut mama dan abah pulang bekerja. aha. *hiperbola*. and playing with my talkative niece. yg non-stop gile talking. grrr.=='. till rasa mcm nak ggit pipi die sbb bnyk sngt ckp.even a tinyyyy thinggg okey!. anywayyy.anyhowwww..begitula dunia kanak.kanak. and her aunty is going to join her world. em.maybe?.aaha! ;p

cerita cuti ni mcm biasa. malas nak cerita.sebab karang mcm cerita my kindness. wahahhhhhh :p, tp nk cerita yg da biasa buat skrg ialah berebut astro remote with my niece. grrrr.=='. menjerit jerit menghalau kucing si fina. iaitu si garfu,si pendek dan si panjang!. haha. kadang kadang pelik juga kenapa sy takot kucen. haha.pelik.tp jangan dipelikkan sangatlah.sebab mmg reality takot. =='

sigh.

and again.cuti ini melayan adik sy juga. send and pick her up from tuition.alnasibla mmg anak anak abah xreti naik public trnsport =='. and ouh. gud news for myself. sy rasa sy da pandai sedikit naik public trnsport la. sebab da besar sikit. so da pandai berdikari. *tacingdgndirisendirik*.

and cuti ini juga ialah menemani abah ke setiap location outstation beliau. coming next ialah di port dickson. and next di penang.and mama t0o. so menemani abah sambil bercuti la kot. aha. *seronok* :D

ouh dear one.

my new faveret place is kitchen. i'll be in there for 24/7.
so anything.if u wanna find me. let's make a date in a kitchen.
any request of dishes pleaseeee.
wahaha ;p

gemok.la gemok sha oiiii!

anyway peeps. my next destination to pd is at TANJONG GEMOK BEACH. wat a funny and cute named!.haha.

TANJONG GEMOK! :p.

kbai!

eh.eh.

utk kamu.kamu.♥
walaupun kamu da pulang dari berentap di sana
i wish u best of all yah! ♥

jln jln jugak.menang pun mest jugak. weeee ;p

:D

spirit itu perlu :).

assalamualaikum peeps :)

howdy yours?. hopefully everything's just fine.

today is such a sweet number of date 1122011. :), i hope it's a number in my saving acc!. haha ;p


anyway, anyhow. SPIRIT. my feeling says that it's a main role in me.myself. without any spirit, it'll drop someone reputation. rite.:) * nodurhead*


what happens to the person who has never being encouraged by others.
what happens to the person who has lack of spirit in himself.
what happens to the person who has being degraded by others.


arghhhh. so stress rite!. try put ur situation on the other's shoes. of course they'll experience the pain more than the happiness. they'll make lotsa reasons and excuses of their failure due to lack of motivation.

sigh.

SPIRIT

spirit itu hanya satu.

spirit itu datang dari situ.

situ itu ialah hati yang satu.

:)

if our small hearts have the tremendous spirit,then everything insyAllah 'll become more ease. that's why, tite-relation is so important! :)

do love ur mama
do love ur abah
do love ur sister
do love everyone with whole-hearted!

insyAllah.
Allah will grant you with HIS super-rich love! :)

die with your dream :)

when we young..
we always have the dream to fly high~
we wish to achieve highest and the best one~
because we still young.
and we know it. we can do it! because we 'r YOUNG :)

after some time,
we getting older
we are afraid of our death
because there still a lots of things we must do
to achieve our dreams

but we are getting older.
we can do nothing because we are old enough.
we are not capable to do lots of things~

sigh.

so, that's why
i, you, we, they who are still YOUNG
and capable to do any good things in this tiny world
let us do it well
:)

because once we regretted our past, it was a waste.

renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal :)

one week holiday

this is really me!

both of my cheeks begin to appear

and my eyes become more smaller

and my chin will be double! ~ double chin! =='

and ouh my GOD!.

i need a diet.

yes. diet

even i know it's a everyday lying.

haha.

gosh=='

makan lagi.

assalammualaikum.

aha. entri yg jadi faveret sy!. makan lg. so what? :p

so, i think it symbolize me la rite yg suke makan. ehhh.silap. yg suke masak :p
phewww. anyway, i'm not a good cooker.so tht's y i need to stay 24/7 at the kitchen.*alasan*. haha

so here. i wanna share my chicken omelette recipes :)

actually this is second trial. but my first trial, i don't get the beauty lovey omelette sebab hancus lak~. xbesh betoi. and this 2nd trial. i was a bit excited sbb bejaya dpt bntuk omelette yg comey2 gitu. anyoyoyo~ :p

walaupun it doesn't look so nice.tp i really proud of myself *berdiritegaktabikhormat* ;p, surprisingly! abah and mama like it s00o muchhh!. :)

so just follow the steps ya! malas nak taip recipes :p

life.

let's take a minute deeply think!

:)

attitude

assalamualaikum :)

good monday everyone?

today was not my good day maybe. it was passively me. =='. blue monday for me today!. haiyarh. anything not went well. but i just came back from my short holiday. suppose to be happy la rite! and urghh. mungkin penat. aha. ;p

well, today. seems like i wanna share something with u ols lar. have u ever heard this phrase before?

" my attitude is based on how you treat me" - anonymous~

and i think, it is one profound words that should b understanding by everyone. bukan lihat kata-kata itu pd dasar shj! :), yet you or suppose to be we la kan. we need to understand its meaning deeply.

" i will be nice to you if you be nice to me "

yes of course la kan, kalau org buat baik ngn kite mmg akan dibalas dgn baik.and vice versa, tp kenapa sumtimes masih ad org yg susah nk buat baik. masih susah nak amalkan good attitude yah?. bukan ke suda diajar dan dididik dr kecil, buat baik itu akan dpt pahala so we should grab the opportunity to do the kindness no matter to whom :)

tapi tak salah juga utk buat baik pd org yg buat jahat pd kite. besar pahalanya insyAllah..:)

oke. berbalik pd phrase itu sebentar td.* cewahhhayatmcmprofesor* ;p

my attitude is based on your treat to me.

how our momma and dadda's treat us, it'll reflect back on our attitude, kalau baik didikanny, maka baiklah perangainya.

how the teacher treats the students, then the feedback'll appear on student's attitude.

how the employer treats the employee, then the result is based on company production.

how the government treats the residents, surely our countries'll develop successfully!


so, sudah terang lg bersuluh. life is based on give and take concept! rite?

kalau rasa nak orang bercakap baik dan berkelakuan baik dgn kite, y dun't we do it first. :)

and that's what i try to do it now. insyAllah akan istiqamahla..:)

hijrah niat itu hijrah paling besar :)

anyway.

salam maal hijrah everyone! ^______^

homemade instant dishes :D

hye assalamualaikum guys :)

today is my 2nd day weekdays at home. happy homey ^__^, and i'm still finding d best things to do after i'v done doing all the house chores. and sadly my hand becomes more rough.=='. btw, old folks phrase " kalau tgn kasar, maknany rajin wat kerja umah, kalau salam dgn mak mertua mesti mak mertua puji hebat". aha~ tht's wht i used to hear from my mama.my macik2 sedara and oldest ppl frm me. yay~, and i guess, one bottle of my baby lotion could last for few weeks only. and mybe 3 or 4 bottles for my whole holiday. aha ohsem betoi!

and to top things of. recently, i realise that i grew up older. maybe?. hekkk. ;p, i can see how my mama can relax happily watching tv,because i'm here to tidy all those things and to prepare all the foods~ alhamdulillah dear ones, that's what i really want to do.with my tiny attempt, i hope i can make mama and abah smile for the whole day. insyAllah.:)~ biaq tangan kasaq pun! ;p

anyway, here i wanna to share something with u ols. kerana tiada kerja spesifik yg perlu dilakukan,so i love to spend my time at the kitchen. haha. oke.~ =='. and reveal something new and interested. yesterday, i did the best creamy mocha drinks. haha. just an instant way and the most saving one. ngeeee.0___0

let us try to do it again!~

CREAMY MOCHA ICE DRINKS

1. instant mocha drinks~
2. ice cube
3. blend mocha together with ice cube and one scoop of vanilla ice cream
4. then serve it in the cute glass
5. put a few scoops of vanilla ice cream to test it best!



happy trying :D

and here is my second-instant idea dishes :D

CHICKEN-BALL with ONION and VEGE FRITTERS~

1. AYAMAS chicken ball
2. bawang besar- dipotong mayang
3. daun bawang
4. slices of carrot
5. flour - agak2 utk dimasak berapa banyak
6. chilli powder/ chilli blend
7. a bit of serbuk kunyit
8. a bit of oregano powder and a bit of salt
9. mix all the ingredients, gaul hingga sebati semua bahan, rasa bg ckup rasa.nyum!
10. masukkan a bit of soda bicarbonate powder.
11.then, fry it with medium oil. :)

FRITTER'S chilli SAUCE

1. gula kabung/ gula melaka
2. bawang merah 1 biji
3. bawang putih 1 ulas
4. chilli blend/chilli boh
5. garam dan gula seckup rasa

cara utk masak :

1. mula-mula blend bahan 2-4
2. tumis semua bahan ini dengan minyak sedikit
3. then masukkan gula kabung/gula melaka
4. biarkan sehingga gula betul2 sebati dgn bahan tumis,tunggu sehingga sos betul betul pekat dan mendidih
5. masukkan gula dan garam secukup rasa as u wish :D
6 . it's done! :)

p/s : sos ini sesuai juga dimkn bersama popia homemade :D

happy trying! :).it feels double triple nyummy when terbite chicken ball!.aha :p






nyumy2.:D

selamat mentry! :p

to do list :D

hye guys assalamualaikum :)

proudly shout here! i'm on HOLIDAY. yayyy! :)

alhamdulillah.this is wut i really really extravaganza ~extremely waiting for! haha.*hyperbola*.

holiday without any burden.without any study stress.without any load of esaimen. without any load of projects. and without any class~. *seronok amat*

hence, dear ones, i guess,i need to plan my holiday lar rite. to avoid from boring-mengade-ternak lemak etc puny activity yg tidak menyihatkn badan.phewwwwwww~ and rase2 mcm mahu mencari kerja yg berkemampuan utk dilaksanakan. tetapi macam tidak mendapat sokongan padu dari insan tersayang di rumah especially my mama.==' sobs.sobs

maybe she wants me to be fully house maid :). seronok juga. i love to do house chores!, and ehem ehem mama. let us discuss about d payment. haha *demand* ;p, and my first job'll b starting by tomorrow. go to market, and do shop for one week stock. yay! :)

well, actually i need to plan it well to ensure i live in a healthy lifestyle. sy takut sy terlampau malas. and actually I'M NOT LAZY, but someone STOLE MY MOTIVATION, i'm only a victim .sobs ==' hahaha. mama cakap ini ayat helah bela diri. erk? maybe lar ;p




thus, i had make some to-do-list for me! reminder for me. ahaha :p.



yay. that's mine! hopefully berhasilla rite :D

sape yg gelak tgok to do list tu nt sy tembak pakai sh0tgun! :p. *shotgun tu ape pn tatau*. ;p.hahaha

kla babai~

here's the beginning of my ohsem holiday. insyAllah :)

school holiday

yes.

please wish me best for my holiday.ekk? cm exam lakk :p

kbai!

peoples

assalamualaikum~

salam barakah jumaat ^^,

well actually this is my stdy time. but unfortunately, as usual lar kan.malas itu prince dlm hati!. haha

actually, now i'm not in my comfort zone as everyone were so busy struggling for their exams and wanna pass with flying-rainbow-colours. yayy! haha. me? well, mama is my ever sporting momma's.! she motivate my each day with her besh phrase. "kalo rase nk hidup senang, belaja le". haha. makan dalam.sadis.sentap!tp sat tu jela sentapnya. kalo abah yg ensem dan cumel tu " kalo nak kawen cepat, cepat2 la abeskn belaja". abah support ea??.yayyyy! :p

oke. that was not my main point. i need to b serius.=='

peeps
hve u feel annoy to someone?.
mestila kan. it was a big lying if you said you'r not.
peoples keep on gossipin
peoples keep on comparing and complaining
peoples keep on afraid of something that shouldn't be afraid of pun
excited of something petty~

sometimes, we had to face all this, ya. i admit it. mmg xbley lari dari semua ni. because it's a life. life is like a novel. lotsa things happen in one novel.
but kalau terlalu sngt mnjadikan hidup ini hanya utk bergosip kdg2 org yg dgr pun jadi macam down giless. penat giless nak mendgr. and i just can't imagine how tired i'm if i love to gossipin non stop. senyum doplohpatjam pn da penat, ni nk cakap cakap doplohpatjam. xlalu lar kite!. =='

gossipn about others wealthy and healthy and beauty and blablabla~

" eh tgk tu pakai kete besar, ntah bnyk mne la die berhutang"

" eh da pegi haji la, mnela die dpt duit bnyk2 tu keje biase2 je" *astagfirullah*

" eh asyek tido hotel je, membazir"

" eh muke die da tade jerawat, pakai produk apela tu "

" eh die da kurusla, minum ubat apela tu "


these is rant oke. no need to bad-gossip lar.

all my dear one. the right way is you should be happy if seeing other ppls happy. kan lebih indah mcmtu :) no need to be jealous . no need to put a question mark on ppls sustenance. you should pray to Allah, to reward you with double triple rezeki yg melimpah ruah, you should pray to Allah to keep on His blessing towards all His slaves.

kejar harta dunia?. kejar kesenangan dunia.?. yes. it would never b enough. the more we get, the more we want. never be grateful.

setiap insan ada rezeki masing masing, ada kaya, ada yg sederhana hidupnya.ada yg kais pg mkn pagi, kais ptg mkn ptg. kais mlm tido la plak~ ;p, so hidupla dengan berhemah dgn cara rezeki yg kite dapat.

janganlah cemburu kalau lihat kejayaan org lain, jgnlah cemburu kalau tgk kesenangan org lain, janganlah cemburu kalau lihat org tu asyik shopping, da dia ad duit, biarkan.. kite xtahu mcm mane die manage duit die. mybe kite tgk die asyik shopping aje but to be truth, who knows he had donate some of his salary to fakir miskin. ~alhamdulillah.

and for those who were so lucky, lotsa of sustenance from HIM, use your property/money etc wisely. :)
don't be stingy. don't be selfish. :),

we are fortunate enough.
you are fortunate enough.
yes. i'm fortunate enough.
thanks Allah :)

wht's the most important thing, we are still able to breath, to survive for our next roller coaster journey of life :)


allhamdulillah~ :)

♥ love you like a love song ♥

here's something truly from my heart,

you were a dream.

now a reality

soon'll be my best man like abah ♥

~God's willing~ :)


we might not stay in touch everyday.every second. every minute or every hour.due to many reasons..
but i know.
and i want you to know
that i'm never stop thinking of you
just as you are always stay in my heart~ *insyAllah dear * :)

allow me to love you as long as He gives me the opportunity to do so.
allow me to be with you as long as you are my destiny He sends to me.
Allhamdulillah dear ones :), Allah knows best :)

He sends me the right one to share this love. this temporarily love in this tiny world, and i hope it'll permanently will be my last love till Jannah~. amin ^^,

" lelaki yg terakhir menjadi suami kepada seseorang wanita, adalah lelaki yg akan menjadi kekasihnya di syurga kelak dengan izin Allah."

dear, i hope you are my last man to be till my last breath. ~insyAllah.
however, i knew it right from the start we get to know each other, Allah wouldn't make my feelings towards you so comfort if HE knows that we'r not to be together after. :)
Alhamdulillah *__*
i'm really grateful to HIM for sending me a right person. insyAllah~
who has stick by myside throughout all the upside down journey of life


♥ constantly, boy you played through my mind like a symphony
there's no way to describe what you do to me
you just do to me, what you do
and it feels like I've been rescued
i've been set free
i am hypnotized by your destiny
you are magical, lyrical, beautiful
you are... and I want you to know baby

i, i love you like a love song, baby ♥












happy birthday dear :)

" growing old is mandatory, but growing up is optionally ".

my wishes to a great boy i'v ever known :)
dear, in soft gleaming day of sun, in soft gleaming night of stars ,i pray for all the shines bring joy and happiness to you.
may you always in Allah's blessing..

:)

♥ you!


the Almighty Allah.

Engkau telah menciptakan dia.
Engkau telah menemukan aku dengannya.
terima kasih Ya Allah di atas segala ketentuan ini.
terima kasih atas setiap pertemuan ini..
aku memohon padaMu Ya Allah..
aku sujud padaMu
agar dapat melaksanakan kehendak
dan rencana-Mu dalam hidupku bersamanya..

Ya Allah..
jika dia bukan untukku
jika aku bukan pemilik tulang rusuknya..
janganlah biarkan aku terus berlabuh mengharap cintanya..
kikislah kenangannya dalam hatiku..
Kau kurniakanlah kebahagiaan dalam hidupnya Ya Allah..
Kau gantilah kedambaan hatiku ini dengan kasihMu yang suci..

Ya Allah..
tetapi jika Engkau telah menetapkan dia adalah takdir hidupku..
satukanlah hati kami..
bantulah aku untuk mencintai..
bantulah aku untuk memahami..
bantulah aku untuk menjadi penyeri hidupnya..
berikan aku kekuatan..kesabaran untuk sentiasa menjadi penenang hatinya
kau tiupkan kepada hatinya Allah..
kecintaannya padaku..
agar dia dapat menerima segala kekurangan dan kelebihan diri ini
sebagaimana Engkau telah menciptakan aku..
yakinlah padanya ya ALLAH..
bahawa hati ini benar benar ikhlas menyayanginya
dan rela berkongsi suka duka kehidupan duniaMu yang sementara...

Allah yang Maha Pengasih..
dengarkanlah doaku ini..
hanya padaMu aku memohon..kerana Engkaulah perencana terbaik hidupku

Amin Ya Rabbal Al'Amin

:)

something weird happanggggss --'

assalamualaikum peeps :)

sekarang suppose to be masa utk stdyla kan.tp mood utk stdy hilang and mood utk berblog menggedik-gedik-online-tak-tentu-pasal ada plakkan. oke. =='

allow me to express my heart out!
yes.i'm a bit exhausted with my life these past-few days.
wait d meniteee. exhausted dan kepelikan kot.=='
it wasn't so weirdla but pelik jugala sikit.yes.

exhausted because i need to accompany mama shuttle here and there.come and back to mak long's house because there's something happens towards my lil cousin. *privacy thangss*

and suddenly on one fine day, when i was sopan giless tersipu sipu jogging at istana kuala kangsar's area, at the night my feet swollen sudden. oke sakit amat tatau nak cakap ape.crying non stop bdw alhamdulillah i'v superb mama and abah :)
and now my feet is still covered by bandage jalan pun macam si-capik!. grrr=='

that's what we called fate. Allah da susun macam tu utk diri saya, so i'v to accept it with my big heart ♥ :).insyAllah.

and here i wanna share with all my dear one :)
ape-ape musibah yg melanda, jgn lepas dr memohon sesuatu padaNya. kerana tiada ap yg lebih hebat dariNya.
ALLAHUAKBAR! ^^^,

:)

i'm answering you dear :)

assalamualaikum. hai peeps ^^,

howdy ya?. hope finee oke.

well hey. i wanna answering my bestie tag. haha. sorry dear.
i'm noob. 0__0
br reti maen tag2 ni. ngaha
well, i'm answering you sincerely no poyo-ly. aha

neway. today is her birthday.
happy birthday dear AA. *Amalina Afiqah*.
may Allah bless you every breath :)

and this cute girl had tag me in her blog. *find your own lar* privacy privacy. ahaha
and her's quest mmg killer perasaan betuiii. haha. terguris termalu nak terlalu jujur utk menjawab utk tang B.M I. oke papepun. kerana sayang beliau. here i come dear :)


1. what you do now?
now?. saya fhm utk mse skrg ni la. sy sedang menaip .aha :p

2. what's your BMI?
my BMI. ahaha. ahaha. malu giless nak bitauuu tp kerana sayang beliau :D

height : 157.5 cm
weight : 55 kg

3. do you like sport or not?
em.depends. dlu mase kecik2 minat giless sekrang da besau da kureng skit. kerana taut burn dan kerana malu kerana terlalu gemuk kot.*haha merepek dahhh*

4. do you already taken?
dgn tersipu sipu malunya, yes i am. insyAllah. may HE keep us together, rite my mr barney :)

5. what's your hobby ?
i love to do something interested; cooking and eating. aha :p

6. do you crush on someone else than your love?
sincerely not. :). i crush on ♥ him only. yayyyy .oh heyy. ade.ade i crush on abah :D
♥

7. date of your birthday?
5 APRIL in every year. :D

8. tell simple thing about yourself?
~ i'm simple. KEEP IT SIMPLE AND STUPID :.K.I.S.S.:


9. what do you hate about yourself ?
easily-crying eventhou whenever i see other ppls were crying i feel-like i wanna cry t0o even tade kene mengene langsung dgn sy. *sigh* =='

10. do love home cores?
very much k0t :). tak biasa tgk rumah besepah2. rimas tak selesa. :D

11. what do you think about me? ;)
you are soft-hearted even sometimes you said that you are strong. but deeply inside you'r crying hardly. high-considerati0n :). love you larhh! ♥

i'm done! hope you like it.haha *tetibe* ;p

oke.time to stdorrr :p.

let us do some refreshment :D

assalamualaikum peeps :)

there's been a long time since i'm not doing/less doing some refreshment of my mind. heyya! apo nk jadik. =='

but for my last holiday. mama and along sudden ask me to shop for some books at our faveretss eversss bookstore. MPH. MPh compares to BORDERS/KINOKUNIYA. i do love mph. once i entered BORDERS or else. terasa macam luxurious sngt. naah. i hate this feelings. it feels like i'm the stranger or to b exact i'm the poor stranger. haha. apela perasaan ni kan. macam tak bagus. =='. and once this feelings hardly ghost me. nak shopping books pun macam xmenarik. korang penah rasa x this feeling?. *humble sekejap*. haha :p

and our family rules is whenever mama asks us to go for book shop, then we'll heading to only bookstores and donate some cashssss to em'. haha. even it's up t0 $$$; shop only at the BOOKSTORE. ^^,. interesting aite?. ngaha. perasan. :p

oke. done. now i wanna share wif all my dear ones. especially my classmates who gonna b a special edu teacher :)

korang.korang. i'v find out some interesting novels by JUDI PICOULT. she's same goes with JOHN GRISHAM and other family book's author. menarik gilessss kau! and this novels doesn't cost much. only at rm40. but it gives u precious know-ledges :)




this novel tells us bout a boy with ASPERGER's SYNDROME. *google pls* :p
he’s hopeless at reading,do any social cues or expressing himself well to others, hence like many kids with AS, this boy *Jacob* has a special focus on one aspects tht's forensic analysis.

he’s always showing up at crime scenes, and telling the cops what they need to do…and he’s usually right. but then one day his tutor is found dead, and the police come to question him like as he's the main suspect.. but due to all of the hallmark behaviors of Asperger’s ; not looking someone in the eye, stimulatory tics and twitches, inappropriate affect – can look a heck of a lot like guilt to law enforcement personnel -, suddenly this boy find out he had done the murder maybe out of his mind/without his realization.

well hey, actually i'm still not done read this novels due to my more important need *study*. and deymmmmm sad! this novels was left at mama's house. =='. so i need to rush back la kalo cmtu. but then i still can think rationally lar. xkan mau balik perak just because to take this novels aite. okee. sadis dan tragis kerana bila bosan mcam xtau nk watpe. =='. well. malas nak merepek. sbb i still need to read forward thru this novels then br buley cegita.

bdway. HOUSE RULES looks at what it means to be different in our society, how autism affects a family, and how our legal system works well for people who communicate a certain way – but lousy for those who don’t.

testimoni utk JUDI PICOULT. :

i love you! because i know that you must hardly-researched insight into the pressures and challenges families face when a child has aspergers. and i highly recommend House Rules to anyone who wants to know what living with Aspergers can really be like, or anyone who is currently raising a child with aspergers :)

terima kaseh.

:D

♥ home made spaghetti ♥

hai assalamualaikum.


peeps. today i wanna share with u ols my secret recipe. eceewah. my secret delicious nyummlicious till terbite fingers spaghetti d besh! haha.

hyperbola rite? :p *merepek*. a

ctually i'm usually cook this dishes but today suddenly terajin plak nk share recipe. recipe sendiri means that sos tak perlu pakai prego tomato sauce. for me. it's not t0o best lar. :p. much better kalau buat sndrik. kalo rajin lar. kalo x..xpe arr.xpe arr ;p

aha. so. mari mari. mengemokan diri :D

main ingredients :

for sauce :

cili boh * for much better taste, home made cili boh lar of course *
3 ulas bawang putih
3 biji bwang besar
6 biji tomato

slices all of these, then masukkan dalam blend. blend all these together. :)

then

2nd step :

tumiskan bahan yang telah diblend td. tumis till naik minyak :)
then, pour some water into it. lebey kurg satu gelas *gelas medium size*
masukkan chili sos. *agak2 aje* :D

masukkan meatball *bebola ayamas ect*
masukkan garam+gula. *rase ikut selera sndri*

then biar till mendidih and betul2 masak+pekat

kemudian, masukkan sedikit serbuk oregano utk rasa yg lebih hebat! :D



done ^_____^

eh.eh jgn lupe rebuskan spaghetti san remo sambil masak sauce :D




antara kelebihan buat sos sendiri adalah :

nyummy itu pasti lah!
terasa onion+garlic mmg hebat rasa itu!
menjimatkan. prego mahal oke =='
kuah yg bnyak.
dan yg pasti without ANY MSG. :D

selamat mencuba. :)

d beginning off my holiday :D

assalamualaikum dear one :)

i'm in holiday rite now. cuti yg xberapa nak cuti sngtla kan. and cuti yg start dgn condition bdn yg sngt xohsem! jatuh sakit plak. haihhh =='

well hey. i should grab dis opportunity lar kan utk memeriahkan blog sy.

so a few days ago. i almost had heart attack. almost ya. utk yg berkenaan. sila take note. haha.my dear one was injured!. syndrome biasala kan pd diri sy. kalau demam pun da risau bagai. ni plak injured jatoh moto. grrrr.=='. it's so ridiculous lar kalo sy kt sini xrisau!. take note plss!. mmg kalo rase nk kene tumbuk ke. nk kene bebel ke buat lar lgik!. he keeps it as a secret. secret la sngtkan debab. nt nk taruk ubt, nk makan ubt ngn air ape pun tny kite. mmg geram lar!xpe arr.xpe arrrr =='

oke. start merepek da i guess.

bak org ckp, telepati kuat. instinct kuat.muke lg org ckp mcm kembar. =='. now, cubit peha kanan peha kiri plak terasa. si debab tga sakit.sy plak demam. luckily he's still not mine yet, and not under d same roof. so kenela jg diri masing2 kan. :)

i'm still not oke. my throat feels more pain everyday. nak telan air pun payah la amat! perit.

oke. ini cerita ttg abah sy. :).jarang-jarang je nak update pasal abah kan. neway, he's my best man ever.

suddenly i'v found this story on fb. sy rse perlu share utk semua. marilah.silalah membaca bersama. :D

Mungkin ibu lbh kerap menelefon utk menanyakan keadaan kita setiap hari..Tp tahukah kita, sebenar nya ayah lah yg mengingatkan ibu utk menelefon kita?

Semasa kecil, ibu lah yg lebih sering mendukung kita..Tp tahukah kita bhw sebaik saja ayah pulang bekerja dgn wajah yg letih ayahlah slalu menanyakan apa yg kita lakukan seharian ?

Saat kita sakit@demam, ayah sering membentak "sudah diberitahu! jgn minum ais!".Tp tahukah kamu bahwa ayah sangat risau.??

Ketika kita remaja, kita meminta izin untk keluar malam. Ayah dgn tegas berkata "tidak boleh!"..Sedarkah kita bhw ayah hanya ingin menjaga kita? Krn bagi ayah, kita adlh sesuatu yg sangat berharga.

Saat kita sudah d percayai, ayah pun melonggarkan peraturannya. Maka kita telah melangar kpercayaan nya...Maka ayah lah yg setia menunggu kita di ruang tamu dgn rasa sangat risau..

Setelah kita dewasa,ayah telah mghantar kita ke sekolah@kolej untuk belajar..

Di saat kita memerlukan ini-itu, utk keperluan kuliah kita, ayah hanya mengerutkan dahi.tanpa menolak, beliau memenuhinya..Saat kamu berjaya..Ayah adlh org pertama yg berdiri dan bertepuk tangan untukmu..Ayah akan tersenyum dngan bangga..

Sampai ketika jodoh kita telah datang dan meminta izin untuk mengambil kita dari ayah..Ayah sangat berhati-hati mengizinkan nya..Dan akhirnya..Saat ayah melihat kita duduk di atas plamin bersama pasangan nya..ayahpun tersenyum bahagia..

Apa kita tahu,bhw ayah sempat pergi ke belakang dan menangis?

Ayah menangis krn ayah sangat bahagia..Dan diapun berdoa "Ya Tuhan, tugasku telah selesai dgn baik..Bahagiakan lah putra putri kecilku yg manis bersama pasangannya"..

Setelah itu ayah hanya akan menunggu kedatangan kita brsma cucu-cucunya yg sesekali dtg utk menjenguk..Dengan rambut yg memutih dan badan yg tak lagi kuat untuk menjaga kita..

Ɩ♥ѵӗ U ayah ({})♥

* mungkin ramai yang tidak kisah akan kasih sayang seorang ayah ataupun redhanya... saat kita exam, adakah kita akan meminta ayah mendoakan kita. kebanyakannya akan meminta doa seorang ibu.

* sedalam dalam hati ayah, ada perasaan mahu melakukan yang terbaik untuk ahli keluarganya.

and yet. mulany sy tak berapa setuju.sbb abah sy sama aje mcam my mama. both of em give me much of love :)

tp ada kebenaranny juga. sometimes, kite rasa abah kite mcm acuh tak acuh act, he's cool. bnyk benda yg difikirkannya. :)

abah sy sngt sngtla baik. :). betuah spe jadi menantu die :p aha. *sidebab* ;p

no title

assalamualaikum

late night peeps! :)

ya. da jam 3.30 a.m and i can't sleep.
kerana tidak sedap badan.
xlarat pusing sana.pusing sini
hug blanket
hug cute pillow
and atlast
give up
bangun terus buat benda tak befaedah ni :p

and suddenly. you crossed my mind *mood tetibe*

manusia yg penah bergelar teman :)

mungkin sudah berjaya kini.
mungkin sudah bahagia kini.
dan semoga sentiasa dimurahkan rezeki selagi
masih bernafas di bumi Allah ini


^__*. u'r peeping me. i'm peeping u t0o . :D

long time no posting

assalamualaikum

time has a way of getting away from me lately. i just realized it has been a month i've keep on silently. and yeah. my semester 4 is going to ended just round d corner so well heyy!. i'm a bit busy rite now. err. busy?. maybe lar. aha

a month without blogging caused my writing dwindled to nothing! *sigh*

and actually i'v load to tell you. but i'm tired to find time to write hence my p1w1max is not so0 ohsem. gosh~. lembap macam siput. kasihan siput dipersalahkan dlm situasi ini.=='

i'm waiting for my holiday. peeps.

you know holiday?

ohsem things macam makan aiskrim magnum yang coklat tebal tu hari hari. *gil0s*.

haha.

i hate feeling this way. lack of energy. busy-ing like bees. and sometimes doing work in front of this computer screen really zaps me t0o.

anyway. i'm happy cause he is right near me now :)

later update ya. mau nonton soffiya

daa2 peeps ;)

♥ e i d f i t r i III ♥

the CHUBBY SHA 0___0






assalamualaikum dear peeps! :D

howdy ya?. how's your first raya?. mine. pheww. proudly shout here my weight is up t0 unsatisfied level! ==' .yesterday sehari suntuk makan daging. mulut non st0p chewing and eating. and my stomach was so slowly digest my food and my intestine love to keep my food, so my tummy turns to ninemonth-pregnant mom-tummy. haha! :p

and sudden my heart whispers

" don't ruin your body ; after one month it was in a good health and a good weight, you spoil it in just only one day "

=='. sedehhh!

mmgla org cakap makan je la selagi ada nikmat hidup utk makan tp saya kasihan badan saya, and setiap kali saya kasihan setiap kali tu la saya makan. apo citeeeeeee niii?. sha mmg sp0il!

and my sister mmg gile sopan la. she tell me " shaaaa .kenapa kau smlm ngn hari ni lain?. kau semalam kurus. hari ini macam tembum tembam ". haha. tragis gila =='

mari mari kita on diet back! :p

53-54-55!. now please back to 55-54-53 :D


nota minda dan hati :

Amalan hari raya yang merosakkan manfaat puasa:

(i) Makan banyak (terutamanya daging, berempah, berlemak dan berminyak)
(ii) Makan kerap
(iii) Kuih-muih yang payah dihadam
(iv) Air yang mengandungi pewarna, perasa tiruan

Manfaat puasa yang berkekalan:
(i) Kurang makan kerana perut dah kecut
(ii) Kesihatan bertambah baik


Sabda Rasulullah s. a. w. yang bermaksud: “Ada banyak orang yang berpuasa tetapi ia tiada memperolehi dari puasanya itu, selain dari lapar dan dahaga (yakni tiada mendapat pahala)."




and bagaimana cara utk mengatasi masalah berat badan pada hari raya?.



*stress selepas menjamu selera.*.haha. ann0ying sha =='



me?. okeh. i'll move a l0t!. i'll turn to s0oo madly badly hardworking girl. mama just ordered me to do anything. i'm willing to do till my body sweat like rain. haha. tipula kan. tp bepeluh dgn sangat seronok! ^___^

so badan akan rasa sedikit ringan dan bertenaga kembali selepas penat lelah berperang dgn makanan =='

jangan dah makan makan bagai pesta riang ria terus masuk bilik tidur. memang terbaik sngt la kalo cmgitu!.

and this actually not a so called 'gedik nak kurus or diet' but more to a healthy lifestyle. :) cewah ~

oke dear peeps! ;)

tomorrow will be our open house day. so, i'll grab d opportunity to do l0tsa works.and sweats like heaven! pheww~ :D

May Allah keeps u cheerful dear.
:)


imh! =='

♥ e i d f i t r i II ♥

assalamualaikum dear ones.

this is my first raya :)

simple aite. pg raya baru balik ke kampung yang teletak 40km sj dr rumah alm0st 30min aje :)

and jumpa cousin cousin yang poyo makan tak benti

haha

tak meriah because opah and atok sudah lama meninggal. tp raya tahun ini beraya di rumah arwah opah and atok yang direnovate menjadi rumah fully batu. so kite sambut raya ala kadar sajala. ala kadar tapi per0t bergendang gembira sebab telebey muatan macam tummy big m0mmas. haha. tetibe =='.

then baru balik jam 7 malam tadi setelah penat beraya di rumah sedara mara. sekejap aje kan. sebab nanti sambung lagi. haha. gemok bagai dipam pam la kalau semua nak habiskan hari ini. :p

and hari ini, pagi ini macammmm phewwwww clumsy!. sebab tetibe ada orang request my mama utk masak sambal tumis ikan bilis yang terbaek abad ini. haha perasan =='. tp mmg pun ;p bila orang request my mama mestila my mama order me to cook it!. haiyahhh. orang semua da mekap gile macam opera cina tak nak kalahhh!, sy bertungkus lumus masak. xpe.xpe :), then barula bersiap siap utk pulang berjumpa cousin cousin dan macik macik pacik pacik yang cantik dan ensem. NAK DUIT RAYAAAA! :d

then after da abis masak, mama suruh naik atas utk mandi manda dan iron baju baju yang rasa nak pakai. *budget bnyk sngt bj raya*. haha. sudahnya baju kurung english cotton handmade by tail0r sejati keluarga kami juga la yang jadi pilihan. :). sebab terasa macam duduk di london gitu. pagi pagi sejukk gilak :p siap siap siap, then mekap mekap mekap. errrr mekap?. haha. foundation. lose powder. lip gloss . tadaaa. :p, then CLUMSY again mencari hijab yg sesuai. ecewah hijab plak ye. sbb skrg famous la dgn hijab bagai.~ :p. haha. tp bahasa malas saya ialah tudung je la kan. standard skit =='. then cari cari tudung, teringin nak pakai shawl. pakai pakai shawl rasa mcm ada tak kena. mama plak da membebel sebab agak kelewatan ye saya bersiap.=='

sudahnyaaaa. haaa. hamek kau! tudung bibik malas juga jd pilihan. sapo kisah. pakwe kite jaoh, iyee xtgk kite. tp kite oke je pakai tudung bbik.rasa cumel. phewwww ==' :p.. aha sorry awk. kite tak cantik kan. =='. selepas itu mama dan kakak kakakku semua tersenyum sinis melihat akhirnya sha tewas di tgn tudung bibik. haha.





baju pun tak cantik

sebab kite mmg xsuke crowded2 beads or crowded2 design

kite suke plain or bunga kecik kecik comey :D

tp bila tgk orang sekarang mekap macam opera cina tanak kalah.

baju cantik2 beads sarat. corak sarat

jarang tu confirm. tp pakai inner kira masih sopan ^__^

rasa macam kita la itik paling hodoh di situ.

=='

tapi sebab kite selesa.

bila kite tanya mama kite nampak cantik tak

mama cakap.:okela tu.nak macam mane lagi:

so kite pun oke jugala. janji mama cakap kite cantik. walaupun tepakse :p

=='

eh.cita xabis lagi.

tapi kite sedey. taun ni.=='

abah sakit gigi.so beliau tak buley ikut kami pulang ke kampung. pp abah bengkak. cian abah. abah baring.tidur.selimut.mama suap makan.mama dodoi abah.eh.eh.eh lebey2 plak cite kan.;p so kesimpulannya abah hanya terbaring di rumah dan suruh kami anak dara dan mak dara pulang ke kampung terlebih dahulu. =='.

tapi. ehh ada lagi?

sebelum kua umah kite peluk cium abah kite bnyk kali minta ampun minta maaf. tacing=='

dan ehhhhh!

abah kasik duit rayaaa. sonok w0ooo.tak terkata. lepas da nak buat duit t0l plus duit minyak balik ke kedah. aha :p




i love mama vely vely muchh!. mama kite tecik jeee. kite gem0k =='




muke cmgini la muke menagih duit raya.dan yessss! kite bejaya :p

haha.

oke dear ones

till then. saya da abis merepek sambil makan kerepek. ^__^

last but not least. saya si gadis yang tak cantik tak comel tapi biasa biasa saja mengucapkan selamat hari raya aidilfitri :)

i'm not a good pers0n. yes i am
so please forgive me for anything wrong
and i beg all of you,
if i had hurt you.
please forgive me

terima kasih :)