are you sensitive?

assalamualaikum!

i just want to share with you or give some opinions or maybe a lil bit advice about our surrounding. esp in communication. either verbal or non verbal :). rakyat malaysia satu malaysia pelbagai kaum dan bangsa ini terkadang sangat la berlakon dalam televisyen. kan? sigh.

the reality is. pandang sebelah mata pun belum tentu. senyum gerak bibir sikit pun belum tentu jugak. apetah lagi nak bertegur sapa. sigh lagi.

some ppls maybe see it as remeh temeh la kan, or suka nak jaga hal sendiri jek. 'wutever'. ~? but that 'wutever' sumtimes tnpa sedar da make a lil scratch here and there in everyone's heart. kan?

anyway everyone should realize that there's always a connection between individuals and others that reveals selfhood and in turn forces the adjustments in the construction of identity. isn't it?

hidup kalau nak hidup sorang-sorang pegi masuk hutanla. sumtimes this phrase is so in with this situation. kan..

hey. you tadek gaji kalau i tak datang kt sini tau. sumtimes this is the suitable sentence for the soo sooo snobbish ppls.

tapi itula. i don't reach the heart. *tak smpai hati*  kan nk throw all this nonsense sentences from our mouth yg so suci ni. hiks! :p

so guys. why not kita cuba ubah cara ni?
ish. tak buta la mata kalau pandang pandang~. kan dari pandangan jatuh ke hati. eh eh? :p
ish. tak bisu la kalau bertegur sapa dgn harmoni.
dan tak habisla senyum tu kalau bg senyum cenonet kt saya ni haa.. tak bnyk cenonet cukupla!

~maniskan muka
~senyum
~bertegur sapa
~beri salam
~etc yg bebaik2 belaka :)

pls behave ur self. pls act mannerly esp to old folks and children. kalo kt i yg umur tgh2 masih muda remaja ni, ermm guess still can considered utk buat  cool je.

and sumtimes i really don't understand apela yg susah sngt nk senyum or atleast tak perlu kot nk buat muka stress/tension. tryla maniskan muka ye dgn senyuman yang cenonet itu. you serve ppls. pls served em with a good smile.

oke then. about the cleanliness.

oh yeah!. ini sngt sensitif lar kan. hidung tak tahan mata tak tahan kaki dan tangan pun tak tahan kalo dgn kotor-kotor ini. omaigoddddd~.

public toilet. public! public! public! so pls to all public. make sure the public toilet always in clean mode. tak susah kalau nak bersih. wash.and pump. thats all! :)

oke.kalau toilet kotor. so tht's mean lotsa diseased will be  spread. thousand parasites will enjoy the moment to enter their victims and suck up all the bloods and the death was so near. kau nak?. ish. =,=
oke ni bukan benda main main ye. ini serius. parasites were so tiny and it's visible only through microscope. memang tak nampakla kan. there's lotsa types of parasites but most of em can damage our body system either in short or long time. you'll regret it soon. i told ya!  ish tolongla faham! grrrrrrr.

oke ini serius. please be more sensitive towards surrounding. please and please. :)

love ya! ^__^

random update.

Assalamualaikum.

hai. wehuuuu. hai hai hai hai hai! hikss :)

excited for a minute. yes. a minute only!. aha.

nearly a month i've been in holiday. :). alhamdulillah. makin hari makin muda *tua*. macam makin hari makin menebal nebal rasa malas nak mengadap lappy. sape setuju angkat kening. dua dua kening. buley?.eh. ;p
because ya Allah..jadualnya kt rumah ni da mama susun sangat teratur. sangat sangat teratur! :)  *hyper-ball there*. Alhamdulillah. :)

and my weekends were and ~ will be so full with travelling. here and there. and abah had offered me to be his tourist drifter. eh.eh ups. :p. so memang agak fantastic jugakla ye. sebab i got to recognize all the ways to mall. hiks!. we  need experiences. we learn from experiences. we learn from surrounding. we learn and we see. see it through our heart. and i believe driving is a way to learn from experience. yeah.

sumtimes kita membebel bila kereta depan bawak mcm siput. eh kasihan siput diperkotak-katikkan dalam situasi ini.  sobs. tp bila kite da potong kereta tu gune pisau yang tak berapa tajam tu, konon nak jeling driver yang bawak kereta mcm siput then tetibe driver itu adalah seorang tua yang rabun. sedang memandu dgn berhati-hati.

ya Allah. sentap terus!. istighfar. istighfar.~. terus condemn diri sendiri. korang penah? ~saya la tu. sobs.

sumtimes kita drift hebatla kan. sebab drive xbwk AFE. aha. maaf AFE. drift and drift xingat ape.with the high lights switch on. utk kasik warn supaya kereta2 lain ketepi. ish. padahal masa belaja kursus undang-undang kereta tu xd plak ditulis ttg perihal yang kurang sopan td. kan?. ish.ish. istighfar.istighfar. sebab terlalu selfish ketika drive.

but atleast, it helps to build our confidence level. right?. the once opportunity will be the starting point to be more and more confident driver. insyAllah.  and for me. the sex wasn't matter. it is the courtesy that matter. so,  stop discrimination within men and women about who is d good driver.  kalau kau gagah perkasa tapi bawak kereta terkedek-kedek pun sedeh jugakla rase. aha. so. senang cerita. tutup mulut. jage hati. jage stereng.tekan minyak masing-masing..bismillah ^__^

and ouh. cerita cuti ini penuh dengan cerita berbaur-baur nasi minyak.
bedebar rasa mcm esok nak pegi honeymoon. eh?. aha. :p

sape tanak kawen.? ish. istighfar cepat2 oke!  mama cakap belaja tinggi mana tapi menolak keinginan utk berkawen tu belum sempurna tugas dan tanggungjwb sbg khalifah.

yes. no doubt. jodoh belum sampai. bagaimana harus berkahwin. kan? jawapan mudah kpd soalan nenek-nenek. atok-atok. makcik-makcik pada dara dan teruna.

~but. if we're not preparing our way of life to be wife.so how could the jodoh arrive.? tepuk dada. sakitnye la rase! :p

insyAllah. usaha tu ada. semoga DIA permudahkan segalanya. target lepas abis deg memang utk berkahwin. saya  tak target utk beli kereta besar. rumah besar segala mcm besar jangan badan saya bertambah besar.eh. melalut. but my target is to be a wife to someone who is fate to be with me.  insyAllah he will be my... sila sambung sendirik :p

oke. lemme emphasize it again. aha. saya nak kahwin uols. doakan saya dan dia. ^__^. . eh da tua la rupanya?. tak kot. saya da besar sikit je. :p

jum cari cincin nikah

jum cari baju kawin.

cptla salam tgn abah. ehh eh eh. mimpi rupanya~ aha :p

 till then guys. assalamualaikum :)

love ya!

malas.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t :)

Alhamdulillah :)

malas! eh tetibe kan. bukak buku. kononnya semangat nak struggle.. tapi dah online. stalk orang sana.stalk orang sini. huehuehue.sign up blog.and now i'm writing on new post. 0__0

hakikatnya memang benar sangat.
pengalaman sekali itu sangat bermakna.
pengalaman dua kali rasa indahnya
pengalaman tiga kali eh lantaknyaa
pengalaman empat kali alaa. boringnyaaa :p
dan hakikatnya.
setiap pengalaman ada senyum dan tawa tersendiri.
ada nilai dan pengajaran tersembunyi.
terpulang pada diri
kamu kamu dan kamu
untuk memilih pengalaman mana yang mahu diselit-selit dalam kehidupan hari-hari
:)

hari ini bercakap lagi soal jodoh.
jelas. raut wajah resah pada yang melahirkan.
selagi yang dilahirkan itu
bila cukup dan layak dan matang umurnya
masih belum dipetik orang.
ini soal jodoh.
semua kita serah pada Nya.

jelas. raut wajah resah pada yang melahirkan
memikirkan siapa bakal temannya.
memikirkan budi bicara bakal temannya.
memikirkan gerak geri tingkah laku bakal temannya.
adakah sesabar dan sesabar dan sesabar hero pertamanya.
insyAllah.
semua kita serah padaNya.

diri
hati dan minda
bila cinta.jangan terlalu kasih.
bila cinta jangan terlalu yakin.
selagi cinta belum diikat rasmi
selagi cinta belum diberi sijil
selagi cinta belum ada cop halalnya :) eh?

bebas.
memilih mana pilihan hati selagi belum bergelar isteri.
bebas.
memilih mana pilihan hati selagi belum bergelar suami.

:)

you choose to be happy. then you'll be happy.
you choose to be sad. then you'll be sad.
sungguh
pilihan hidup dalam tangan kita
besar mana luka. sakit mana luka.
cuba untuk pilih bahagia. bahagia dan bahagia.
rasa itu akan datang sendirinya.

tolong
cuba! :)

maaf pada yang terluka.

jangan pilih untuk berduka dengan luka

jangan terus yakin yang disuka itu akan  beri bahagia

jangan berhenti dan terus tembak doa

semoga bahagia itu pasti.suatu hari nanti.

tolong pilih untuk bahagia  dan

tolong jangan terus bermasam muka

eh? 

biar seribu  satu peluang itu ada selagi belum ada sijil rasminya

saya tetap pilih untuk  

bersama dia.

 :)

till then

assalamualaikum! :)

the bahagia.

the sepet will be.

eh? ;p

me.

choose to be happy

:)

the man

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

:)

to be with someone that we did not use to be with is soo susah! kan. to demand what characteristic ur prince charming shud have mcm sangat tidak baik pulak bcs everyone have their own specialty. that's why woman and man need to complete each other. bukan complain each other. hiks!. but seems i'm still a young lady with the status single. but not available ni. eh?.. lemme gives out some opinions which i'v got it from all moii ladies surround me. hehe. jangan mrah ye abang-abang di luar sana :p

hakikatnya. it's hard to find man who can accept the 'complicated' of woman. but it's easy to find man who will sigh. grumble and terkadang mungkin juga menafikan fitrah seorang wanita itu. *sigh*

Rasulullah SAW telah memerintahkan supaya kaum wanita diperlakukan menurut fitrah ia dijadikan sebagaimana dalam sabdanya yang bermaksud,

“Berlaku baiklah terhadap kaum wanita lantaran mereka diciptakan dari tulang rusuk yang bengkok adalah bahagian yang teratas, jika kamu cuba untuk meluruskannya kamu akan mematahkannya dan jika kamu membiarkannya ia akan tetap bengkok, maka berlaku baiklah terhadap kaum wanita kamu.” - Hadis Riwayat Al-Bukhari dan Muslim

yes. that's wanita. :). 

#cemburu lelaki itu tidak mengapa. tetapi cemburu perempuan dikatakan cemburu buta. ehh.nah tongkat! :p is it right?.

#senyap lelaki itu tidak mengapa. tetapi senyap perempuan itu disalah tafsir pula.

#lelaki bergaya tanda kekemasan. perempuan bergaya tanda menggatal. *sigh*

#lelaki bersuara itu hebat. perempuan bersuara itu over-exposed.

stereotype thinking. kan?. tapi terkadang itulah hakikatnya. dan hakikatnya juga wanita itu diciptakan untuk dilindungi.dibimbing. dihargai. bukan diperkotak-katik setiap kejadiannya. 

agak-agak kalau tak boleh nak tahan dengan ke'complicated'an seorang wanita itu. dare to live alone and stay single! :p

anyway. you should ever know. 

daddy's her first love. daddy was her first ever man she talks to. daddy was her first ever man she hugged. daddy was her first ever man she kissed. daddy was her first ever man she share every single things. daddy was her first ever man of everything. i love you babah xoxo! ♥♥♥

and i guarantee most of the women hope that every men in this world can be 80% just like their daddy. someone she can rely on :)

and

you must know that 

every women will try harder to treat you well just like your mom did, with her own-lovey dovey ways. :)

till then! assalamualaikum :)

appreciate us. 

we will appreciate you more 

♥

nature.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t everyone :)

ignore the long- MIA of me :p.

anyway, times flew fast. isn't it?. sedar tak sedar da end of year. and it means ada lagi baki setahun utk end up my study. end up okeh! :p. aha. bunyiknye macam frust, but more likely to MALAS. astaghfirullah~. :)
go go chayok sha. go go chayok sha!!! *muke semangat terok*

act i'm doing menyelam sambil minum air~ reading all the BM's notes on PPT while facebooking
and window shopping. so selepas dikira kira peratus utk ilmu itu melekat di kepale adalah sebanyak 20%, 20% ye cikgu sha.
apekah ini.apekah? 0____0. juling sebentar.

actually dear ones.
i just wanna share my truly deeply feeling with uols. since saat itu non stop.
apetah lagi minit.dan jam.dan hari dan minggu dan bulan.
dan tahun..dan....oke stop it.
have you ever feel the feeling to change everything you are always be?. and of course la from bad to better and better to much better.  kan.. it's nature feeling right.

either internal or external. everyone wants better! much better.

and i hope, i can be the one who find the ways to be much better. *sekarang da better kot* haha.perasan terokkk kan . i really hope on it. shaa. pls.pls shaa.

the way i'm dressing up.
the way i'm talking to
the way i'm walking to..

kadang-kadang rase saya ni masih muda. yes. maybe?. but seem, i might forget that time flew fast. and i can't even fly neither run. hopefully i'm able to catch up the time. Amin..

because i love you so much mama abah and my future husband. :) ♥ 

there she is :)

Assalamualaikum 

assalamualaikum everyone :). spider web is everywhere aha. *cliche* ;p., anyway, ALHAMDULILLAH syukur. my last entry was about my practicum and here, i wanna shout proudly that my practicum was DONE. and everything was going well. ALHAMDULILLAH sngt :)

so, titibe today feeling feeling nak update blog datang. rindu sebenarnya. but as usual,  i'm soo in love with my hectic life rite now and still can't stay in my comfort zone as after goin thru the best memories in school, i need to go to somewhere else. banyaknye projek. kayenya tidak. kayap yek laaaa. :p. aha, after this, a week plak i need to berkampung with my group to PDK. it stands for PUSAT DALAM KOMUNITI. :). senangnye jadi cikgu ni kan? :p

anyway everyone. life is a commitment. commitment is life. rite?. everyone lives with commitment. and for sure, every single things in this world has a big commitment towards Almighty Lord, Allah s.w.t :), so marilah berfikir secara positif  untuk meneruskan hidup dgn 1001 komitmen. 

so, i'm stuck in ideas. haha. da lame xupdate almaklum. btw, practicum is great! lotsa experience i've got there. and really enjoyed it!, 

hahaha.

gelak tanda mengenangkan segalanya di sana.

ish ish cikgu cikgu :p

till then, insyaAllah i'm able to update from now on. so peeps. stay with me. 

i'll update you soon.

erkhh.macam artis plak rase.*green vomit* aha :p

cikgu fasha :)

me. with the papa yoki, adam the telinga gajah *cute aite* and amzar the naughtiest. *sigh*

enjoy! :)

*selamat datang*

shud be ~ bye2 to all~

:)

thanks for all the sweet moments 

love ya! 

♥ 

:)

setelah 2 minggu. ini rasanya.

Assalamualaikum

huehuehue. hye semua. :)

setelah dua minggu dan ini rasanya. perit+gumbira. 

apekah lah yg 2minggu itu? yes. i'v been in my practicum mood for 2 weeks and 6 weeks more to pass thru. ohmai.ohmai =,=..

perhaps. my voice will totally change to em to em. urghh dunno, but mayb a bit rockin. after these 8 weeks in school and now i know how pain mama was, when she said that she had a sore throat especially in this holy month. may Allah grant mama and every teachers in this world with full barakah. amen.  

anway here, i wanna share something. a bit unsatisfactory situation happened yesterdae. and i feel urghhh. ape ni. motip?. diskriminasi sungguh. ohmai =,=.

why mainstream teachers sometimes been biased towards my lovely kids?. sobss. =,=.

haruskah situasi ini berlaku. memang tidak harusla kan. tapi?. it was happened maybe without her realization kot. positif sha. luckily i'm a bit shy shy cat and sopan cover. ehh cover sopan. kalau tidak. i'v shout shrill penetrating all the school buildings." cikguuuu, awak telah mendiskriminasi anak-anak murid saya. apekahh?"  and debushhh. all the pieces of the building befall on the teacher. ahaks. kijam terok! 

oke. if you are on my shoes. that's what you will feel. upset. vacuous.snitchy and i'm really in sound of growl.. with the reason,  my students so-called as naughty and will disturb the majlis with their naughtiness. but the true was all the mainstream students actually act so misbehave and can't behave their self during the majlis. mereka petah bercakap so, mereka sibuk la bercakap mcm bertih jagung during the majlis. but my kids can't communicate well with others. and they were so humble when they were in crowd. trust me! :) and maybe sometimes they will misbehave with the unstable emotion., but they were sooo afraid with their teachers. compared to the normal kids. mcm sy kecik2 duluuuu. bising like potpetpotpet kalahkan nenek. asyek kena marah sebab bising. so yes, i admit that actually normal kids were so hard to control. actually. 

so.please stop all these types of discrimination. semua sama saja. masih memerlukan ilmu yang sama tetapi mungkin cara berbeza. just love them the way they are. mmg sometimes geram terokkk sebab naughtyyy!  tp cubala jadik naughty jugak mcm dyrg br enjoy. hakhak. oke. kite tipu je ;p

spot them. :)

performing arts by special kids 

:)

till then. assalammualaikum.

salam Ramadhan :)