let us do some refreshment :D

assalamualaikum peeps :)

there's been a long time since i'm not doing/less doing some refreshment of my mind. heyya! apo nk jadik. =='

but for my last holiday. mama and along sudden ask me to shop for some books at our faveretss eversss bookstore. MPH. MPh compares to BORDERS/KINOKUNIYA. i do love mph. once i entered BORDERS or else. terasa macam luxurious sngt. naah. i hate this feelings. it feels like i'm the stranger or to b exact i'm the poor stranger. haha. apela perasaan ni kan. macam tak bagus. =='. and once this feelings hardly ghost me. nak shopping books pun macam xmenarik. korang penah rasa x this feeling?. *humble sekejap*. haha :p

and our family rules is whenever mama asks us to go for book shop, then we'll heading to only bookstores and donate some cashssss to em'. haha. even it's up t0 $$$; shop only at the BOOKSTORE. ^^,. interesting aite?. ngaha. perasan. :p

oke. done. now i wanna share wif all my dear ones. especially my classmates who gonna b a special edu teacher :)

korang.korang. i'v find out some interesting novels by JUDI PICOULT. she's same goes with JOHN GRISHAM and other family book's author. menarik gilessss kau! and this novels doesn't cost much. only at rm40. but it gives u precious know-ledges :)




this novel tells us bout a boy with ASPERGER's SYNDROME. *google pls* :p
he’s hopeless at reading,do any social cues or expressing himself well to others, hence like many kids with AS, this boy *Jacob* has a special focus on one aspects tht's forensic analysis.

he’s always showing up at crime scenes, and telling the cops what they need to do…and he’s usually right. but then one day his tutor is found dead, and the police come to question him like as he's the main suspect.. but due to all of the hallmark behaviors of Asperger’s ; not looking someone in the eye, stimulatory tics and twitches, inappropriate affect – can look a heck of a lot like guilt to law enforcement personnel -, suddenly this boy find out he had done the murder maybe out of his mind/without his realization.

well hey, actually i'm still not done read this novels due to my more important need *study*. and deymmmmm sad! this novels was left at mama's house. =='. so i need to rush back la kalo cmtu. but then i still can think rationally lar. xkan mau balik perak just because to take this novels aite. okee. sadis dan tragis kerana bila bosan mcam xtau nk watpe. =='. well. malas nak merepek. sbb i still need to read forward thru this novels then br buley cegita.

bdway. HOUSE RULES looks at what it means to be different in our society, how autism affects a family, and how our legal system works well for people who communicate a certain way – but lousy for those who don’t.

testimoni utk JUDI PICOULT. :

i love you! because i know that you must hardly-researched insight into the pressures and challenges families face when a child has aspergers. and i highly recommend House Rules to anyone who wants to know what living with Aspergers can really be like, or anyone who is currently raising a child with aspergers :)

terima kaseh.

:D

♥ home made spaghetti ♥

hai assalamualaikum.


peeps. today i wanna share with u ols my secret recipe. eceewah. my secret delicious nyummlicious till terbite fingers spaghetti d besh! haha.

hyperbola rite? :p *merepek*. a

ctually i'm usually cook this dishes but today suddenly terajin plak nk share recipe. recipe sendiri means that sos tak perlu pakai prego tomato sauce. for me. it's not t0o best lar. :p. much better kalau buat sndrik. kalo rajin lar. kalo x..xpe arr.xpe arr ;p

aha. so. mari mari. mengemokan diri :D

main ingredients :

for sauce :

cili boh * for much better taste, home made cili boh lar of course *
3 ulas bawang putih
3 biji bwang besar
6 biji tomato

slices all of these, then masukkan dalam blend. blend all these together. :)

then

2nd step :

tumiskan bahan yang telah diblend td. tumis till naik minyak :)
then, pour some water into it. lebey kurg satu gelas *gelas medium size*
masukkan chili sos. *agak2 aje* :D

masukkan meatball *bebola ayamas ect*
masukkan garam+gula. *rase ikut selera sndri*

then biar till mendidih and betul2 masak+pekat

kemudian, masukkan sedikit serbuk oregano utk rasa yg lebih hebat! :D



done ^_____^

eh.eh jgn lupe rebuskan spaghetti san remo sambil masak sauce :D




antara kelebihan buat sos sendiri adalah :

nyummy itu pasti lah!
terasa onion+garlic mmg hebat rasa itu!
menjimatkan. prego mahal oke =='
kuah yg bnyak.
dan yg pasti without ANY MSG. :D

selamat mencuba. :)

d beginning off my holiday :D

assalamualaikum dear one :)

i'm in holiday rite now. cuti yg xberapa nak cuti sngtla kan. and cuti yg start dgn condition bdn yg sngt xohsem! jatuh sakit plak. haihhh =='

well hey. i should grab dis opportunity lar kan utk memeriahkan blog sy.

so a few days ago. i almost had heart attack. almost ya. utk yg berkenaan. sila take note. haha.my dear one was injured!. syndrome biasala kan pd diri sy. kalau demam pun da risau bagai. ni plak injured jatoh moto. grrrr.=='. it's so ridiculous lar kalo sy kt sini xrisau!. take note plss!. mmg kalo rase nk kene tumbuk ke. nk kene bebel ke buat lar lgik!. he keeps it as a secret. secret la sngtkan debab. nt nk taruk ubt, nk makan ubt ngn air ape pun tny kite. mmg geram lar!xpe arr.xpe arrrr =='

oke. start merepek da i guess.

bak org ckp, telepati kuat. instinct kuat.muke lg org ckp mcm kembar. =='. now, cubit peha kanan peha kiri plak terasa. si debab tga sakit.sy plak demam. luckily he's still not mine yet, and not under d same roof. so kenela jg diri masing2 kan. :)

i'm still not oke. my throat feels more pain everyday. nak telan air pun payah la amat! perit.

oke. ini cerita ttg abah sy. :).jarang-jarang je nak update pasal abah kan. neway, he's my best man ever.

suddenly i'v found this story on fb. sy rse perlu share utk semua. marilah.silalah membaca bersama. :D

Mungkin ibu lbh kerap menelefon utk menanyakan keadaan kita setiap hari..Tp tahukah kita, sebenar nya ayah lah yg mengingatkan ibu utk menelefon kita?

Semasa kecil, ibu lah yg lebih sering mendukung kita..Tp tahukah kita bhw sebaik saja ayah pulang bekerja dgn wajah yg letih ayahlah slalu menanyakan apa yg kita lakukan seharian ?

Saat kita sakit@demam, ayah sering membentak "sudah diberitahu! jgn minum ais!".Tp tahukah kamu bahwa ayah sangat risau.??

Ketika kita remaja, kita meminta izin untk keluar malam. Ayah dgn tegas berkata "tidak boleh!"..Sedarkah kita bhw ayah hanya ingin menjaga kita? Krn bagi ayah, kita adlh sesuatu yg sangat berharga.

Saat kita sudah d percayai, ayah pun melonggarkan peraturannya. Maka kita telah melangar kpercayaan nya...Maka ayah lah yg setia menunggu kita di ruang tamu dgn rasa sangat risau..

Setelah kita dewasa,ayah telah mghantar kita ke sekolah@kolej untuk belajar..

Di saat kita memerlukan ini-itu, utk keperluan kuliah kita, ayah hanya mengerutkan dahi.tanpa menolak, beliau memenuhinya..Saat kamu berjaya..Ayah adlh org pertama yg berdiri dan bertepuk tangan untukmu..Ayah akan tersenyum dngan bangga..

Sampai ketika jodoh kita telah datang dan meminta izin untuk mengambil kita dari ayah..Ayah sangat berhati-hati mengizinkan nya..Dan akhirnya..Saat ayah melihat kita duduk di atas plamin bersama pasangan nya..ayahpun tersenyum bahagia..

Apa kita tahu,bhw ayah sempat pergi ke belakang dan menangis?

Ayah menangis krn ayah sangat bahagia..Dan diapun berdoa "Ya Tuhan, tugasku telah selesai dgn baik..Bahagiakan lah putra putri kecilku yg manis bersama pasangannya"..

Setelah itu ayah hanya akan menunggu kedatangan kita brsma cucu-cucunya yg sesekali dtg utk menjenguk..Dengan rambut yg memutih dan badan yg tak lagi kuat untuk menjaga kita..

Ɩ♥ѵӗ U ayah ({})♥

* mungkin ramai yang tidak kisah akan kasih sayang seorang ayah ataupun redhanya... saat kita exam, adakah kita akan meminta ayah mendoakan kita. kebanyakannya akan meminta doa seorang ibu.

* sedalam dalam hati ayah, ada perasaan mahu melakukan yang terbaik untuk ahli keluarganya.

and yet. mulany sy tak berapa setuju.sbb abah sy sama aje mcam my mama. both of em give me much of love :)

tp ada kebenaranny juga. sometimes, kite rasa abah kite mcm acuh tak acuh act, he's cool. bnyk benda yg difikirkannya. :)

abah sy sngt sngtla baik. :). betuah spe jadi menantu die :p aha. *sidebab* ;p

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assalamualaikum

late night peeps! :)

ya. da jam 3.30 a.m and i can't sleep.
kerana tidak sedap badan.
xlarat pusing sana.pusing sini
hug blanket
hug cute pillow
and atlast
give up
bangun terus buat benda tak befaedah ni :p

and suddenly. you crossed my mind *mood tetibe*

manusia yg penah bergelar teman :)

mungkin sudah berjaya kini.
mungkin sudah bahagia kini.
dan semoga sentiasa dimurahkan rezeki selagi
masih bernafas di bumi Allah ini


^__*. u'r peeping me. i'm peeping u t0o . :D

long time no posting

assalamualaikum

time has a way of getting away from me lately. i just realized it has been a month i've keep on silently. and yeah. my semester 4 is going to ended just round d corner so well heyy!. i'm a bit busy rite now. err. busy?. maybe lar. aha

a month without blogging caused my writing dwindled to nothing! *sigh*

and actually i'v load to tell you. but i'm tired to find time to write hence my p1w1max is not so0 ohsem. gosh~. lembap macam siput. kasihan siput dipersalahkan dlm situasi ini.=='

i'm waiting for my holiday. peeps.

you know holiday?

ohsem things macam makan aiskrim magnum yang coklat tebal tu hari hari. *gil0s*.

haha.

i hate feeling this way. lack of energy. busy-ing like bees. and sometimes doing work in front of this computer screen really zaps me t0o.

anyway. i'm happy cause he is right near me now :)

later update ya. mau nonton soffiya

daa2 peeps ;)

♥ e i d f i t r i III ♥

the CHUBBY SHA 0___0






assalamualaikum dear peeps! :D

howdy ya?. how's your first raya?. mine. pheww. proudly shout here my weight is up t0 unsatisfied level! ==' .yesterday sehari suntuk makan daging. mulut non st0p chewing and eating. and my stomach was so slowly digest my food and my intestine love to keep my food, so my tummy turns to ninemonth-pregnant mom-tummy. haha! :p

and sudden my heart whispers

" don't ruin your body ; after one month it was in a good health and a good weight, you spoil it in just only one day "

=='. sedehhh!

mmgla org cakap makan je la selagi ada nikmat hidup utk makan tp saya kasihan badan saya, and setiap kali saya kasihan setiap kali tu la saya makan. apo citeeeeeee niii?. sha mmg sp0il!

and my sister mmg gile sopan la. she tell me " shaaaa .kenapa kau smlm ngn hari ni lain?. kau semalam kurus. hari ini macam tembum tembam ". haha. tragis gila =='

mari mari kita on diet back! :p

53-54-55!. now please back to 55-54-53 :D


nota minda dan hati :

Amalan hari raya yang merosakkan manfaat puasa:

(i) Makan banyak (terutamanya daging, berempah, berlemak dan berminyak)
(ii) Makan kerap
(iii) Kuih-muih yang payah dihadam
(iv) Air yang mengandungi pewarna, perasa tiruan

Manfaat puasa yang berkekalan:
(i) Kurang makan kerana perut dah kecut
(ii) Kesihatan bertambah baik


Sabda Rasulullah s. a. w. yang bermaksud: “Ada banyak orang yang berpuasa tetapi ia tiada memperolehi dari puasanya itu, selain dari lapar dan dahaga (yakni tiada mendapat pahala)."




and bagaimana cara utk mengatasi masalah berat badan pada hari raya?.



*stress selepas menjamu selera.*.haha. ann0ying sha =='



me?. okeh. i'll move a l0t!. i'll turn to s0oo madly badly hardworking girl. mama just ordered me to do anything. i'm willing to do till my body sweat like rain. haha. tipula kan. tp bepeluh dgn sangat seronok! ^___^

so badan akan rasa sedikit ringan dan bertenaga kembali selepas penat lelah berperang dgn makanan =='

jangan dah makan makan bagai pesta riang ria terus masuk bilik tidur. memang terbaik sngt la kalo cmgitu!.

and this actually not a so called 'gedik nak kurus or diet' but more to a healthy lifestyle. :) cewah ~

oke dear peeps! ;)

tomorrow will be our open house day. so, i'll grab d opportunity to do l0tsa works.and sweats like heaven! pheww~ :D

May Allah keeps u cheerful dear.
:)


imh! =='

♥ e i d f i t r i II ♥

assalamualaikum dear ones.

this is my first raya :)

simple aite. pg raya baru balik ke kampung yang teletak 40km sj dr rumah alm0st 30min aje :)

and jumpa cousin cousin yang poyo makan tak benti

haha

tak meriah because opah and atok sudah lama meninggal. tp raya tahun ini beraya di rumah arwah opah and atok yang direnovate menjadi rumah fully batu. so kite sambut raya ala kadar sajala. ala kadar tapi per0t bergendang gembira sebab telebey muatan macam tummy big m0mmas. haha. tetibe =='.

then baru balik jam 7 malam tadi setelah penat beraya di rumah sedara mara. sekejap aje kan. sebab nanti sambung lagi. haha. gemok bagai dipam pam la kalau semua nak habiskan hari ini. :p

and hari ini, pagi ini macammmm phewwwww clumsy!. sebab tetibe ada orang request my mama utk masak sambal tumis ikan bilis yang terbaek abad ini. haha perasan =='. tp mmg pun ;p bila orang request my mama mestila my mama order me to cook it!. haiyahhh. orang semua da mekap gile macam opera cina tak nak kalahhh!, sy bertungkus lumus masak. xpe.xpe :), then barula bersiap siap utk pulang berjumpa cousin cousin dan macik macik pacik pacik yang cantik dan ensem. NAK DUIT RAYAAAA! :d

then after da abis masak, mama suruh naik atas utk mandi manda dan iron baju baju yang rasa nak pakai. *budget bnyk sngt bj raya*. haha. sudahnya baju kurung english cotton handmade by tail0r sejati keluarga kami juga la yang jadi pilihan. :). sebab terasa macam duduk di london gitu. pagi pagi sejukk gilak :p siap siap siap, then mekap mekap mekap. errrr mekap?. haha. foundation. lose powder. lip gloss . tadaaa. :p, then CLUMSY again mencari hijab yg sesuai. ecewah hijab plak ye. sbb skrg famous la dgn hijab bagai.~ :p. haha. tp bahasa malas saya ialah tudung je la kan. standard skit =='. then cari cari tudung, teringin nak pakai shawl. pakai pakai shawl rasa mcm ada tak kena. mama plak da membebel sebab agak kelewatan ye saya bersiap.=='

sudahnyaaaa. haaa. hamek kau! tudung bibik malas juga jd pilihan. sapo kisah. pakwe kite jaoh, iyee xtgk kite. tp kite oke je pakai tudung bbik.rasa cumel. phewwww ==' :p.. aha sorry awk. kite tak cantik kan. =='. selepas itu mama dan kakak kakakku semua tersenyum sinis melihat akhirnya sha tewas di tgn tudung bibik. haha.





baju pun tak cantik

sebab kite mmg xsuke crowded2 beads or crowded2 design

kite suke plain or bunga kecik kecik comey :D

tp bila tgk orang sekarang mekap macam opera cina tanak kalah.

baju cantik2 beads sarat. corak sarat

jarang tu confirm. tp pakai inner kira masih sopan ^__^

rasa macam kita la itik paling hodoh di situ.

=='

tapi sebab kite selesa.

bila kite tanya mama kite nampak cantik tak

mama cakap.:okela tu.nak macam mane lagi:

so kite pun oke jugala. janji mama cakap kite cantik. walaupun tepakse :p

=='

eh.cita xabis lagi.

tapi kite sedey. taun ni.=='

abah sakit gigi.so beliau tak buley ikut kami pulang ke kampung. pp abah bengkak. cian abah. abah baring.tidur.selimut.mama suap makan.mama dodoi abah.eh.eh.eh lebey2 plak cite kan.;p so kesimpulannya abah hanya terbaring di rumah dan suruh kami anak dara dan mak dara pulang ke kampung terlebih dahulu. =='.

tapi. ehh ada lagi?

sebelum kua umah kite peluk cium abah kite bnyk kali minta ampun minta maaf. tacing=='

dan ehhhhh!

abah kasik duit rayaaa. sonok w0ooo.tak terkata. lepas da nak buat duit t0l plus duit minyak balik ke kedah. aha :p




i love mama vely vely muchh!. mama kite tecik jeee. kite gem0k =='




muke cmgini la muke menagih duit raya.dan yessss! kite bejaya :p

haha.

oke dear ones

till then. saya da abis merepek sambil makan kerepek. ^__^

last but not least. saya si gadis yang tak cantik tak comel tapi biasa biasa saja mengucapkan selamat hari raya aidilfitri :)

i'm not a good pers0n. yes i am
so please forgive me for anything wrong
and i beg all of you,
if i had hurt you.
please forgive me

terima kasih :)