thank you dear Allah :)

bismillah..
assalamualaikum
happy friday everyone! :)

well. happy friday but glo0my friday for me. because tomorrow i'll b going back to JITRA.
sobsobsobssss.=='

fact : HOLIDAY was NEVER ENOUGH EVEN THERE'S 1000 YEARS OF HOLIDAY. trol0loollll. it is dedicated specially for FASHA ANAWA. hahaha. :p

so, tomorrow is d starting of my tough month maybe. yes. really tough super duper tough. tremendous tough ever. haha hyperbola di sini!

i am Fasha Anawa oke. i ni girl yg type mmg xbape suke outdoor activities. d reason is kt outdoor must be hot. so i'm alergic with this situation. bukan ape. sakit kepalaaa sangat kalau kena panas. goshhh. i can't bear it sometimes. tp nak wat cmne. tanggungjawab. oke sha. tanggungjawab. responsibilities 're compulsory to done it with your full heart!.

so. mungkin inilah post yg terakhir utk bulan januari as this month pun da end. hakhakhak. mmg poyo la kan. sbb i don't think i'm able to senang hati online buang masa tak berfaedah depan lappy because i'll being so busy oke. huhuhu.

abah and mama pula da bertanya adakah cuti awal februari pulang ke rumah.kalau buley sila pulang plus minyak tol abah support. tp it still depends on me adakah masih bertenaga utk pulang and drive sensorang. huhu. i can't promise you ma.abah.. but i'll try yah! may Allah ease anything soon..amin.

but in this load of work, i'm still happy because tak sabar nak settle everything in this month. acccording to all the proposal that'v been send to tuan director of IPDA. everything'll be done on february.so MARCH i can focus on my PRACTICAL PHASE 1. ehem.ehem! :D

anyway.dalam kesibukan dan kesusahan hati yg melanda diri ini.
i just want to grab this opportunity to thank Allah for all his blessings and sustenance towards me and my family. rezeki tak pernah putus. alhamdulillah.

abah dah berpesan tadi after our dinner. so i wanna share here with u ols :)

abah keeps on remind me not t0 be so0 self centered. oke. i'm not. but sometimes maybe terr terrr jugakla kan! haha.;p. biasala sebagai human beings aite. itula kelemahan saya. terrr terrr tu'll happen when i can't stand enough with everything that burden me. alone. but mama always taught me. "you'll never alone because Allah is always by your side".

so. mama abah always try to find good rewards from HIM. sbb kadang2 kan, anak mama dan abah ni refuse to be kind to others bcs my feeling told me tht there's no one appreciate it. itu mmg syaitonn dalam diri yg chill2 berjimba2 dalam bdn sy.! haha.

but whenever it comes to mama and abah, berat and susah mana pun saya rasa, i still akan buat that thingg without any bad feeling. insyAllah.


abah can help everyone without any complain!
mama willing to burden by anyone without any complain t0o!
why not i try to be like them aite!
insyAllah :)

money matters especially, i know i always burden my mama and abah. but alhamdulillah.
abah and mama never ever let me live in poverty. ngaha. ;p. poverty when allowance is silent. yeah!

and tomorrow i'll heading back to JITRA with ols the household things. sbb abah ckp abah taknak mama susah hati when she called me and i told her that i'v take instant noodles as my dinner. haha. malu. but i dunno.i never ever request for it but abah came back from work with all the things. enough! complete for a sem maybe. aha ;p

peeps! kat sini i da rasa tersangat sayu.sbb da menyusahkan abah. at first i were refused to accept all those things. but abah nearly babbling me. yeah. tp dalam hati syukur sangat sangat sangat i've a really CONCERN PARENTS. and those things were not only for me. abah told me to share it with my housemate because the "berkat" is there :) insyAllah

so here. i wanna shout outttt!

i've really concern parents alhamdulillah. :)
that'll never let me lack of love.
never let me lack of knowledges.
never let me lack of any conveniences.
never let me lack of money! thehehehe :p

alhamdulillah. :)

semoga Allah sentiasa memberkati kehidupan mama dan abah. insyAllah.
million.million.million loves to them. never stop till my last breath.

selit2#

"wanita selagi belum berkahwin berkhidmatlah sepenuhnya pada kedua orang tua kamu, kerana setelah bergelar isteri kepada seorang suami, maka si suami jatuh menjadi keutamaan kamu. kedua, jatuh kepada ibu mertua kamu, ketiga jatuh kepada bapa mertua kamu, keempat dan kelima barulah jatuh kepada ibu dan bapa kamu."

renung2 kan.

love ya! ;)