:: pengalaman pertama ::
hari ini saya jadi orang gaji tidak bertauliah di rumah. early in d morning aftr my subuh prayer, saya tidak tidur oke. haha. susah tau utk tidak tidur ;p. but it's oke. i need to help mama and my cousie najihah to bath najihah's mom who's my aunt so called 'mak lang'. she's not feeling well act. mama just brought her from mak long house because seems like mak long was so exhausted. so we t0ok turn to look after mak lang :). she's half strok, can't manage herself well anymore, can't stand wit herself and depends on wheelchair. but to get on the wheelchair, she has to depends on us. uhuk, at first, i feel so hard to manage it but mama's spirit have gone into me.
subuh subuh lagi suda mandikan mak lang and feed her nasi goreng then we have to have a chit chat wit her to make her mouth moving and her mind thinking. and after she gets asleep, i need to make breakfast for all of us, i used to cook nasi lemak. simple dan mudah.ngee. malas.malas :D then, i went to the market, to bought something to c0ok with along and fina. we bought 'ikan keli'.ahaa. siapa tidak suka ikan keli adalah satu kerugian. rugi. rugi. rugi okeh! nyummy tau ikan keli n have lots of omega. omege ape saya pun tak tahu.haha.omega 3 i guess ;p. then i need to c0ok for lunch lar. tengah tengah masak mak lang wake up, mama was not home and saya lah yang perlu layan beliau. :), then ikan di atas dapur harus dilupakan sebentar. hee.
uh. pengalaman. pengalaman tau. memang susah but bila da berjaya lakukan saya sangat sangat puas. and after zohor, after my lunch + gossiping time with mama, around 330 pm i fall asleep. bangun jam 5 solat asar, then sambung tidur sampai la azan mgrib. ish.ish.ish. shaa. penat sangat ke.aha. penat kot, sebab i used lots of energy utk buat banyak kerja dlm satu masa, but i really enjoy it! after a long rest saya rasa sangat sangat bertenaga! :D
oke. melalut kan saya. but really saya nak share what i feel. mula mula before mama ckp nak amik mak lang stay wit us, sy tak confident saya boleh lakukan. i feel scared because sakit mak lang bukan sebarang sakit. sakit plus ada gangguan dr makhluk makhluk Allah yang tidak suda suda merosakkan manusia itu. tht's y she's still not oke. but mama really want it, mama ckp we have to give spirits to her. spirit utk lawan segala kuasa jahat dlm diri dia. saya takut sy jugak tidak kuat. uhuk. but insyAlllah, as long as i can, saya akan lawan. quran and solat is d best way., and mama selalu pesan Al Mathurat mesti di amalkan. i will not let her alone in d r0om. kalau mak lang tidak tidur i will give her tasbih and ajar mak lang to say 'Allah', 'La ilahaillah' and zikir non stop. so when our mouth was not stop from calling Allah's name benda benda jahat itu pun tidak berkesempatan utk masuk dlm diri kita rite.? kasihan my aunty tu. huhu. and every single things we do, mesti dimulakan dengan nama Allah. yaa. tht's y i'm doing. even nak angkat mak lang duduk atas wheelchair pun, mesti dimulakan dgn nama Allah and everything's going on smoothly. insyAllah :)
i love my new job.
semoga my aunt sembuh cepat dan semoga beliau sentiasa kuat.
please do pray for her ya!
:)
love,
sha
subuh subuh lagi suda mandikan mak lang and feed her nasi goreng then we have to have a chit chat wit her to make her mouth moving and her mind thinking. and after she gets asleep, i need to make breakfast for all of us, i used to cook nasi lemak. simple dan mudah.ngee. malas.malas :D then, i went to the market, to bought something to c0ok with along and fina. we bought 'ikan keli'.ahaa. siapa tidak suka ikan keli adalah satu kerugian. rugi. rugi. rugi okeh! nyummy tau ikan keli n have lots of omega. omege ape saya pun tak tahu.haha.omega 3 i guess ;p. then i need to c0ok for lunch lar. tengah tengah masak mak lang wake up, mama was not home and saya lah yang perlu layan beliau. :), then ikan di atas dapur harus dilupakan sebentar. hee.
uh. pengalaman. pengalaman tau. memang susah but bila da berjaya lakukan saya sangat sangat puas. and after zohor, after my lunch + gossiping time with mama, around 330 pm i fall asleep. bangun jam 5 solat asar, then sambung tidur sampai la azan mgrib. ish.ish.ish. shaa. penat sangat ke.aha. penat kot, sebab i used lots of energy utk buat banyak kerja dlm satu masa, but i really enjoy it! after a long rest saya rasa sangat sangat bertenaga! :D
oke. melalut kan saya. but really saya nak share what i feel. mula mula before mama ckp nak amik mak lang stay wit us, sy tak confident saya boleh lakukan. i feel scared because sakit mak lang bukan sebarang sakit. sakit plus ada gangguan dr makhluk makhluk Allah yang tidak suda suda merosakkan manusia itu. tht's y she's still not oke. but mama really want it, mama ckp we have to give spirits to her. spirit utk lawan segala kuasa jahat dlm diri dia. saya takut sy jugak tidak kuat. uhuk. but insyAlllah, as long as i can, saya akan lawan. quran and solat is d best way., and mama selalu pesan Al Mathurat mesti di amalkan. i will not let her alone in d r0om. kalau mak lang tidak tidur i will give her tasbih and ajar mak lang to say 'Allah', 'La ilahaillah' and zikir non stop. so when our mouth was not stop from calling Allah's name benda benda jahat itu pun tidak berkesempatan utk masuk dlm diri kita rite.? kasihan my aunty tu. huhu. and every single things we do, mesti dimulakan dengan nama Allah. yaa. tht's y i'm doing. even nak angkat mak lang duduk atas wheelchair pun, mesti dimulakan dgn nama Allah and everything's going on smoothly. insyAllah :)
i love my new job.
semoga my aunt sembuh cepat dan semoga beliau sentiasa kuat.
please do pray for her ya!
:)
love,
sha
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