do listen to my words! :D

i'm not perfectly one which i think i can't manage it
i'm not d suits one

i don't know whether i was chosen by or it jus a tricky way.
but POSITIVE sha :)
u can do it.
as long as my dear mama and ibu always supporting me
and my dear barney.
and my dear six sense are always with me, then i trust myself that i can do it better.
and seems all my dear friends had put d trust one me, then let us cooperate yah! ;)

i'v my own way.
honestly i said.i'v no loud voice to control all of you.
i'v no strength to face with all the backstabber voice.

but y not we change to be front-unsatisfied voice rather than behind-unsatisfied voice.
ahaha.suke suke je kaw ni sha buat ayat sendrik! ;p

i prefer to b honestly straight forward person rather than jadi orang yang suka menyampai2 kan sesuatu dari mulut orang lain. that's my way. only ppls around me and close to me know how i am actually. but then i need you all to know how i am actually seems i'm your leader right now.

saya seorang yang mudah diajak berbincang.
seriously. i can't face to face with ppls which have rough talking style.ngehehe.ngada2 kan.
i'v try it. but i can't because my tears will easily drop.
but i'v to b understanding one because i can't put too much hope on someone to change like i wish, but me myself is d one who much change first. insyAllah.

my dear friends.
suarakan apa apa sahaja pada saya.
jangan biarkan perasaan tidak suka atau tidak puas hati itu melarat.
kalau rasa perkara yang tersemat itu,
tidak perlu diperbesar besarkan then just keep it silently.
hanya berbicara pada diri hati dan jiwa sendiri tanpa perlu melibatkan sesiapa.

my dear friends,
the one thing i wanna to change is our perception towards d one and only one who has manage us well here, she's our mother.
and how we treat our mother should b change promptly.
tidak perlu ada kepura-puraan dalam hubungan berkasih sayang.
kerana sayang yang ikhlas itu akan memberi kesan pada hati.
kalau ikhlas seseorang menyayangi kamu maka kamu akan rasa sangat indah apabila bersama orang itu tanpa perlu melukakan hatinya.

my dear friends,
fasha is fasha.
i now i'm a bit ngada2 right.
but fasha is fasha.
my happiness is real.
i'm always in happy mode because for me d greatest happiness is family happiness.
that's how my mama and abah tough me., so now you all are my family here.
d very close family of mine when i'm away from my family there.
let us build d happiness together.
:)

put ur trust on me.
be with me.
i need your supports to make me feel strength

kadang2 macam tidak percaya juga. sampai termimpi2 petang tadi.

please change urself sha.

as my lovely roomate said.

' kau kena berubah la sha, kena jadi lebih tegas dan kuat '

kalau nak suruh berenang di lautan. fasha tidak tahu berenang
kalau nak suruh berperang fasha tidak tahu juga selok belok peperangan
tapi semuany perlu belajar kan.
learners should learn more. :)

and after this kalau nak suruh sha lead, saya tidak perlu menyorokkan muka di belakang roomate atau melarikan pandangan di tempat lain.
but i'll say YES! I CAN! ;)

sha fuerte!

love:
sha