lust or lost?

yehaaa..
dabedabeduuuuuu.(^_____^)

hello.name saya fasha.saya tinggal di kuala kangsar perak.saya sayang mama.sayang abah.saya sayang adik beradik saya.sayang kawan2 saya.saya sayang encik mohd al firdauz.aha.yey.saya skema ni.haha.

lust or lost?apekah kaitannya.
those ppl i said above were things that i can't lost.and they are so0o lust to me.
today i learn something again.

:: assimilation and accommodation ::
mengadaptasi skema lama dengan situas baru.menyeimbangkan skema lama dengan situasi yang baru dan mengadaptasi segala skema2 tersebut dalam kehidupan.aha.something like dat la.:)
saya sangat suka lecturer ini.PN.MAHANEE MAHMOOD.even she's quite fussy lecturer.but i love her way.when i saw her.i imagine my mama was in front me.sebijik amat (^_____^).

she told us that we can't finalize our students.tidak boleh samakan student ini dgn student ini kerana mereka berasal dari background yang berlainan.begitu juga pesan mama saya pada saya each time i came back.and when both of us having a chit chat untill abah bising kerana beliau kebosanan sorang2.ahaa.then saya asyik berfikir aje..mcm mane saya nt kan.can i b an understanding teacher.pengalaman saya tidak banyak.huuu.my friends here always told me about their childh0od experiences, but i dun have one so i'm afraid that it'll b so hard for me to b a gud teacher s0on..tmbah2 kalo dapat ngajar anak2 di kawasan kampung.i love to be at village.but i dun have one t0o.huuu.kampung opah tidak seperti kampung.suasana kampung tiada.saya amat teringin utk merasai suasana kampung.and hopefully it'll b so LUST for me when i have experienced it by myself..

dear.nt bawak sha pulang ke kampung ya.yang ade dusun buah-buahan.yang boleh kutip sndrik buah2.huuu.sangat teringin ni tau.jeles jugak melihat org2 yang da rase semua ni.because i feel s0 humble whenever i with them..
how can i teach my students to hold a hoe?.and at d same time me myself dunn0 how to hold it.warghh..kurang sangat ilmu ttg hidup ini.busan jugak kalo asyik ke shopping mall aje,now saya mahu ke dusun.bermain dgn air sungai.hear a bird chipping, breath wit d fresh air.wahhhaaa.teringinyaa..da lame mengutarakan keinginan ini pada mama. but she told me ' sabar ye.nt mama cari dulu kampung mane2 utk kita pegi.kite pegi homestay di sana.but almost one year da kot.still xpegi lagi.oh mama.!

i feel lost.kerana banyak lg saya perlu belajar ttg hidup ini.and hopefully he will help me to know all about life.deeply and deeply.
thums up to my lecturer.beliau telah membuka minda saya. saya mahu rasa kesusahan orang lain.but i dunno how...i just can send my prayers to those ppl, i hope they will have a gud life.a great strength and a bunch of patient to face their days..sooner or later..amin.
ahaa..sayunya...
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bersyukurla dgn apa yg ade.dan redha dgn segala ketentuannya...ingat tu sha!
uhukk.
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my dear status at fb :

'On d way I'm walkin from my car to the office,I saw a young man just like me,wit worn-out clothes,sittin on the old bench havin a breakfast,nsik lemak I guess,kt tpi jalan je,wit sad feelin appear from his eyes~lookin around,like thinkin of somethin that very gloomy to himself.and it's remind myself,ade org lebih susah dr ksusahan yg kite alami..so jgn lah mngeluh krn perkara yg kecil.brsyukurlah dgn apa yg ada..::'

thnks ya sayang..thumbs up t0 u! :).saya bangga dengan awak.u have a really beautiful heart.
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