dear home

hai assalamualaikum. wehuuu :D

long missing ya?.fhewww. baru ada masa sebenarnya utk membuka blog. eh.eh. mcm businesswoman kan. haha. i'm in my very comfort zone so nak membuka lappy a bit malashh. but i need to, due to my bunch of works waiting to finish up! project itu project ini, presentation itu, presentation ini. aha. but it's oke la. fasha is c0ol rite? hebat berlakon c0ol yey ^_____^ ;p

oke. ini sesi bercerita la. suda lama kan tak buat sesi bercerita luahan hati dan perasaan bersama encik blog :D

today, completely a month i'v been staying outside. no more hostel life. and alhamdulillah, everything is going on smoothly. alhamdulillah sangat. kalau sebelum ini, semuanya mama yang settle up kan, but now i need to do by my own. pergi pasar sendiri, masak sendiri, breakfast, lunch and dinner everything kena plan sendiri together with my lovely housemates. and alhamdulillah we managae to do it well. yes. ALL IS WELL :D

and for all my classmates yang akan stay outside aftr this CNY, i wish u ols gudluck. ngehee. mcm nak exam aje kan?. bukan senang nak duk luar without parents sebenarnya. depends on ur intuition. duduk luar bukan niat utk bebaskn diri dari kehidupan hostel yang terikat dgn peraturan, tapi utk lebih mematangkan diri plus menyediakan diri dgn kehidupan sebenar.

oke. habis cerita kehidupan di maktab. sekarang kehidupan di rumah walaupun cuti hanya seminggu. but i will make it wonderful holidays. ngehee :D

of course wonderful. balik cuti bersama insan insan tersayang dan sangat sayang. ^______^, ehe, muka gatal gilak neh! :p. dan insan yang tersayang itu stay di rumah. for his 2nd time and suda rasa mcm family sendri aje. ehem. ehem :D

and my dear little aisyah suda pandai sedikit bermain main bersama her "uncle tembam". ouh even it is fake. uncle tembam is not tembam but he is cute :) it should be aunty tembam and uncle cute. baru sesuai because he is not tembam like me. ngehee :D
uncle main puzzle dgn aisyah ya?.hee ^__________^.

and waiting for him go to bed, watching i-robot with him and then i heard he said to me " jum tido ". ahHa. ouh. he was sleeping in his r0om that mama prepared for him lar and i tido di bilik saya lar! he is down and i'm in upstairs. :p. ouh.ouh.ouh. he was cute at that time. selamat lar belum kawin ;p ;p
lalalalala~

ouh. saya gatal kan?. perkara biasa. sila maklum. hakhakhak.

okelah. malash nak bercerita da. mood happy terlebey bila di rumah mcm ni lah! :p
heee
till then c u later ya bloggy sayang!

^_______________^

sometimes..

sometimes
the smile is fake
beneath the smile
out or in
i'm in deep pain
physically?
maybe not
but i just dunn0
shall not say much here

i really don't know
don't know
and i don't want to know

:: just let me be alone ::

the poetry of the earth is never dead

I thank you God for this most amazing day, for the leaping greenly spirits of trees, and for the blue dream of sky and for everything which is natural, which is infinite, which is yes.






:: To sit in the shade on a fine day and look upon verdure is the most perfect refreshment. ~Jane Austen ::

tons of happiness and excitement

wee.weeee.weeee. can u see the excitement of our faces? :D, so we six sense had made plans to go somewhere. we are on holidays. weekend. ya. it's weekend and we'r so bored! good thing!, that it was a easy route to went there. without any obstacles. alhamdulillah. and it was a miracle to me, that finally i can go somewhere by my own!.yehaaaa ^__^ :D


there'r lots of picture!.haih and i feel i wanna to upl0ad them all.tetapi malas.:D
aha. but it was deeply st0re in my mind. even my face was sticky. and you said thati'm chubby. saya tak kisah oke?. :p :p

and and and. for those who always said that " eh. pp fasha paling chubby here.", " eh, fasha today you pakai shawl baru lar", " eh, fasha ade pimples baru la.", fasha here. fasha there. and i feel i wanna to vomit out ol this. haha. rimas but neway thanks kerana terlalu concern pada saya. uwek! haha :D

bak kata ibu " since you'd been a class repsentative, you'd wore something new. fashionistas beb!.hakhak :D, sambil ibu ketawa suka ria amat! cubet ibu kang ;p ;p

sekian sahaja. bye! ;p

lack of money but pretend to be like " ouh.orang kaya baru lar "

hai.hai.assalamualaikum. gudnite ols!

i'm sure most of u are happy with the weekends rite? so. enj0y ya!. chill oke :D :D, but all i can say beneath the smile i give u ols, deeply i'm in pain. missing someone. =______=' but i need to teach myself. we have our own commitment.yeahh. :)

i miss my blog. sorry ya dear. macam chipsmore kan. sekejap ade. sekejap tade. without him, i swear. saya sangat blur. =__=. ouh.again!. i miss him. but it's oke as long as i have my very besh besh fren yah! :), they are my happiness here.

oke. let's hear my story today okay sayang :).

what had happened today was my best day. i'm happy and there's been a long time we haven't hang out like this. walaupun kesuntukan wang ringgit. haha betul ke? ;p, but we pretend to be like orang kaya ;p ;p

nearly 3years i'v stayed in jitra and this was my 2nd time went to BUKIT WANG, waihhh. banyak tau wang di sanaa!. aha. ;p, my first time was during my BINA INSAN GURU . sort of camping la. ' jungle trekking' di sana and it was like urgghhh!. i dislike outdoor activities. nak nak kena naik turun gunung. banyak pacat tahu!. lemah semangat oden!. haha

yeayy! i'v a picnic there. masak masak di rumah and lets picnic picnic ;p, and act we are bored. waiting for our allowance and till then we can't go anywhere. huhuhu. sadis kau!. duit tade tak buley jalan ea? but we are not! we can survive utk berjalan jalan dan menghirup udara segar. aha. we are sixx sense oke. everything's not a big deal lar! ;p .

eh.eh there's a guy

it was Malin's boyfriend and he was our bodyguard even he is small in size with him

there's no guy dare to tease us

ecewahh

;p

then we are heading to alor star. i dunno wat the place name larh.aiy0oo. but it's oke. so so :). recreation park. it was nice. ade kanak kanak bermain suka ria di sana. ada orang jogging dengan semangatnya dan ouh! ada juga org yg terlalu asyik berdating :p :p. ouh tetiba shj rindu dia! =__='

and

i feel that i was so childish lar!

dengan a very very big cheek compared to them

and

sangat tidak duduk diam

haishhh

bila nak jadik ayu ni?

uhuk

=__=

see see. the very semangat me

=__='

;D

haha

haha

the candid me

saya suka sebab nampak tinggi

ngehee

:D

haha

see again

the very naughty me rite?

uhuk

;p

ade hati nk bawak ni

ngeheee

:D :D

love them yah!

:)

:)

:)

anda ada rakan sebest mereka?

saya ada tau!

mereka lahh!

<3>

queen of us. we are poison :p

six sense

:)

touch the very touchy one

"it was not into my ear you whispered but into my heart, it was no my lips you kissed but my soul "

why it is when you missed someone so badly and your heart is going to disintegrate and your tears nearly drop, you hear the sad love song?

isn't cool ha?

=___='

" the reason that hurts so much when to say goodbye is because

our souls are connected and will forever connected"

seriously

i miss you

encik barney

=__='